Can I ask for advice. I have seizures a lot and I’ve noticed they happen when I get hyped up about things and lately I’ve been hyped up about High School. What do you think I should do. Love your blog by the way 😊.

I would try deep breathing and simple meditation. Practice a little bit each day about 10 min..and work your way up to 20 –  so that when you start to get wound up, you’ll have some techniques you can use to wind yourself down into a calmer state and hopefully avoid the seizure.  Give these a try. 
And thank you!  🙂 

The line, “Why do I fall in love with every woman I see that shows me the least bit of attention?” from Eternal Sunshine reminds me of Dylan. What do you think?

I think everyone has their own personal song or lyrics that reminds them of him which doesn’t necessarily resonate with other people.  The thing of it is, he fell for someone that didn’t even pay him the least bit of attention let alone knew who he was. *shrugs* Just my take. 🙂 

Hey! I’ve been an anon for a while now and decided that it was about time for me to create an account. Just wanted to thank you for this awesome blog and say how amazing your connection with Dylan is. It’s hard to put into words, really. Reading your blog feels like being in his bedroom, having a conversation with him. Sorry about any English flaws, not my first language :(. Anyway, wish you the best day!

Aww, why thank you. 💖 You did just fine expressing yourself too! I especially love how you worded it this. Lovely that you experience a sort of intimacy while perusing E-C.  I’m truly touched and happy my blog doesn’t just read like a collection of information about Dylan and that it somehow transcended it to something so much more.  Highest compliment!☺️✨

Hi! I was wondering if you knew if there is a Spanish version of Sue’s book? Or if there are any plans of publishing one. I want to buy it for my mother, who is struggling to deal with my brother’s suicidal thoughts and aggression, but her English is very limited. (He is getting treated.)

That’s a really great idea!   I’m honestly surprised that I don’t see the book translated into Spanish.  I’m seeing the book translated in German and Brazilian here. For some reason, I thought the book had been translated in a few more languages since it’s release in early 2016.  Maybe someone else out there knows where to locate the Spanish version?  If so, please chime in. 🙂   Btw, I’m glad to hear your brother is getting treated. 🙂 

In Evan Todd’s report he states that when he was in the library and after he heard shots and explosions he walked over to the west windows where he saw a flash in the parking lot at parking space 129. In space 129 was a black explorer. After he saw the flash he saw smoke all around the car. I don’t recall seeing anything about bombs or fires in the parking lot as the shooting was happening. What do you think this was?

Dylan was throwing pipebombs and C02 cartridge bombs (dubbed ‘crickets’ by the boys) into the senior parking lot while they were still outside the South-west entrance at the start of the massacre.