I don’t understand. Why does Jeff Kass Columbine book have poor reviews compared to Dave Cullen? I dont understand. Dave Cullen is a hack and so is his book. Jeff did a better job yet the critics and reviews differ, WTF

Dave Cullen used the media to spread his ‘definitive truth’ propoganda plus I have the sneaking suspicious Jeffco backed him to keep the actual truths forever skewed. Jeff Kass was/is a very competent yet humble researcher. He may not have realized his book was going to launch exactly when Cullen’s did in 2009. So, Kass was not prepared for, neither interested in, competing his book against Cullen’s flashy arrogant sell. I’m sure Kass figured it would sell on it’s own for those that wanted well researched, factual information which included credible eyewitness testimony from interviews he conducted. Cullen hyped his ‘10 years in the making’ by taking short cuts and filling in the blanks for people he mentioned in his book in which no actual interviews were even conducted. Kass is factual; Cullen is fiction/fact mish mash which in the end can only be viewed as his story. Cullen is a pompous drama queen. He basically used the media to monopolize the market and sell his book and expected that masses would buy it, and unfortunately, he was right.

We really do need someone out there (hello? 😏) to do a rewrite of Columbine which systematically debunks all of Cullen’s disnformational counter-mything and also expands on unchartered territory to help rebalance things and set the record straight. I’d say for starters, they (our Chosen One lol) ought to not only conduct interviews with a variety of cliques within the school at that time but to also interview actual TCM associates to help support the fact that yes, bullying actually did occur at Columbine. Revealing that the school and it’s toxic culture must have been a contributing factor in setting things in motion so that their very own students decided to turn on the symbol that was their school and attack it like a parasite. Educational institutions should not deflect and disown the problem any longer since school shootings occur quite reguarly now on campuses.

Your blog is one of the “special” Columbine blogs in my heart ;) You answer and describe your answers like a professional, I love your long responds about Dylan etc etc… I get lost in them honestly, you can describe things so sufficiently, it’s amazing

Your perception stuns and amazes me and you have no idea how greatly it pleases me that you think I ‘describe things sufficiently’. ☺️ It’s hard for me to download all of the thoughts coming into my mind and translating them into succinct words. I feel like I am wordy and meandering as heck but hey, if it’s meaningful to you, well then, I’m hardly a good judge of how adequate my writing is!

Thanks for stopping in to deliver those kinds words; I actually do need them the most right about now. 💗 ✌️

thewarmestseasofpurehappiness:

Danielle Danford said she met Dylan her freshmen yr, & she had met him through Kristen [Theibault]. She said they usually met him out in the parking lot by his car. She described Dylan as a good kid, & didn’t know of him having any major problems. She said their conversation never really was involved; it usually revolved around how their days were going. She knew that Dylan was into Rammstein, & that’s all he seemed to talk about. He would ask if they’d heard their new CD or the new album or new songs. She said she never had any conversations about him being picked on, but she knew that the jocks had been giving him trouble. She said on one occasion he spoke about how the jocks were giving him trouble but he didn’t elaborate any further. She said that she had heard Dylan that he was friends w/ Eric & in one conversation she remembers Dylan telling her that Eric’s life revolved around guns & that was all he ever talked about. 

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Another occurrence of Kristen Theibault in connection with Dylan.

Pictures an awkward moment between Danielle and Dyl..

“Tbh, Eric’s life pretty much revolves around guns and the like and uh, ’s’all he ever talks about.” volunteers Dyl “uh, so, yeah, uum, have you heard the new Rammstein cd..? …. Cool.“ lol

Do you think afterlife is how you think it will be? I mean it’s different for every person.

It can be like how we expect it to be but it’s even more complex than that, I’d say. It is far more than us as humans with our egos attempting to write our own afterlife. What happens is that life after death becomes about what the Universal Consciousness knows what we, as spirits, need the most, more than what we think we want or expect ‘over there’. In a sense, It has just the right kind of Chicken Noodle Soup for each of our individual souls. ☺️

If someone kill herself,she would find peace? Just like every person that dies?

do you think someone can rest in peace if him/her commit suicide.

Finding peace is a process and there is no swift way to obtain it simply by ending your existence here. It is different for each and every person. Much of it has to do with your own feelings about yourself, the baggage and burden you carry along with you when you chose to end your life existence contract earlier than it’s eventual, natural life term (whenever that unknowable date is). If one decides to opt out early, there will likely be spiritual set-backs because of the unfinished business you’ve left in your wake. I am not only referring to leaving behind family, friends, boyfriends, husbands, children and your entire life doings but also the internal business which has to do with yourself, the unhappy feelings which caused such desperation within you to choose to put a stop to your earthly education before it’s eventual time. So, there is much hard work of learning after death with reflection, processing all of it. You may even realize you suddenly feel regret in your action after you’ve done it so will likely be stuck at various points until you are ready to begin to deal with all you’ve avoided by taking your life opportunity from yourself. You are your own responsibility and there are karmatic lessons in every choice made. In the end, you still have to face yourself honestly in life as well as after death and most especially after artificially prompting an exit by your own hand.

I think it was the last report that he wrote but apparently Dylan wrote something that was too dark that his teacher wouldn’t mark it. What was it about?

Yes, that would be Dylan’s ‘Man in Black’ story that he wrote in his Creative Writing class. He narrates the story from the point of view of a bystander enthralled and vicariously appreciating The Man’s violent acts of vengeance against preps. The teacher spoke to Dylan after class to confront him about turning in the paper complete with expletives (which the class was asked to not use) and in response to her upset, he replies glibly ‘it’s just a story’. Dylan’s parents attended a parent-teacher meeting and were informed about Dylan’s nasty story but they were oddly never given the actual paper.  On 4/20, the cops located the essay in Dylan’s car glove box. 

The hand-written comments are from Judith Kelly, Dylan’s English teacher.

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