crabbytabby:

everlasting-contrast:

Mag from Dylans Tec-9 with live rounds still in it.

TEC(-9)hnical Difficulties?

In regards to how many shots fired by Dylan:

9MM INTRA-TEC SEMI-AUTOMATIC PISTOL MODEL TEC-DC9 [CBI 23/JCSO 903] 9MM MAGAZINES: 4 

Library West:
CBI 34/JCSO 1093 [Magazine with 3 Rounds],

Main Hallway:
CBI 30/JCSO 1859 [Broken Magazine and Frame/Spring],

Outside:
CBI 213/JCSO 2358 [50 Round Magazine with 40 Rounds],

BMW (Klebold):
CBI 991/JCSO 6004 [{36 Round} Magazine with 34 Rounds] – Found Between Driver’s Seat/Floor Board

As you can see Dylan was misplacing/dropping/having trouble with the magazines that day. In the basement tapes, Dylan states that he has a “50 round clip, two 36’s & a 24”

Well, 1 of the 36 round magazines was found in his BMW & the 50 round magazine was found on the grass outside on the hill where E&D had been.

34 rounds were found in the 36 round mag & 40 rounds were found in the 50 round mag = 74 live [not fired] rounds.

Dylan had shortchanged himself of over half of his 9mm ammo that day.

Also, Dylan fired 19 rounds from one spot in the Main Hallway, where a BROKEN magazine was found. There were no remaining rounds found in that magazine.

Therefore, sometime into the shooting, Dylan was down to only 1 working magazine.

A tech 9 is a really poorly designed gun. It jams up constantly. You can use 9mm bullets but they have to be full metal jacket, which are more expensive. So I don’t think that he purposely sabatoged himself, the gun probably jammed so not knowing a lot about guns or the fact that they were on a time limit (he really couldn’t take the gun apart and fix the problem), it is easier to just go to the next magazine. 🙂

It was a shit gun of which he over paid for, used, from Mark Manes at the price tag of $500. The 34 mag found on the driver’s seat floor of his Beamer makes me lol. Oh, Dylan..

Astro Signs as Dylan Klebold

everlasting-contrast:

everlasting-contrast:

Aries: We’ll fuckin “Take care of business” to be sure. So, Indigo, as we near the day of fate … AAAA FUCKIT! Just let it come. They will know when gods get pissed off … the little pussies will feel the shotgun shells & the bullets. 

Taurus:

Miles & miles of never ending grass, like a wheat. A farm, sunshine, a happy feeling in the
presence, Absolutely nothing wrong, nothing ever is, contrary 180 [degrees] to normal life.
No awareness, just pure bliss, unexplainable bliss. 

Gemini: Dark. Light. God. Lucifer. Heaven. Hell. GOOD. BAD. Yes, the ever-lasting contrast. Since existence has known the ‘fight’ between good & evil has continued. Obviously, this fight can never end. Good things turn bad, bad things become good, the ‘people’ on the earth see it as a battle they can win.

Cancer:  I want pure bliss … to be cuddling with (her) , who I think I love deeper than ever … I was hollow, thought I was right. Another form of the Downward Spiral … deeper & deeper it goes, to cuddle with her, to be one w her, to love, just laying there.

Leo:  I think, too much, I understand, I am GOD compared to some of those un-existable brainless zombies. Yet, the actions of them interest me, like a kid with a new toy.   I understand that I can never ever be a zombie, even if I wanted to. The nature of my entity.

Virgo:

I do shit to supposedly ‘cleanse’ myself in a spiritual, moral sort of way (deleting the wads on my computer, not getting drunk for periods of time, trying not to ridicule/make fun of people at school), yet it does nothing to help my life morally.

Libra: I love her she loves me.  The purpose of life is to be happy & be with your love who is equally happy. Not much more to say. Goodbye..

Scorpio:

If, by fate’s choice, she didn’t love me, I’d slit my
wrist & blow up Atlanta strapped to my neck. It’s good, understanding a hard road since
my realization, but it gets easier. BUT IT DOESN’T!  that’s part of existence. Unpredictable.
Existence is pure hell & pure heaven at the same time. 

Sagittarius: Existence is a great hall, life is one of the rooms, death is passing thru the doors, & the ever existent compulsion of everything is the curiosity to keep moving down the hall, thru the doors, exploring rooms, down this never-ending hall. 

Capricorn: What fun is life without a little death?  It’s interesting, when I’m in my human form, knowing I’m going to die. Everything has a touch of triviality to it. Like how none of this calculus shit matters. The way it shouldn’t. the truth. In 26.4 hours, I’ll be dead, & in happiness. The little zombie human fags will know their errors, & be forever suffering and mournful. HAHAHAH, of course I will miss things. Not really.

Aquarius: 

Yet the ponderer, the outcast, the
believer, helps out the human. “Think not of 2 dimensions,” says the ponderer, “but of 3,
as your world is conceived of 3 dimensions, so is mine. While you explore the immediate
physical boundaries of your body, you see in your 3 dimensions — L, W, & H, yet I, who is
more mentally open to anything, see my 3 dimensions. My realm of thought — Time, Space,
& THOUGHT.

Pisces:

As my love will find me, she feels as I do right now, I can feel it, we will be inseparable. Her
& I. Whether it is or not, I think I’ll find it (my love). We will be free, to explore the
vast wonders of the stars. To cascade down everlong waterfalls, & thru the warmest seas of
pure happiness .. . no limits .. . no limits. Nothing will stop us.

Classic reblog..

Do you think the main reason Eric wanted to kill himself was because he knew he wanted/was going to do something horrible or because he was being relentlessly bullied?

Neither. Self-hatred.  But at the same time he knew that in teaching Them all a lesson through his war mission known as “NBK” meant that his life would be forfeit. Didn’t matter of course, because he deeply hated himself most of all anyway. Nothing to lose. He would have to die. He was prepared to end life on his own terms after giving everyone the metaphorical middle finger. 

I don’t know why but I can’t help but laugh when all these copycat shooters say they relate to Eric and Dylan’s hateful words when all that anger was just a wall to hide the true suffering inside, any one with a brain could tell that “Reb and Vodka” were just the badass personas they wanted the world to see 🙄

Well, but regardless of whether their anger was filtered through their badass facades, at the end of the day,  it was still coming from a core place of genuine frustration and anger.  Dylan and Eric on the tapes were jacking up their resentment because they were in a safe place amongst themselves to go hog wild and over the top in their expression for the camera. However, in their writings, Dylan wasn’t expressing as his persona VoDkA (not that he ever alluded to being V on the tapes either – at least as far as what’s been released in the transcripts). The only time we really see Dylan project his VoDkA persona was when he laid in on thick in Eric’s yearbook see here and here. Eric, otoh, was cloaking as “Reb” in his writings but not always.  But this wasn’t all just an act. Anger is still anger even if the two were amplifying it. Together on the tapes they were just looking for things to be pissed about and building on the foundation of their supressed rage.  I believe that is what copycat shooters find appealing about Eric and Dylan’s devil-may-care ‘fuck you all!’ anger.  

i’m referring when police asked questions to erics and dylans friends about the shooting and about their personality etc. its hard to explain when english isn’t my native language, sorry

Ahh, okay, I see what you meant in your previous Q.  So, you’ll want to check out this section of the 11K. All of E & D’s friends are questioned in this part of the document. I hope you can read English because there’s going to be a lot of reading for you to do! haha.

Associates 10613 – 10937

Hi! I tried searching, but can’t find the answer. Will you go over the suicide photo? I’ve glanced at it for years and just found out that Dylan’s hat is by his body. How is this possible?

Dylan shot himself while in a sort of self-execution style kneeling position. Here is how the suicide occurred based on the 11K evidence and with a very thorough dissection.  It’s very likely that he had the hat on when he shot himself as I entertained here. Here is a post about his hat which showed where it had landed in proximity to his his body.  Hope this all explains how it was possible. 🙂 

If dylan had a phone what do you think his wallpaper would be?

Well, they didn’t have wallpapers for phones back then but ah, it’s not like he or Eric even had a feeble nineties flip phone or Nokia. lol  But if you’re talking hypothetical future!teenage!Dylan, I’d say it would be a certain band he’d be into now, CoD screenshots, some ridick meme or the Boston Red Sox logo or his fav. baseball player (or whatever team future!Dylan might’ve coveted).  If we’re talking future!older!Dylan it’d probably his girlfriend, wife and/or kids or a ‘classic rock’ lol NIN logo.  The possibilities are endless basically. haha.

do u think dylan would be mad knowing that his reputation isn’t as notorious as eric’s?

Nah, I don’t think Dylan’s ego was that hung up in how this place was going to perceive him after he’d left it.  He really just lost the ability to care altogether. If they had followers that thought of them as “godlike”, cool? It’s kind of like he got an amused kick out of the idea of that while impromptu ranting on the Basement Tapes but it just wasn’t important for him to make sure he came across menacingly infamous or in some sort of competition with being more badass than Eric. He was fine letting Eric have that, tbh.  My feelings, of course.
That said, Dylan in spirit form couldn’t care less. More like..chagrinned.