Venus in Libra
Venus is the planet that is about how people express socially, romantically and artistically.

“I love her and she loves me”

“The purpose of life is to be happy and to be with your love who is equally happy. Not much more to say.”

“I want pure bliss… to cuddle with her, to be one with her, to love, just laying there.”

People who have Venus in Libra are loving and romantic people. They are graceful and refined in public. They are well mannered. They don’t get loud, interrupt or be rude at all. They always see themselves in relationships and can’t stand the thought of being alone. They feel incomplete without a lover to call their own. They are very considerate lovers, putting their lovers’ needs above their own and they usually treat their partners very well. Never leave them out of any activity or anything else, they need to be a part and to do everything together. Leaving them out only will make them feel unwanted and rejected. They usually bend over backwards in a relationship to keep it going. Compromise is their middle name. If a woman or man has this placement they are normally blessed with good looks. The men like their women to act like a perfect lady. The strong independent type of woman who is completely self-sufficient is a turn off to them. Both sexes take pride in their personal appearance and will go to great lengths to look good. Both sexes enjoy having their buttocks caressed and spanked. Venus in Libra is romantic in the extreme. A lover’s sexual pleasure is of the utmost importance to them. They are overly concerned whether you have a good orgasm and enjoy sex with them.

Mars In Leo
This is where your assertiveness and power will lie. But, depending which house all this extra force of power, anger and assertiveness lies can cause problems for you.

“ My wrath for January’s incident will be godlike. Not to mention our revenge in the commons.”

I think, too much, I understand, I am GOD compared to some of those
un-existable brainless zombies. Yet, the actions of them interest me, like a kid with a new toy.

My humanity has a foot fetish & bondage extreme liking.

These people have an enormous amount of personal pride. They are born show offs, and know how to impress others. They are natural leaders, are creative, and have a strong will. There is a need for independence and self-sufficiency. They expect complete and total devotion in love. Anyone who is in love with a Mars in Leo person should give him/her as much attention as is possible, for the relationship to be happy. There is much energy, willpower, and creativity. Mars in Leo gives acting ability. As with other fire signs, there can be self-centeredness, with a lack of awareness regarding the needs of others. This placement gives self-confidence, and can offset aspects that give low self-esteem. There can be exceptional talent in the arts and with music, especially if other factors in the chart support this. If you want to talk about possessive and jealous in a relationship then you can start here. These Lovers look upon sex as an important, even sacred, activity. Sex is, after all, an extension of their ego and it would be an offense to nature to keep it under wraps. So Mars in Leo Lovers always reserve the right to brag. There are times, of course, when this noisiness about sex conflicts with the essential conservatism of this type. For while these people love attention, they dread ridicule and embarrassment. This is why no one should take the bragging of a Mars in Leo Lover too literally. Pride always rules over truth in the stories they tell. To turn them on you will have to give them full attention to their body as if you are worshiping them. Their erogenous zones are their back of their neck and their spine.

mrs-ericharris:

Dylan Klebold. Virgo Sun, Aquarius moon

You are a pretty detached sort of person, and however much your romanticism and periodic emotionalism may seem to make you otherwise, you incline to be cold and self-sufficient at heart. You view people in a rather calculating manner, and are capable of hurting those who are fond of you by the ease with which you break human ties and follow your own bent, whatever it may be.

You have a good, reasonable, scientifically accurate mind, and when you have figured something out to your satisfaction, you expect everyone else to understand your logic – which you may not go to the trouble of explaining. This detachment and the apparently genial exterior that you present to the world make you a good doctor, nurse, social worker, hospital attendant, or teacher – any occupation where sympathy and understanding must be used but cannot be allowed to interfere with routine. You are able to learn readily, through application rather than intuition.

You are a somewhat suspicious person, critical and judicial, though tolerant enough of your own eccentricities. If you are cold, however, you are also stable and can be a bulwark of help in time of trouble, able to absorb the woes of others without being yourself affected and thus helping them to get on their own feet when, your work being done, you go on to other matters. You are willing, rather than ardent, aggressive, or responsive, in romantic matters, and are likely to impress sweethearts with the idea that they don’t really matter very much, which more likely than not is true. You can take them or you can leave them alone. Since the physical impetus to love is not powerful in you, you’re capable of leading a celibate life, substituting intellect and abstract idealisms for human companionship and love.

Hmm, yeah..that explains a lot. lol

Mischief Managed.

“Kalinowski said that the juvenile males she saw a year ago made a lasting impression on her. I asked her why and she said that she felt sorry for the male she suspects was Dylan Klebold because the second male seemed to get very angry with him when he started to answer her questions. She said that was the reason she tried to see the second males face more closely. She said that the second male appeared to be in charge and the first male seemed to be aware that he had made a mistake in talking to her”


Suicidal Tendencies

There are more than 99 ways to die… and I thought of them!

[Redacted] can get me that gun I hope, i wanna use it on a poor
SOB. I know..his name is vodka, dylan is his name too.

If by fate’s choice, [Redacted] didn’t love me, i’d slit my wrists & blow up atlanta strapped to my neck. It’s good understanding
a hard road since my realization, but it gets
easier, BUT IT DOESN’T! Thats part of existence, unpredictable. Existence is pure hell & pure heaven at the same time.

–Dylan Klebold

Dustin Gorton statement

idontfangirlmuch:

ericharrisblog:

everlasting-contrast:

ericharrisblog:

Dustin Allen Gorton was a student at Columbine High School and was in the cafeteria when the all thing started.
Gorton stated that he knew Eric Harris, Dylan Klebold, Nate Dykeman, Chris Morris and Zachary Heckler and considered all of them friends.
He stated that he last saw Dylan…

*snip*

Dustin Gorton presently runs a “Victims of School Shooters” group on Facebook. Having done this video with Dylan just the day before, his co-pilot even, and then seeing Eric on the day of must have been extremely devastating for him – like someone yanked the rug out from under him and he slammed his head on the floor. The ultimate feeling of betrayal.

*snip* Think I’ll leave the great two Erics/cinnaminis debate out of my reblog of this. Sorry Dylan. 😉 lol

Dustin Gorton statement

I’ve always treated that cookie anecdote dearly. It’s so great. It’s really as though (almost) everyone had a fond memory of Dylan at one point. My personal favorite being the one when a schoolmate accidentally hit his car and he very gracefully told her not to worry about it. He really was a stand-up and generous guy, and I lament at the thought of the wonderful kind of person he could’ve developed into had he not done what he did.

Yes, he had so much potential – a natural capacity to give a shit – but likely care too much, being sensitive about himself and also acutely sensing how others might be feeling. The perceived rejection and plunge into depression slowly shut that regard for others down. All those wonderful, decent qualities that were innate in him became calloused over. Friends who knew him generally thought him likable and closer friends said that he would do something for you even if he really preferred not to. According to Devon Adams, Dylan was there for her in the midst of scary car trouble..and even beyond..

Remnants of Existencez

DBK’s confiscated BMW items

His essay about “The Man in Black” killing preps was found in the glove box.

Video: Dylan’s BMW is the second car on the right next to his best bud pulling in. Matching Rammstein stickers – Dylan (bottom of his rear window), Eric (top rear window). Kinda like the OTP glove sharing thing. 😉

Why is there so little footage or audio of Dylan being angry or aggressive? Everyone knows he could be, yet so much of it seems to have been swept under the rug. Do we blame Cullen, or has this been going on since before Dave got his grubby fingers on the media representation? Why was Dylan’s audio silenced in the Behind Blackjack Pizza vid? Not to sound as though I’m demonizing Dylan, but I think he was much more bloodthirsty than he’s been portrayed. What stake do the media have in this?

Hmm. Well, to add to your question: why is there little footage or audio of either Dylan or Eric being angry or aggressive?  We have more footage/audio of Eric being somewhat sociable in the “Eric in Columbine” vid and pretty much nothing like that on Dylan. Wouldn’t that automatically make Eric seem nicer than Dylan by default since Dylan appears more unquantifiable?  As you pointed out, there’s that video snippet of Dylan behind Blackjack talking away, laughing and smiling uninhibitedly with the friend who is filming him and yes, the audio is cut. But there also happens to be another clip where Dylan is being interviewed for the Rebel News Network and the audio is cut (I hate that too! ;).  I also know for a fact that there is plenty of audio in the ‘Morning Ritual’ between Nate and Dylan and that audio all got sacked.  You can hear a portion of it as they’re driving into the parking lot and talking about trying to find a parking space in one Columbine documentary. Yet, the video the public is privy to has the Pulp Fiction music masking over what is actual mundane chit-chat conversations between two friends in the car.  So, I’m not sure I’m necessarily going to conclude that the audio was cut in the Blackjack snippet simply because Dylan was showing his aggressive, nefarious Hyde-to-his-Jekyll side and that the media was trying to downplay Dylan in comparison to Eric. I tend to think the audio got cut for the opposite reasons: TPTB does not want us to get to know Dylan better and might then possibly even like his personality.  I’d wager there is other video of the two that was opted to not be made public for that very reason (BTs aside).  Also, Dylan may have been talking about people at school or work and so the audio was cut to redact and protect people.   That said, the fact that “Eric at Columbine” and “Rampart Range” vids even got publicly released with full audio is a miracle in itself because they give us a glimpse into a ‘day in a life’ of the Columbine killers and the conversational dialog between E & D within the context of friends which potentially entreats people to like them, sympathize with them, as seemingly normal, likable dudes.

As for Dylan being more ‘bloodthirsty’ of the two, it’s your hunch, your opinion, which is valid of course, but how can you really prove it? In my own opinion, they both wanted revenge and fantasized about getting back at people but they were also coming from distinctly different places. Overall, Dylan ate his anger until he was numb.  He gradually began to disengage and care a lot less. By the time 4/20 was there, his mind was on check-out. Dylan was going along for the ride.  His apathy allowed him to embrace the mindset that it was ok to ‘have fun!“ liberally on his very last day of life. Nothing mattered anymore, so let it all go and be completely free from society’s morals.  Killing would be the ultimate act of retribution, taking back the power in having the last word in WRATH, and then to be free of this hellhole of a world.  Dylan barely spent time with his goodbyes in their last BT video. It was almost inconsequential. He was in a hurry to do the deed and be done.  By comparison, Eric tended to externalize his anger in more demonstratively empassioned ways but then began to think too much about the potential consequences for family and friends at the last minute. He was stalling and vacillating with the "I’m sorry..this is going to suck for my family. You guys can have my stuff” sentiments. Dylan didn’t even really think enough anymore to care about any of that. He was on board with the death train.  In that respect, he was more dangerous because the last vestige of caring was gone.  Conversely, with the actual start of NBK, Dylan spent a lot of time warming up to bloodthirsty kills (preferring to throw bombs) while Eric jumped right in with the cold blooded kills. So, given all that, I could not really prove one way or the other that Dylan was consistently more bloodthirsty than Eric.

I’m taking a ride
With my best friend
I hope he never lets me down again
He knows where he’s taking me
Taking me where I want to be
I’m taking a ride
With my best friend

(I love the position of Dyl’s hand and that he is all srs bsns pretending that an ordinary house vaporizer is something very important.)

http://free.mp3songurls.com/1393461.mp3?plead=please-dont-download-this-or-our-lawyers-wont-let-us-host-audio
https://everlasting-contrast.tumblr.com/post/99463278305/audio_player_iframe/everlasting-contrast/tumblr_nd36zh5u6h1spkkqd?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Ffree.mp3songurls.com%2F1393461.mp3

fromrussiawithlotoflove:

everlasting-contrast:

fromrussiawithlotoflove:

Dylan talking in the Hitmen For Hire video.

Guy : What Friday night?
Dylan : That fucking Mexican shit talent show at the school !
Chris Morris : And on what day do I work, so I don’t have to do it ?
Dylan : Alright, have a D, enjoy…

I wondered about this little snippet at the end of Hitmen for Hire.. whether this might be Dylan talking to Chris.

“Mexican talent shit” sounds very Dylan.. But, on the other hand, would Dylan ever nag anyone about not doing what they should to get a better grade? Also, the second part “alright, have a D, enjoy.” the accent doesn’t sound like Dylan, well, to me anyway – almost has a slight New Jersey sound to the accent. And Eric is out of the question here in terms of accent plus the voice is too deep. lol

I’ve wondered too, but listen to the video where Dylan is talking on the Phone. Same deep voice, same accent. It sounds like him and his sarcastic humour. I don’t believe he’s nagging but mainly jocking 🙂
Someone discussed on YouTube about that and wrote “plus, they’re talking about work schedules. Chris and Dylan worked together at blackjack. he’s also referencing drama class, and Dylan did drama, and did the sound for that Mexican Talent Show. if it wasn’t Dylan, i don’t see why they would include that clip as evidence in this video”. I think its another point to consider.

Agreed on all your points. Yes, Dylan worked sound on the Mexican Talent Show. I believe that Dylan even referred to someone as “Mexican Shit” on his (S)hit List. So, I could entirely see him dubbing the name of the show with expletives. lol. He referenced things plenty of times on his “to-do” action items lists in his CHS day planner i.e. “interview shit”. Idk, I’m just a bit on the fence about the sound of the voice – especially the second part of what is said to Chris. It just doesn’t quite sound like him compared to other video clips of his voice. In any case, thanks for the audio clip and translated dialog. 🙂

Music Shuffle

You can tell a lot about a person from the type of music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your iPod, phone, iTunes or however you listen to your music and write down the first 10 songs you listen to. Tag 10 other people to do the tag.

I was tagged by both marleficent and h4le-bop so I guess I’m definitely obligated at this point.. Thankss. 😉
Ok, here goes..

1. The Fusion – Omnia

2. Slow motion – Lights of Euphoria

3. Ghosts – Ladytron

4. Dark Wings – Within Temptation

5. Eye – Smashing Pumpkins

6. Milk – Garbage

7. Satan: Live at Glastonbury – Orbital

8. Love is Blindness – U2

9. Serenity – Delerium

10. Precious – Depeche Mode

And I’m tagging: burnandraveatcloseofday, empathyisvital, subcultureofthenight, crimeandcolumbine, lesaffresdelamort, my-dark-forest, fromrussiawithlotoflove, indigoandgreen, pierced-off, and last, but not least, kettlewhistle