“It is so clear, yet so foggy
Everything’s connected,separated
I am the only interpreter of this

Existence… . what a strange word. He set out by determination & curiosity, knows no existence, knows nothing relevant to himself. The petty declarations of others & everything on this world, in this world, he knows the answers to. Yet they have no purpose to him.
He seeks knowledge of the unthinkable, of the undefineable, of the unknown. He explores the everything … using his mind, the most powerful tool known to him. Not a physical barrier blocking the limits of exploration, time thru thought thru dimensions the everything is his realm. Yet, the more he thinks, hoping to find answers to his questions, the more come up. Amazingly, the petty things mean much to him at this time, how he wants to be normal, not this transceiver of the everything. Then occurring to him, the answer. How everything is connected yet separate.”

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radioactive-clothes:

can anyone figure out what this says? I can pick out words here and there, but I’m horrible at reading bad or rushed handwriting and this definitely is. in case anyone is wondering, it’s page 61 of the final bunch of columbine documents, and I want to know what it says because I haven’t seen it (at least that I remember) in places where their journals have been put in order

Where is she..
Forever I will want her..
need her, love her, be with
her (search for her) shit goes

Sadness pain, 
eternal denial is known
when she doesn’t love me… 

I’m sorry
[redacted]

sorry

2 crossed out hearts

Sadness
NIN
X

(Everlasting Contrast triple cross, overlayed by a ‘Fate’ Kolovrat, overlayed by a Downward Spiral)

“He seeks knowledge of the unthinkable, of the indefinable, of the unknown. He explores the everything… using his mind, the most powerful tool known to him. Yet, the more he thinks, hoping to find answers to his questions, the more come up. 

After this so-called “lecture” the common man feels confused, empty, & unaware. Yet those are the best emotions of a ponderer. The real difference is, a true ponderer will explore these emotions & what caused them.

Questions make answers, answers conceive questions, and at long last he is content “

“I will never stop wondering.” 

                                     – Dylan Bennet Klebold

——-


“The important thing is to not stop questioning. Never lose a holy curiosity.
Don’t stop to marvel.”

                “Question Everything”

                                          – Albert Einstein

“Question everything. Learn something. Answer nothing.”

                   – Euripides

“The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing.”
  
                “I only know that I know nothing” 

“I know that I am intelligent, because I know that I know nothing.”

                 “Wonder is the beginning of wisdom.”

         –Socrates

Thought is the Most Powerful Thing That Exists..

“Within the known limits of time… 

……..within the conceived boundaries of space… 

the average human thinks those are the settings of existence… 

     Yet The Ponderer, 

      The Outkast, 

                      The Believer, helps out the human.

   “Think not of 2 dimensions” says The Ponderer,
          “but of 3 –  as your world 
                                  is conceived of 3 dimensions, 
                                                        so is mine.”

“While you explore the immediate physical boundaries of your body, you see in your 3 dimensions –
                 – L (Length), W (Width) & H, (Height)

….yet I, who is more mentally open to anything, see
         My 3 dimensions – My realm of thought
                               Time, Space & THOUGHT.”

“Thought is the most *powerful thing* that existsanything  c o n c e i v a b l e  can be produced,
                       anything & everything is possible,
                                 even in YOUR  p h y s i c a l  world.”

After this so called “lecture”, the common man feels confused, empty, & unaware. Yet, those are the best emotions of a Ponderer

The real difference is,
                         a True Ponderer will explore these emotions
                                                                                      & what caused them.” 

     — Dylan Bennet Klebold, May 2, 1997, Age 15