Did you know?

This video still of Dylan Klebold for Rebel News Network, Columbine High’s closed-circuit “show,” was from January 30th of 1998. This was Dylan and Eric’s junior year and coincidentally the day they stole all the equipment from a van in the street.

Bonus fact: Dylan weighed 160lbs.-180lbs. at this time, but when he came back in the fall of the same year, he weighed about 140lbs., which is very underweight for his 6’3” height.

20-40 lbs lost on a 6’3 frame. The physical toll of his “downward spiral” towards NBK. Wonder if his parents or friends even noticed..

The God of Sadness

me is a god, a god of sadness
exiled to this eternal hell
the people i helped, abandon me
i am denied what I want,
to love & to be happy
being made a human
without the possibility of BEING human
the cruellest of all punishments
to some i am crazy
it is so clear, yet so foggy
everything’s connected, seperated
I am the only interpreter of this
I’d rather have nothing than be nothing
some say godliness isn’t nothing
humanity is the some thing i long for
I just want something i can never have
The story of my existence – Dylan