My friend (she’s a girl) thinks she is a reincarnation of a Dylan. I told her I dont think she is but idk, do you think that’s possible? can men be reincarnated to women? she was born in june 1999.. and she really thinks she’s a reincarnation of dylan..

Yes, a male from a previous incarnation can choose to reincarnate as a female in their next lifetime and vice versa. Souls are above gender but can choose whatever style of sexual presenting is required depending upon the physical world they incarnate on. Rather than accepting your friend’s claims at face value simply because she is your friend, I would suggest being a bit more investigative. Ask your friend for specific details as to why she has concluded this about herself. Feel free to let me know her reasoning. 🙂

I think im in love with dylan? do you ever feel this way?

I think it’s pretty easy to fall in a state of ‘love’ over Dylan. Essentially, the feeling of love is about caring.  Honestly, it’s almost par for the course when you intensely study the case and the inner struggles of both boys from the inside out.   Looking around on Tumblr it’s pretty evident that a great many of us feel this way about Dylan -or Eric-  or even both.  There is a quality about Dylan that has the ability to speak to a certain some of us.  It’s an intense identification/mirroring type thing and on top of that, he also strikes an emotional cord within us. When that happens it’s hard to look away, to not care.  I think my almost effortless ability to gravitate with Dylan upon delving into Columbine – my instinctual ability to simply want. to. care. coupled with the need to understand just who he was as an individual with such brilliant but wasted potential – translates into the overall positive love vibe energy of the Everlasting-Contrast blog.:) Understanding Dylan and his human struggle hopefully brings knowledge and inspires enlightenment to anyone that stops by.  Let’s take those lemons of the tragedy and turn them into lemonade. 🙂 

I know you believe in the spirit world and stuff. Does this mean Eric and Dylan are in complete peace now and when we die we will see them there?

If you mean are they are more at peace in comparison to the lives they led here in the 90s? then yes, in that regard, they are.  It’s just that.. they have a whole new level of soul challenges on the other side some of which is dealing with residual unfinished business in regards to their personalities developed in their last incarnations. As energy forms, we constantly grow and change; we reach various states of peace through wisdom and enlightenment.

Here is my answer to whether we can ‘see them when we die’.

Quirks: The idiosyncrasies of DBK

Sickle and Hammer Soviet medallion pin

Matt Cornwell and Dylan were in composition class, but they only talked once.“That’s because he wore this Soviet pin on his boot,” Matt said. “One of the last days I was like, ‘Why do you wear that pin on your boot?’ And he was like, ‘Just to get a reaction out of people."’

Present on the left boot was a red star medallion containing a sickle and a hammer. – Dylan Klebold’s Autopsy , External Examination.

How many people went to Eric and Dylan’s funerals? Were they cremated or buried?

Dylan’s ceremony was private – no more than about 10-15 (if that) family and close friends. Eric’s, it’s strangely unknown about the sort of funeral they had for him, it was completely secret and underground. Both boys were cremated. I’ve heard that Dylan’s ashes reside on the fireplace mantel in his parent’s home. I have no idea if this is hopeful rumor that was spread but it’s nice to think that’s the case. 🙂

Will we all be able to meet Eric and Dylan when we die? I like to think that Eric and Dylan are now friends with all the victims they killed.

Mm..we can meet anyone we have intent to meet in the spirit world. If the boys are still relevant to you in some meaningful way by the time you pass on, you can resonate that connection. Friends with the victims and one big happy family, you think? Possibly for some but not all. Each soul that participated in Columbine is in varying states of enlightenment. I tend to think there is still unresolved work that needs to finish to complete the circle of forgiveness. It’s not exactly what you’d think would be obvious: the assumption that the victims have to find it in their hearts to forgive the shooters for stealing their lives. It’s more about the shooters fully coming to terms with their actions, owning full responsibility in seeing not only their own short sighted perspective but also including the victims pov and then the hardest part: forgiving themselves first, in totality, before they can find healing and absolution with their victims. 🙂 I’m not suggesting that that hasn’t happened – even if partially – only that it’s not as neat and tidy (for everyone) that crosses over to simply bury the hatchet with everyone and be reconnected. Depends on how much earthly ego/personality attachment is involved.

I know that Dylan and Eric are in the spirit world but are they there together? Still good buds? Btw will Eric be 18 and Dylan will be 17 forever?

Dylan and Eric are sometimes together in the spirit world but definitely not joined at the hip like the co-dependent best buds as they were on the earth in 1999.  In some ways, the two recognize what each had intensely experienced together with one another as separate souls joining forces and so, in a way, that bond will never be broken. However, as spirit that are continually on a path of evolution and maturation so they are likely working separately, as individuals, to strive towards each of their own journeys of spiritual advancement.

Dylan had expressed in his journal many times how he believed that there were other existences.

Dylan describes it specifically like this: “Existence is a great hall, life is one of the rooms, death is passing thru the doors, & the ever-existent compulsion of everything is the curiosity to keep moving down the hall, thru the doors, exploring rooms, down this never-ending hall.” Dylan expresses how he longs to explore those potential possibilities. “Questions make answers, answers conceive questions, and at long last he is content.” 

He intuitively knew that there was more to universe than the one lifetime and he was having a hell of a time staying grounded within the restrictions of the earth.   Dylan also wrote with expressed intent as to what he believed his life would be like after death.  He was constantly comparing his struggles in humanity versus how effortless, blissful and loving it should be here as it was There, which caused him great consternation.  It was like he had a soul memory of how it was before he incarnated into the being of "Dylan Klebold.” So, he just already seemed to intuit the bigger picture, that there was more to it all.  He simply knew it to be true.  Dylan had one foot on the earth and the other firmly rooted in the previous memories of the spiritual realm of where he was conceived from.  He was homesick..he longed to go back home. 😦

Eric, on the other hand, just wasn’t sure of what was in store for him after death.  He hoped it’d be something akin to a ‘dream like state’ or entertained that maybe it could be like his Doom world.  He just didn’t see/visualize precisely the way Dylan knew and conceived of it in his mind.  I believe Eric struggled a bit more than Dylan with his self-inflicted re-entrance back within the spirit world, I think it’s likely that Dylan embraced and welcomed the spirit world almost immediately after death and with open arms.  

“Just know I’m going to a better place. I didn’t like life too much, and I know I’ll be happy wherever the fuck I go. So I’m gone.”

As for Eric, I feel he has spent more time reconciling the “question mark” direction he blasted himself off into with that shot gun to his mouth. His vibrational levels that he engages in would likely be different from Dylan’s.   In my opinion, Dylan and Eric may occasionally cross intersecting paths based on their previous incarnation bond –  but I think for the most part, each is experiencing separate spiritual journeys in relation to what each of their soul’s need for growth, enlightenment and wisdom that would continue to raise them to higher vibrational planes.  So, no, Dylan and Eric are not constantly together as they once were but this doesn’t mean that they are never together either. It’s simply that they no longer have the need to be that duo that they once were. They are multi-dimensional spirit now and no longer only the personalities of “Eric” and “Dylan” as they were in only one lifetime experience on the earth.  That is only one personality, one facet, within the totality of their soul being.

Also, as spirit, Dylan and Eric can and do present at the ages of their former selves. They can also present at a younger age, as a child of five or thirteen, and they can also even project as older men beyond the ages of their death.  Spiritual souls transcend the human limitations such as “age” and so they are not confined by the physical and can assume any form of age or state of being by way of thought. 

“Thought is the most powerful thing that exists – anything conceivable can be produced, anything & everything is possible, even in your physical world.”

Why did eric and dylan call themselves indigo and green?

In a multiplayer game, the other players appear as marines in differently colored uniforms and armor. In the Doom games the colors are green, indigo (gray), brown, and red, although various source ports permit more choices of color, and sometimes more than four players in a game. 

Personally, I think Dylan chose ‘Green’ because he liked the color. The t-shirt design ideas that he doodled in his journal/notebook tended to specify “dk. green shirt”  and his ‘AoL" shirt was a dark olive green. I think most guys pick basic black t-shirts.  So, Dylan’s signature Doom player color was ‘Green’.  Eric chose indigo (essentially gray) maybe because red was too flashy and brown was so blah and also his Prelude was gray (maybe?).  I don’t know. That’s a guess. lol   At any rate, these are the player colors they habitually used in late night multi-player ‘Deathmatches’ to the point that they secret code dubbed themselves “Green” and “Indigo”.

did Dylan really want to pull the NBK with his lover? how did he want this to go? i know that he didn’t really want to do it with eric but he knew that it was his only option because obviously his love wouldn’t do that with him.

I think Dylan initially thought of going NBK with best friend, Zach. They were very close, often commiserated in their shared dissatisfaction with life; they talked about intensely private stuff on the phone and even cried together. So, given that, it seemed the Zach was likely Dylan’s obvious choice when he had begun to entertain ‘NBK’ or ‘my killing spree’ in his journal. At some point, Dylan fell for a girl, or two (lol), and having watched ‘Natural Born Killers’ enough times, it seems equally plausible that his fantasies may have solidified on the ‘Bonnie and Clyde’ Us-against-The-World romantic scenario. How did he want this to go? If you look to the movie “Natural Born Killers” as a reference it pretty much gives you the gist of his potential suicidal foreplay with a guy/girl partner in crime duo. (I also think it’s pretty obvious that Dylan tried to emulate Mickey Knox with the same type of sun glasses and ponytail.)

After ‘“Fate” did not put Her in need of him and decide when they should be together,’ as he’d hoped, and since Zach was now happily distracted with a steady girlfriend, Dylan realized at some point, that his preferential options were running out to end his damnable ‘stasis’. His only remaining choice was to actually go through with doing NBK with Eric. “Maybe going “NBK” (gawd) with Eric is the way to break free.” He ends his concluded solution with a muttered resignation “I hate this.” It’s interesting because Dylan seems essentially preparing for two different NBKs simultaneously: in reality, he and Eric have been physically planning and preparing for NBK creating weapons, procuring guns and such for quite some time, yet, in Dylan’s fantasy world, he probably had envisioned His Love and himself together against humanity before fulfilling their suicide pact. “I’m STILL alone, still in pain, so is she.” After he embraces NBK with Eric, Dylan seems to be satisfied that his true love will never reveal herself on the earth because it just wasn’t supposed to happen in this lifetime – because “Fate” decided he would unite with Her on the other side or in the next life. So, no need to worry about it. NBK with Eric as his partner, would provide the necessary vehicle to his exit from this world so that he could find his way to His Love and be free.

“So I wait 5 more days. 5 more days. 5 eternities, & I know her & I are all conceived from ourselves & each other, every night of the self-awareness journey. The zombies were a test, to see if our love was genuine. We are in wait of our reward, each other. The zombies will never cause us pain anymore. The humanity was a test. I love you, love. Time to die, time to be free, time to love.”

Quirks: The idiosyncrasies of DBK

Trenchcoat

Judy Brown, mother of Brooks Brown, recalling an incident that happened four months before the massacre when Dylan was dining at a restaurant with his mother, Sue. Dylan had on his coat and those glasses and as Sue looked around the restaurant she thought people were uncomfortable and afraid of him. Then she said, ‘Dylan, people are afraid of you with that on. You need to take it off.’ And he just smile at her. I think when he got this coat, it was the first time he ever felt power in his life.

Even though his fashion sense and temperament had changed, Dylan remained polite. It was as if he was uncomfortable with his new image. When he showed up at the Hecklers’ in the trench coat, he’d always leave it in his car before coming in the house. Heckler said that, for some time, he had noticed that Dylan Klebold was becoming different.

“We watched the change in Dylan,” (Mark Heckler) he said. “He came around less and less.” And yet: “When he came to visit us, he’d take the trench coat off and leave it in the car.” It was almost as though a persona went along with the trench coats, one that was more apparent in school, where other students said Klebold and Harris wore the distinctive garb no matter what the weather.

Quirks: The idiosyncrasies of DBK

Glasses

Dylan grew his brown hair longer during senior year. When he broke his glasses, he didn’t get new ones. He taped the busted ones together with white tape. “He liked that kind of quirkiness,” a friend says. “Something that’s not accepted. Trying to find a way to make a statement.”

everlasting-contrast:

Mag from Dylans Tec-9 with live rounds still in it.

TEC(-9)hnical Difficulties?

In regards to how many shots fired by Dylan:

9MM INTRA-TEC SEMI-AUTOMATIC PISTOL MODEL TEC-DC9 [CBI 23/JCSO 903] 9MM MAGAZINES: 4 

Library West:
CBI 34/JCSO 1093 [Magazine with 3 Rounds],

Main Hallway:
CBI 30/JCSO 1859 [Broken Magazine and Frame/Spring],

Outside:
CBI 213/JCSO 2358 [50 Round Magazine with 40 Rounds],

BMW (Klebold):
CBI 991/JCSO 6004 [{36 Round} Magazine with 34 Rounds] – Found Between Driver’s Seat/Floor Board

As you can see Dylan was misplacing/dropping/having trouble with the magazines that day. In the basement tapes, Dylan states that he has a “50 round clip, two 36’s & a 24”

Well, 1 of the 36 round magazines was found in his BMW & the 50 round magazine was found on the grass outside on the hill where E&D had been.

34 rounds were found in the 36 round mag & 40 rounds were found in the 50 round mag = 74 live [not fired] rounds.

Dylan had shortchanged himself of over half of his 9mm ammo that day.

Also, Dylan fired 19 rounds from one spot in the Main Hallway, where a BROKEN magazine was found. There were no remaining rounds found in that magazine.

Therefore, sometime into the shooting, Dylan was down to only 1 working magazine.

Classic reblog. Also for c0atimundi

Why did Dylan never like to admit he liked marilyn manson?

I don’t know if it’s really so much that Dylan didn’t like to admit it, necessarily? It’s more just that he was an individual in that he liked what he liked and on his own terms. Dylan could like his own stuff, incorporate and appreciate Eric’s tastes, as well as other friends into his own. Clearly, Dylan appreciated something about Marilyn Manson, and enough to display a poster of the band on his wall. I would hazard a guess that the two, primarily Eric, didn’t care too terribly much for Manson’s sexually ambiguous dress style (garter belts, lingerie, lipstick, etc.) Manson is just a tad too threatening for dudes that need to downplay weakness and look tough in public – whereas KMFDM and Rammstein exude more of that tough, masculine vibe. So, overall, it was easy enough for Dylan to downplay his like for MM while in Eric’s company, yet, on his own turf, he’d listen to whoever or whatever he felt like.