thecolumbineblogwithrebandvodka:
Dylan behind Blackjack Pizza.
Yes, the Ever-lasting contrast. Since existence has known, the 'fight' between good & evil has continued. Obviously, this fight can never end. Good things turn bad, bad things become good. My fav. contrasting symbol, because it is so true & means so much – the battle between good & bad never ends… Here we ponder on the tragedy of Dylan Klebold.
The mud incident
“We were outside, playing in the leftover snow from a few days before. As we ran around, I found a big patch of ice that was starting to melt but was still plenty solid enough to play with.
"Hey, Dylan!” I said. “Come here!” By the time Dylan arrived, I was already bouncing and sliding on the slushy patch. Dylan gamely joined in, our feet smashing little spiderwebs into the ice as it buckled under our weight.
Dylan’s foot crashed down on a corner of the ice and made the whole patch shift. It tipped into a puddle underneath, which splashed a good amount of muddy water into the air. A girl in our class was standing nearby, wearing a brand-new coat her parents had just given her, the mud left a jagged brown stripe right down the front of it.
It was an accident. We hadn’t thought the ice was going to do that. But our classmate took one look at her ruined coat and started screaming.
The second grade teacher immediately ran over to assess what was happening.
[…] We tried to get the teacher to listen to us, but she ordered us to be quiet as she carried the girl’s coat into the bathroom.
Both of us were bawling by the time she had us at the sink, wetting a toothbrush. She put the coat in Dylan’s hands. “I want this cleaned!” she ordered. “You two will stay in here and scrub that mud off, and you’re not leaving until I say you’re finishes!”
Choking back our tears, we took up the brush and started working. We quickly discovered that using a toothbrush on mud wasn’t very efficient – but we didn’t have any choice. Both of us continued to cry, our ears burning red from the embarrassment of being yelled at, of our teacher’s spiteful glare, of people looking at us as we worked.
“It’s not coming out!” Dylan kept saying, rubbing the same spot for what seemed like the 500th time.
“We have to get it,” I remember saying in response. I just kept repeating that. “We have to get it.” – No Easy Answers
Farther and farther distant … that’s what’s happening … me & everything that zombies consider real … just images, not life. Soon I will be at peace I hope…
– Dylan Klebold
Trying to understand was hard, coping with the loss was hard, reconciling myself to the consequences of his actions was hard, but loving him – no, that was always easy for me.
I just know I want to kill the fuckers who fucked with me
If you’re going to go fucking psycho and kill a bunch of people like us … do it right
- “You’d better cross Dylan’s name off,” he said. “He’s not that kind of person. He would never do this.”
- “He seemed like he had low self-esteem,” adds Terra Oglesbee, a senior who took creative writing with both gunmen. “He always followed Eric around. He was like Eric’s little shadow.” Within…
In 26.4 hours ill be dead, & in happiness.
You can’t understand what we feel, no matter how much you think you can.
One day in April I said, “You seem so quiet lately—are you okay?” He said he was “just tired.”

14 years separate this images. 4/20/1999 Columbine High School and 12/13/13 Arapahoe High School.
I’ve always had a thing for the past – how it reacts to the present & the future – or rather vice versa.
I know we’re going to followers because we’re so fucking godlike.
– Dylan Klebold

Balled fists and thigh straps.

15 Years Ago today
Dec 9 ‘98 – Dec 9 ’13

Surveying slouch
“Today is the end of the world, today is the day I’m gonna die!” yelled Dylan. They fired off a few bullets, but didn’t hit anyone; they didn’t look under any of the tables.