“I want to find a room in the great hall & stay there w my love forever.” – Dylan Bennet Klebold

Yes, the Ever-lasting contrast. Since existence has known, the 'fight' between good & evil has continued. Obviously, this fight can never end. Good things turn bad, bad things become good. My fav. contrasting symbol, because it is so true & means so much – the battle between good & bad never ends… Here we ponder on the tragedy of Dylan Klebold.

Existence… . what a strange word. He set out by determination & curiosity, knows no existence, knows nothing relevant to himself. The petty declarations of others & everything on this world, in this world, he knows the answers to. Yet they have no purpose to him.
He seeks knowledge of the unthinkable, of the undefineable, of the unknown. He explores the everything … using his mind, the most powerful tool known to him. Not a physical barrier blocking the limits of exploration, time thru thought thru dimensions … the everything is his realm. Yet, the more he thinks, hoping to find answers to his questions, the more come up. Amazingly, the petty things mean much to him at this time, how he wants to be normal, not this transceiver of the everything. Then occurring to him, the answer. How everything is connected yet separate.”


– Dylan Bennet Klebold

can anyone figure out what this says? I can pick out words here and there, but I’m horrible at reading bad or rushed handwriting and this definitely is. in case anyone is wondering, it’s page 61 of the final bunch of columbine documents, and I want to know what it says because I haven’t seen it (at least that I remember) in places where their journals have been put in order
Sadness pain,
eternal denial is known
when she doesn’t love me…
I’m sorry
[redacted]
sorry
2 crossed out hearts
(Everlasting Contrast triple cross, overlayed by a ‘Fate’ Kolovrat, overlayed by a Downward Spiral)

“The important thing is to not stop questioning. Never lose a holy curiosity.
Don’t stop to marvel.”
“Question Everything”
– Albert Einstein
“Question everything. Learn something. Answer nothing.”
– Euripides
“The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing.”
“I only know that I know nothing”
“I know that I am intelligent, because I know that I know nothing.”
“Wonder is the beginning of wisdom.”
–Socrates

“How everything is connected yet separate.”
–Dylan Bennet Klebold
– Dylan Bennet Klebold
I do shit to supposedly ‘cleanse’ myself in a spiritual, moral sort of way, yet it does nothing to help my life morally.
about the girls I know..how I know I can never have them, yet I can still dream …
Alone unknown until the first time they lay eyes on each other
“Within the known limits of time…
….yet I, who is more mentally open to anything, see
My 3 dimensions – My realm of thought –
Time, Space & THOUGHT.”
After this so called “lecture”, the common man feels confused, empty, & unaware. Yet, those are the best emotions of a Ponderer.
The real difference is,
a True Ponderer will explore these emotions
& what caused them.”
— Dylan Bennet Klebold, May 2, 1997, Age 15