Devon never saw the violence when Dylan was alive. When they whacked each other with foam noodles in the pool, it was all fun and games. Other guys tackled her when they played football, but not Dylan. And when she cut her leg on the field, Dylan flipped out. He called a time out and washed her leg off. He didn’t like dogs and was scared of Devon’s Siberian Husky, but dealt with the animal, again, out of respect for her.
“He didn’t want to disrupt anything, you know?” Devon says. “was always very respectful of everything.”
Devon did see flashes of anger in Dylan. It might be a “dumb” occasion like getting a bad test grade. Or a spat over something inconsequential. At first, Dylan suppressed the anger. “I remember one time when he and I got in a fight cause I said something I shouldn’t have to him; I was just was really, really angry at him, I don’t remember why; I was just mad at him, and he just walked away, and I don’t know if he ever got really mad about it. But he just walked away, and he just stayed away from me for about a week. And then it was fine. We talked about it. It was fine. But he was really, really upset for a while.”
She heard about Eric and Dylan blowing things up on the nighttime, “rebel missions,” or launching “tons of fireworks.” She knew Eric named a bomb “Pazzie,” and another “Anasazi,” after an ancient people who inhabited the southwest Colorado and who some believe practiced cannibalism. But she says, “Half of the student population knows how to build pipe bombs and stuff. And everyone likes playing with fireworks. I had no idea. No clue at all.”
Eric, Devon believes was the live wire who helped Dylan get from Mr. Nice Guy to Columbine killer. “He [Dylan] was entirely one person around Eric and then someone else around everyone else,” Devon says. With Eric, Dylan was “Crazy Dylan,” she adds. “Crazy videotapes in the basement. Crazy go shoot people. Make bombs Dylan. You know?”
Eric was the tough guy filled with aggression, she says. Scary and intimidating, he dressed commando and was never happy. He might get a CD he liked, but would then get angry and kick something. Eric was a lurker who tried to be like everyone else, but couldn’t connect. The jerk who ticked people off, even Dylan. It showed in Eric’s death when almost everyone who knew him said they weren’t really friends with him, or had had a falling out.
"He [Eric] just kind of hung out and was a pain in everyone’s bum,“ Devon says.
Dylan was the leader when it came to everything else in life. ”If Dylan liked something, Eric automatically liked it.“ Devon says. "Bands, clothing, all the different stuff.”
It wasn’t so much that Dylan’s parents “missed” Columbine, Devon says. They didn’t even see it. He kept it hidden. When Devon realized what was happening the day of Columbine, she knew it was Eric, although it’s still hard for her to believe Dylan was there too. She can only conclude, “It was the two of them against everyone else."
Dylan wasn’t much into lyrics. When it came to techno, says Devon, "LIke, the more bass he could get in that music, like subwoofers and stuff, the better. He really liked that. A lot of it is mostly instrumental, which he liked a lot. He didn’t have to deal with all the lyrics and stuff. He wanted to make up his own mind what the music was about. He did not like to be told what to be feeling. He was an individual. He always strove to be an individual. He didn’t always succeed. You can just lose yourself in techno music. I remember nights staying up with him and he just drifted off. Music shuts down the outside world.”
Sue Klebold says she once asked Dylan about a poster of shock rocker Marilyn Manson in his room and he replied that he didn’t really listen to the lyrics, but the music. Another one of his favorite bands was the Chemical Brothers. And at one point, he talked with Devon about going to one of their upcoming concerts. But Devon notes, “He obviously never ended up going to it because it came in summer of 1999.”
-excerpt: Columbine A True Crime Story – Jeff Kass