Hmm.. I recall that being Brooks that Eric was yelling at on the phone in I’m not Ashamed and not Dylan (but maybe they changed it up for the movie? I wouldn’t be too surprised with all their artistic license). I assumed it was Brooks since he often gave Eric lifts to school until he was late picking up Eric one too many times and the two got into an argument to which Brooks dumped his lil’ prima donna ass out of his car. lol As for Dylan and Eric, I’m sure there were some moments of verbal friction between the two of them at times just as all good friends have sometimes.. though not over lifts to school.
Hiya! Just dropping in to tell you how much I love your blog and ask a silly question while I’m at it. What song (in your opinion) best describes Dylan and his inner struggles? I’m asking since, I; myself have recently stumbled upon a song called “Jumper” by Third Eye Blind with the words of: “The angry boy a bit too insane Icing over a secret pain You know you don’t belong” that really reminded me of him. Haha, what do you think?
Well, everyone has their own opinions and impressions as to what song really resonates as Dylan for them. Your song has lyrics that seem to paint a picture of him for you. The song that is Dylan for me personally, is one that has no lyrics in it whatsoever. A Warm Place by NIN just feels like him; no lyrics are necessary to describe him. I don’t think there is any other song that can ever replace the vibe I get when I hear this song because to me, it is the essence of Dylan living out his very short, lachrymose life sentence in this existence.
The music video I made while traveling in his neighborhood.
I’ve read in some post (not yours) that Eric and Dylan had had problems with Isaiah Shoels in the past. Do you know anything about it ? Cause it’s the first time I read something like that.
Eric and Dylan didn’t have problems directly with Isaiah Shoels but an TCM associate of theirs did the previous year. See here.
How do I stop being interested in Columbine? It’s getting me down, yet I can’t stop reading about it, despite knowing how it’s negatively impacting me.
When it gets to be too much, it’s time for you to step back and take a break. ❤
HIIII!! Do you help me with my homework? I need to learn a poem, I would like it to be one that Dylan wrote in his diary
Love is more valuable than anything I know. To love is to enter a completion of oneself. I hate those who choose to destroy a love, who take it for granted. Love is greater than life even. As I look for love, I feel I can’t find it. Ever. but something tells me i will. Someday. Somewhere. As my love will find me. She feels as i do right now, i can feel it. we will be inseperable. Her & i. Whether it is …….. or not, i think ill find it. (my love). we will be free, to explore the vast wonders of the stars. To cascade down everlong waterfalls, & thru the warmest seas of pure happiness… no limits… no limits. Nothing will stop us.
I was under the impression that Eric threw a piece of ice at Brooks’ windshield, but I’ve also heard “snowball” and “rock”. You couldn’t just take a cube of ice from a drink and break a windshield with it, so did Eric have a brick of it? Or was it not ice?
An icy hard snowball or piece of it I believe it was
Alone unknown until the first time they lay eyes on each other
Dylan Bennet Klebold
its odd to see the excessive amounts of elipsis in dylans writings, its like he writes like he speaks- with doubt and uncertainty.
………you mean… kinda like me…………………?
What do you think Eric’s biggest fear was? I’m curious, since you said Dylan’s.
Failing. Being a failure no matter what. If he chose to live life and get older, he would experience dad’s resigned condemnation of him over the excruciating years. He was angry at dad but afraid of him too as it reflected back on him. In doing what he did, he’ll always be the fuck up, yes – a self-fulfilling prophecy – but at least he fucked over the world first for his pain. He felt badly over what he was going to do to his parents but he was also sub consciously retaliating.
Fuck you for me never being good enough even though I know… I’m not.
How did you feel, in her interview, when Sue said that she wasn’t sure if there was anything after this life. My eyes teared up for her.
Yeah, it’s sad that what her son did shook the very foundation of not only her religious faith but also her spirituality. But I think in her questioning of a life after this one, it isn’t so much that she doesn’t believe but coming more from a place of wanting to believe it will be possible. A needing to know. She is holding out for it, not really so much for herself, but because she so strongly wishes to be united with Dylan again. ..and she will. I am hoping to help bring a confirmation to her with a project that I have in my mind for a while now so she won’t have to hold out waiting in doubting faith.. so that she may find a sense of peace.
I saw your last ask and did Eric actually fake smoke cigarettes? Like he’d just buy them to look edgy or to fit in?
He took a drag and didn’t inhale and just blew the smoke out. lol See here.
To Alice, Brooks had said “the times i drank with eric, he just tried to act like he could handle it” and that “he wasn’t fun to drink with” or something. Why do you think this?
Because Eric had a hard time of it letting go and loosening up. He was a type A control freak. Kind of like how he fake smoked cigarettes so as not to fuck up his lungs.
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Have you ever rolled your eyes whilst reading Dylan’s journal?
No, never.
..but I do with Eric’s.
who was closer to dylan, devon or robyn?
Answered before here.
someone should make a Dylan Klebold generator app that translates sentences into sentences that Dylan Klebold would write them in.
instead of saying:
“I’ve always wanted to hang out with you but I’ve been too nervous to ask.”
the Dylan Klebold generator app will translate it to:
“fate put me in need of you, yet
this earth blocked that with uncertainties.“
Me likey hahaha
What sorts of things would they have hated about the world/society today?
Is it true that Dylan used to drink dilute urine? I just read it was revealed during the analysis
Yeah, revealed in your Fake News analysis report, riiiiight…
Is it normal to feel a connection towards one of the shooters? Not with their rage, but how sad they felt.
Absolutely. You are not alone by a long shot here in this community. Many feel as you do in connection to one of the shooters in relating to his sadness while others resonate with a certain shooters rage and for some, it’s both.
What was Dylan’s biggest fear?
Never feeling a sense of completion. The sense of never feeling loved, wanted, understood and accepted. And the fear that he would never/could never be able to have and experience these things. If you boil it down, his own mind was his biggest fear. Fear that he was not enough.
The Everlasting Contrast 