Oh, the friendship between Dylan and Eric was good enough..in a bad sort of way. đ According to Dylan, he was âvery good friendsâ with Eric; Eric consider Dylan his âbest friendâ. Above and beyond that, you can think of it like the two were the best sort of business arrangement in a friendship because both of the two were committed to having revenge and getting even with the school. They talked about blowing up the school and they knew they both meant it unlike when they talked about it with other friends. They understood it was a one -way mission, ending with their deaths, whether thatâd be suicide by cop or by their own hand, and they were vested in their secret plan. Zach joined in on the regular âhate school/hate the jocksâ jokes but he wasnât genuinely dead serious in his hate anymore as he used to be with Dylan. Zach now had a girlfriend in his life and so life was looking at bit more optimistic than it had been. Dylan still resonated with Zach as a person and missed him very much – but he knew things had just..changed. they would never be on the same page anymore with their misery. Still, he shared personal, emotional stuff with Zach which was not his relationship style with Eric. Dylan felt stuck and frustrated and only Eric was there – consistently- to meet him at the same level and to provide a solution for that pain. As for Dylanâs âloveâ, she was an ideal he had held in his mind. He ultimately realized and resigned to the fact that the reality of âsheâ would never come forward or reveal herself in this lifetime. The two would never confess/return feelings for one another – as heâd hoped and longed for in his imagination – it just wasnât in the cards. His dream of going NBK with âThe Girlâ was just that, a dream. Yet, the thoughts of happiness about her carried him forward, propelled him to meet one last goal that meant a hell of a lot more than getting good grades or graduating on to college. He would realize the reality of Judgment and his death day with Eric, his very good friend who would be there with him in their suicide pact. Then beyond that, he and his love would be in wait of each other, their reward would be in finding one another on the other side. While Eric and Dylan may not have both equally considered one another âbest friendsâ, they were ideal friends, in that perfect storm sort of way: right time, right conditions and with a common interest binding them together in one shared goal they both badly sought to accomplish.
Tag: Dylan Klebold
Why does Devon Adams always go on about being a bestfriend of dylan when he wrote in his journal that he wanted to kill her?
I get the sense that Devon Adams was very sociably inclusive and generous in calling close associates of her’s âbest friendsâ. Like Robyn Anderson, Devon seemed to work on extending a friendship and building trust with timid Dylan. The reward of doing so meant that both girls got to know the ârealâ Dylan Klebold. Itâd take a bit of time to get Dyl to drop his guard but when he finally felt comfortable enough in doing so around those few girls that worked at it such as Devon and Robyn, heâd reveal that more chill, zany side of himself and also the loyalty. Dylan also became very close with Zach and he mentions in his journal that he considers Zach his best friend. Zach and Dylan are super close because they talk on the phone nightly and share their upsets and bond in depression. At some point in â97, Devon and Zach become a couple. For Zach, the intimacy with Devon allows him to go to her for counsel to help him with problems. The dynamic for Dylan becomes like âthrees a crowdâ. By Zach and Devon wanting to spend all their time together, Dylan fells betrayed and kicked out like heâs the third wheel. It is not hard to see Dylan grappling with this sudden turn of events in his journal. He recalls all the good times with Zach, all the fun things they did together for the first time. Instead of being angry at Zach for not being there for him, he directs his anger at Devon. Devon is the one that took his best friend away from him. He holds her responsible. In his struggle with feeling angry and abandoned by his best friend, he jokes in a bitterly, sarcastic way about Devon â..who I wouldnât mind killing.â Did he mean this in the literally sense? I say, no. Was he ranting about Devon maliciously to blow off steam? Yes. The fact of the matter is, Dylan is fifteen and a half years old and has just started writing in his journal and he is years away from the Columbine attack. In my opinion, people say nasty stuff all the time in their journal. This is what journals are for, right? To express all the ugliness youâre feeling. Dylanâs idle consideration that he wouldnât mind killing Devon is not some red flag clue that heâs serious about doing so or that he is showing sociopathic tendencies. I think to reach that conclusion is a bit of a stretch. Dylan was deeply hurt. His two good friends had found an even closer bond in each other and Dylan felt left in the dust. Dylan was also jealous that he couldnât have the same sort of thing with a girl. Devon was the key that took his guy friend away, his emotional sounding board. He was angry and expressed that heâd metaphorically like to kill Devon for instigating change that made him feel all the more alone. Saying you want to kill someone in your personal journal is normal and natural. Who hasnât done this at some point? Come clean, now people. đ Itâs a way to to exorcise the pain and outrage. Itâs cathartic. Nothing more. Also, Dylan remained friends with Devon the whole time he said these things in his journal about her. He was still her friend even though it was a struggle to get used to the new dynamics.
Quirks: The idiosyncrasies of DBK
Custom AoL T-Shirt
Ryan Walda stated that he attended an English class with him last semester, but he didnât have much to do with Dylan, except to talk on a few occasions. I asked Ryan if he and Dylan had ever gotten into an argument and Ryan stated that he and Dylan exchanged word once about a T-shirt that Dylan had been wearing. I asked Ryan what the T-shirt had said and he stated that it had âAOL. where cool hackers hang outâ printed on it. Ryan had asked about the shirt because Dylan had worn it almost everyday and he just wanted to know what it meant. Dylan replied that it had to do with him doing his own programming and an instant message group he used called âPuNtErS aNd PrOgSâ.
What did Dylanâs AoL Shirt say and did he make it?
Dylan’s notebook sketches of his t-shirt design ideas
In Leetspeak
Front: AoL wHeRe KewLz HaXoRz ArE
Back: AoLeeT dâ â d!
Did Dylan not like being Jewish? Did he celebrate hannukha?
I donât think Dylan thought one way or the other about it. He came from a mixed faith family and was raised celebrating the significant traditional holidays of both religions such as Passover, Hanukkah, Christmas. When Eric became interested in Hitler and the Nazis philosophy, Dylan seemed to have ignored his partial jewish heritage; it was waaay on the back burner of his mind. He probably considered himself even less a christian because the overzealous turn-off the fundamentalist christian community was in Littleton. Overall, he was apathetic about religion in general so wasnât fussed about any of it. Dylan went along with Ericâs nazi fascination and it doesnât appear that he was nervous or needed to conceal his partial heritage. I think Dylan may have just wished it away by not entertaining that he was part jewish. Because of this, it was easy for him to join in with Ericâs Nazi fascination – which he, himself, also thought was cool in his symbolic representation of bad ass power. Dylan joining in with the ‘heil hitlers’ during each strike in bowling class was simply edgy fun for the two and a bonus if it got a rise out of their conservative classmates. Dylan was, apparently, so lax about concealing his partial jewish heritage to the point where he let slip that his family observed Passover in the Basement Tapes. Dylan then tried to minimize the percentage of jewish heritage he had on his motherâs side, to a very incredulous, confounded Eric. Apparently, this revelation did not change anything about their friendship – both were far too vested in NBK to let a little jewishness get in the way. đ
What were Eric and Dylan’s favorite movies? I’m sorry I know you get that a lot ;(
Dylanâs favorite movie list and my hypothetical ranking:
#1 Fav: Lost Highway
#2 Natural Born Killers
#3 Reservoir Dogs
Pulp Fiction, Vampires, From Dusk Til Dawn,
 He saw these as well and not sure if theyâd rank on his top 10.  We know he liked the soundtracks: The Doom Generation, Nowhere
Guilty pleasures: đ Beach Babes 2: Cavegirl Island,
Enemy Gold
Dylan seemed really funny and goofy! I wonder what things would make him laugh.
Goofy, sneaky sense of humor, he was morose and make jokes about things that a lot people donât make jokes about..about death and about really dark things.
– Devon Adams
weird question but what do you think Eric and Dylan smelled like? it doesn’t really look like they were hygienic tbh
AXE and Old Spice Cigarettes, gun powder, clove cigarettes, Dr. Pepper, Sweet Tarts and oh, yeah, ozone.. like that charged scent of the air after a thunderstorm. đ
Didnât look hygienic, huh? Eric seemed like heâd be a compulsive âonce or twice a dayâ persnickety sort. Dyl, an every other day, quick shower in the morning, let the hair air dry on the way to school.
kettlewhistle said: Iâll never know for sure, but I have a hunch Dyl-Pickle smelled funky. In a good way, though! In fact, many of his classmates would comment on his hygiene & greasy hair. That tall genius simply didnât have the time for such things.
Yep, definitely true that a few of his classmates presumed his hygiene a was lacking and described him as having âgreasy hairâ. However, I donât think he was negligent on hygiene just that it wasnât a daily ritual like it is for some people whether they really need it or not. Foregoing a shower for a day or two doesnât mean the dude stunk like Pig Pen – just that he had the natural, low-key body odor – ânice funkâ as you described. đ I think classmates just tended to judge the long, unruly hair , his jeans haphazardly tucked into one boot and not the other – and ran wild with their assumptions and judgments. I suspect Dyl also didnât bother with the daily shower for a legit reason which I, myself, can also appreciate dealing with the naturally curly hair thing. If he refrained from washing it and letting it dry and shrink/curl up like it is in the âMorning Ritualâ where you can see it partially wet/dry, he could then run his hands through it all day and let it naturally smooth out from the oil on his hands to the point where it would become that long, smooth-haired look by the next day around – ala Radioactive Clothing. In the Frankenstein Roast vid too, you can see him constantly working his hair, in part out of awkward fidgeting, but also just to tame his hair straight. The dude crashed around 1:30 am after playing Doom/Quake and then struggled to wake up at 4:30-5 am for bowling class. Can picture him constantly slamming the snooze button before rolling out of bed, shrugging at the shower and grabbing the AoL t-shirt and wearing it for the second (or third) day in a row before tossing it into the permanent dirty clothes pile. Pretty typical teenage boy stuff. Other than his signature uniform of trench and sunglasses, Dylâs underneath look was pretty laid back-bohemian with the well worn t-shirt and jeans. Agreed that the âtall geniusâ did not focus on personal primping and had an aversion to any status symbols. I often refer to him as a â90s hippy. đ
What did Dylan’s AOL shirt say? And did he make it himself?
Front: AoL wHeRe KewLz HaXoRz ArE
Back: AoLeeT dâ â d!
Dylan designed the t-shirt himself and probably had it made at Customized Teez at the Southwest Plaza mall (also where he and Eric had âWRATHâ and âNatural Selectionâ made) Dylan had a few creative t-shirt ideas he knocked around in his notebook.
Dylan: âGet the fuck out!â
From the very rare footage taped by Brooks, of Dylan age 16, playing video games on playstation (mostly tekken 3) and watching rammstein music video at his home with Zack and Brooks.
We can hear a girl(?) laughing, maybe itâs Devon Adams or Robyn.
Dyl (or perhaps someone else?) doing The Donald Duck.
Mm..no. Get ready for this: that’s Dyl laughing like a girl and someone else is doing The Donald Duck “Get the fuck out!” voice. Yep.
Dylan, Brooks and Zach thanks their fellow cast and crew members in a tribute video recorded late 98. Here is a little audio and transcript:
Dylan: Damn good job!
Zach: yeah!
Dylan: Brooks, you were ugly as shit. And thatâs hard to beat with the way it is.
Zach: hehehe
Brooks: I was uglier than I even am usually.
Dylan : Sorry about that⌠sorry
Brooks : Tough job, tough jobâŚ
You can see the video here.
Dyl calls it as he sees it. Touche! đ Oh no, dude, donât say youâre sorry.. We’re not.
I think im in love with dylan? do you ever feel this way?
I think itâs pretty easy to fall in a state of âloveâ over Dylan. Essentially, the feeling of love is about caring.  Honestly, itâs almost par for the course when you intensely study the case and the inner struggles of both boys from the inside out.  Looking around on Tumblr itâs pretty evident that a great many of us feel this way about Dylan -or Eric-  or even both.  There is a quality about Dylan that has the ability to speak to a certain some of us.  Itâs an intense identification/mirroring type thing and on top of that, he also strikes an emotional cord within us. When that happens itâs hard to look away, to not care.  I think my almost effortless ability to gravitate with Dylan upon delving into Columbine – my instinctual ability to simply want. to. care. coupled with the need to understand just who he was as an individual with such brilliant but wasted potential – translates into the overall positive love vibe energy of the Everlasting-Contrast blog.:) Understanding Dylan and his human struggle hopefully brings knowledge and inspires enlightenment to anyone that stops by.  Letâs take those lemons of the tragedy and turn them into lemonade. đÂ
I know you believe in the spirit world and stuff. Does this mean Eric and Dylan are in complete peace now and when we die we will see them there?
If you mean are they are more at peace in comparison to the lives they led here in the 90s? then yes, in that regard, they are.  It’s just that.. they have a whole new level of soul challenges on the other side some of which is dealing with residual unfinished business in regards to their personalities developed in their last incarnations. As energy forms, we constantly grow and change; we reach various states of peace through wisdom and enlightenment.
Here is my answer to whether we can ‘see them when we die’.

Quirks: The idiosyncrasies of DBK
Sickle and Hammer Soviet medallion pin
Matt Cornwell and Dylan were in composition class, but they only talked once.“Thatâs because he wore this Soviet pin on his boot,” Matt said. “One of the last days I was like, âWhy do you wear that pin on your boot?’ And he was like, âJust to get a reaction out of people."â
Present on the left boot was a red star medallion containing a sickle and a hammer. – Dylan Kleboldâs Autopsy , External Examination.

Batter up, Dyl. đ
what did dyl think about piercings? he would look very good with a eyebrow or lip piercing yes
Piercings, no. One pierced ear with an earring of important significance to him, yes. Dyl went for the somewhat subtle approach. heh.
Dylan makes me sad but I feel like everything happens for a reason and he is happy now. In “bliss” :)
Yes, the God of Sadness should be more calm and centered in a state of blissful peace. But he still has his issues to work through. đ
Will we all be able to meet Eric and Dylan when we die? I like to think that Eric and Dylan are now friends with all the victims they killed.
Mm..we can meet anyone we have intent to meet in the spirit world. If the boys are still relevant to you in some meaningful way by the time you pass on, you can resonate that connection. Friends with the victims and one big happy family, you think? Possibly for some but not all. Each soul that participated in Columbine is in varying states of enlightenment. I tend to think there is still unresolved work that needs to finish to complete the circle of forgiveness. Itâs not exactly what youâd think would be obvious: the assumption that the victims have to find it in their hearts to forgive the shooters for stealing their lives. Itâs more about the shooters fully coming to terms with their actions, owning full responsibility in seeing not only their own short sighted perspective but also including the victims pov and then the hardest part: forgiving themselves first, in totality, before they can find healing and absolution with their victims. đ Iâm not suggesting that that hasnât happened – even if partially – only that itâs not as neat and tidy (for everyone) that crosses over to simply bury the hatchet with everyone and be reconnected. Depends on how much earthly ego/personality attachment is involved.
Is Eric and Dylan happy and aware of where they are now? I wonder if they regret killing themselves.
Yes theyâre aware, happier and yes, regret.
I know that Dylan and Eric are in the spirit world but are they there together? Still good buds? Btw will Eric be 18 and Dylan will be 17 forever?
Dylan and Eric are sometimes together in the spirit world but definitely not joined at the hip like the co-dependent best buds as they were on the earth in 1999. Â In some ways, the two recognize what each had intensely experienced together with one another as separate souls joining forces and so, in a way, that bond will never be broken. However, as spirit that are continually on a path of evolution and maturation so they are likely working separately, as individuals, to strive towards each of their own journeys of spiritual advancement.
Dylan had expressed in his journal many times how he believed that there were other existences.
Dylan describes it specifically like this: “Existence is a great hall, life is one of the rooms, death is passing thru the doors, & the ever-existent compulsion of everything is the curiosity to keep moving down the hall, thru the doors, exploring rooms, down this never-ending hall.â Dylan expresses how he longs to explore those potential possibilities. âQuestions make answers, answers conceive questions, and at long last he is content.âÂ
He intuitively knew that there was more to universe than the one lifetime and he was having a hell of a time staying grounded within the restrictions of the earth.  Dylan also wrote with expressed intent as to what he believed his life would be like after death.  He was constantly comparing his struggles in humanity versus how effortless, blissful and loving it should be here as it was There, which caused him great consternation. It was like he had a soul memory of how it was before he incarnated into the being of "Dylan Klebold.” So, he just already seemed to intuit the bigger picture, that there was more to it all. He simply knew it to be true.  Dylan had one foot on the earth and the other firmly rooted in the previous memories of the spiritual realm of where he was conceived from.  He was homesick..he longed to go back home. đŚ
Eric, on the other hand, just wasn’t sure of what was in store for him after death. Â He hoped it’d be something akin to a ‘dream like state’ or entertained that maybe it could be like his Doom world. Â He just didn’t see/visualize precisely the way Dylan knew and conceived of it in his mind. Â I believe Eric struggled a bit more than Dylan with his self-inflicted re-entrance back within the spirit world, I think it’s likely that Dylan embraced and welcomed the spirit world almost immediately after death and with open arms. Â
“Just know I’m going to a better place. I didn’t like life too much, and I know I’ll be happy wherever the fuck I go. So I’m gone.”
As for Eric, I feel he has spent more time reconciling the “question mark” direction he blasted himself off into with that shot gun to his mouth. His vibrational levels that he engages in would likely be different from Dylan’s.  In my opinion, Dylan and Eric may occasionally cross intersecting paths based on their previous incarnation bond –  but I think for the most part, each is experiencing separate spiritual journeys in relation to what each of their soul’s need for growth, enlightenment and wisdom that would continue to raise them to higher vibrational planes.  So, no, Dylan and Eric are not constantly together as they once were but this doesn’t mean that they are never together either. It’s simply that they no longer have the need to be that duo that they once were. They are multi-dimensional spirit now and no longer only the personalities of “Eric” and “Dylan” as they were in only one lifetime experience on the earth. That is only one personality, one facet, within the totality of their soul being.
Also, as spirit, Dylan and Eric can and do present at the ages of their former selves. They can also present at a younger age, as a child of five or thirteen, and they can also even project as older men beyond the ages of their death. Â Spiritual souls transcend the human limitations such as “age” and so they are not confined by the physical and can assume any form of age or state of being by way of thought.Â
âThought is the most powerful thing that exists â anything conceivable can be produced, anything & everything is possible, even in your physical world.â
Why did eric and dylan call themselves indigo and green?
In a multiplayer game, the other players appear as marines in differently colored uniforms and armor. In the Doom games the colors are green, indigo (gray), brown, and red, although various source ports permit more choices of color, and sometimes more than four players in a game.Â
Personally, I think Dylan chose ‘Green’ because he liked the color. The t-shirt design ideas that he doodled in his journal/notebook tended to specify “dk. green shirt”  and his ‘AoL" shirt was a dark olive green. I think most guys pick basic black t-shirts.  So, Dylan’s signature Doom player color was ‘Green’.  Eric chose indigo (essentially gray) maybe because red was too flashy and brown was so blah and also his Prelude was gray (maybe?).  I don’t know. That’s a guess. lol  At any rate, these are the player colors they habitually used in late night multi-player ‘Deathmatches’ to the point that they secret code dubbed themselves “Green” and “Indigo”.




