“I’m stuck in humanity. maybe going “NBK” (gawd) w. eric is the way to break free. i hate this.”
– Dylan Bennet Klebold
NBK will be the way to ensure he will “break free” from this world, to end this life existence, to leave this miserable world behind, to break free to the other side… But he ponders that maybe the only chance he has is through
“NBK"(gawd) w. Eric – because all this time he has failed to break free by his own hand and all on his own. Actually doing the NBK thing (gawd) is a complicated big production (though it affords him “WRATH”) – and all to achieve his own death..but hey, if it works? If it seals his fate in dying – well then, yes. He “hates this”. Why does it have to be so difficult to find freedom and love?

