“I’m stuck in humanity. maybe going “NBK” (gawd) w. eric is the way to break free. i hate this.” 

– Dylan Bennet Klebold

NBK will be the way to ensure he will “break free” from this world, to end this life existence, to leave this miserable world behind, to break free to the other side…  But he ponders that maybe the only chance he has is through
“NBK"(gawd) w. Eric – because all this time he has failed to break free by his own hand and all on his own.  Actually doing the NBK thing (gawd) is a complicated big production (though it affords him “WRATH”) – and all to achieve his own death..but hey, if it works?  If it seals his fate in dying – well then, yes.  He “hates this”.  Why does it have to be so difficult to find freedom and love?

                                 
                                  Existence is a great hall,
                       
                                  life is one of the rooms,
  
                          death is passing thru the doors,
                                 
                                                  & the
              ever existent
compulsion of everything is 

            the curiosity to keep moving down the hall,

           thru the
doors,
                  exploring rooms,
                                    down  this  never-ending hall. 

                            Questions make answers,

                        answers  conceive  questions,
                                         
                                        and at long last
                                   
                                          he is content.

                                  TTYL <<–VoDkA–>>