I know Dylan was suffering, but his life looked like fun on the outside. He wasn’t poor, he had a pretty house, a car, a job, and all the videos they filmed with Eric and the rest of his friends really looked like they had a great time hanging out. I guess to some extent he had everything and yet nothing at all.

“I’d rather have nothing than be nothing”

– Dylan Klebold

Dylan had everything yet nothing inside himself.  A rich poor man with nothing to live for and no hope for his future.  Depression is a bitch, ain’t it?  You take everything that others, on the outside looking in, perceive as “good” and “prosperous” in your life for granted because your mind is in a pessimistic, gloomy state that is only able to see the glass as half empty and the water as filthy pond scum.  

Hmm… I wonder if Robyn and Veronica didn’t get along BECAUSE OF Dylan. Based off of her claims that he was always nice to her, it’s possible that he had a crush on her, right? She was after all a very physically attractive girl and if she was a “stuck up bitch” I don’t see Dylan being friendly towards her. Robyn was probably butt hurt about it which resulted in them having spats between one another lmao.

While your scenario might be possible,  it’s also equally possible the girls just didn’t like one another for whatever reasons we don’t know about. Just personality conflicts type of a thing.  It’s hard to extrapolate the dynamics based off of just this teeny tiny account.  I think it’s wishful thinking to decide this is what is going on though.  I would say Dylan was the type of guy that was 99% nice to just about any girl that was nice back to him though.  And, according to his writings, he had multiple crushes on unknown girls. CHS was very large and there were a lot of girls, and plenty that he had ‘nice’ interactions with in class on a daily basis (including Val Schnurr). So, given all of that, it’s difficult to really pinpoint exactly if the reasoning the two girls didn’t get along is because of catty jealous rivalry.  We also have to consider too that Robyn had a couple of guys she interacted with as friends and while in Dylan’s company. For example, she’d walk from Calculus class with Dylan and Joe to the 3rd hour class at which point they split up and went to each of their classes.  I honestly do not see Robyn as being mono-focused on Dylan nor jealous concerning his interactions with other people including other girls. 

We don’t know Dylan’s exact birth time so his astrological chart is a lot of theorizing, but what do you think his three dominant elements, planets, and signs are? Thank you.

Dominant Elements: Air, Water, Earth
Dominant Planets: Venus, Pluto, and Jupiter
Dominant Signs: Libra, Aquarius, Virgo
Dominant Houses: 1, 4, and 12

Here, you can get a visual snapshot as to why I’m constantly talking about the fact that Dylan had 5 planets in Libra with a Libra Rising/Ascendant. So, even though his sun sign is Virgo (which is an Earth sign) he is very Libran in his expression (an Air sign).

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Note: If you’re not into Astrology, feel free to scroll past this post. Any salty comments will be simply auto-deleted. Thanks for your understanding. 😉 

does it ever hit you how we won’t find any other people like Eric and Dylan :( like I don’t know .. but I wanted a friend like them. Expect what they did was horrible ofc but if they didn’t

Honey, there are people like Eric and Dylan all over the place. It’s just that these unnoticed geeky nobodies did something horrible to have been seen. Look around you, there are plenty of lonely, intelligent, struggling Eric and Dylans hidden in plain sight everywhere that would want your friendship so they don’t feel the need to pull the kind of crap these knuckleheads did.

I have a question as I can’t seem to find. But did Dylan and Eric know that their car bombs didn’t go off?

Yes, they knew it. They went back upstairs to the library (Eric looked kind of rushed on the CCTV as he sprints upstairs) and immediately walked to the expansive glass windows at noon. This was the time they’d set their car bombs to blow. So, I think they were kinda hoping those bombs would go off and they’d have a sweet view of it from the library windows, and when that never happened, it devolved into the last shootout with the cops. 

My dad gave me some tapes of news footage from the shooting that definitely isn’t anywhere online and I wanna share them, any ideas who I should send them to?

Oh, that’s awesome. I love when stuff like that just turns up out of the blue!  What format is this in?  Feel free to send them to CVA’s youtube and/or mine. I’d be happy to post some of the vid content here if relevant.

I call dibs on the “Dylan eating a donut” vid tho.  😉 

The Everlasting Contrast is the battle that the “people” think they can win. Light. God. Lucifer. Heaven. Hell. GOOD. BAD. You have to be in the “everything” mind frame, the receiver of the everything. We can try to get it all we want, but we are not the receiver of the everything… :)

Thanks for filling in the blanks on Dylan’s definition of the meaning. Here are two other explanations for everlasting and contrast.

And, well, to be fair, we all are/can be transceivers of the everything it’s just that many people haven’t gotten that far just yet in their awakening process. Dylan just intuited all of that at an earlier age. 🙂