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The Columbine Shooters, Downstage Center

“On three,” one of the boys says. His voice reeks of determination. The bright blond spikes of his hair stand out against a long coat, pants, and heavy-duty boots, all of them black.  

“I… I… Okay,” says his partner, distraught under his own black garb.

Above them, a constellation of illuminated backpacks dangles from the ceiling, hanging over cafeteria tables ensconced in shadows.

“Eric Harris’s ‘Guns in School’ essay,” the first reads, drifting away from the scene to recall an assignment, which along with journal entries and poems the two have returned to throughout the play, moving nimbly between reality and introspection. “More and more we hear of shooting sprees and rampages on the news,” he says. “Almost any school shooting can be prevented in some way or another, we just have to spend the necessary time and money to figure out how.”

“What’d you get on it?”

“A 92.”

Moments later the shooters begin counting. The room goes dark. The audience knows what happened next.

The Erlkings, a play written by Nathaniel Sam Shapiro, depicts onstage the infamous shooters, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold, who on April 20, 1999, killed 13 people and wounded more than 20 others at Columbine High School before committing suicide. Theirs was one of the deadliest shootings in U.S. history.

The off-Broadway play, directed by Saheem Ali, is based on an FBI report—a nearly 1,000-page compendium of the boys’ own writings and other evidence—as well as additional sources, like the many home videos Harris and Klebold made. It opens Sunday at the Beckett Theatre after a week of preview performances, with Em Grosland and James Scully in the leading roles.

In his playwright’s statement, Shapiro says he began researching Columbine after the December 2012 school shooting in Newtown, Connecticut, and calls Columbine a “watershed moment” for those, like him, who were students in American schools at the time. 

“The way we talked about Adam [Lanza] took me back to Eric and Dylan: these were ‘monsters’ and ‘no one could understand how they could do something like this,’” Shapiro writes. He says he pursued the play because “we will never prevent another Columbine by distancing ourselves from those who would perpetrate such an act and by refusing, out of fear, to understand them.”


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James Scully as Dylan Klebold and Em Grosland as Eric Harris, preparing pipe bombs in The Erlkings.
Carol Rosegg

Criticism from Columbine families

When Coni Sanders first caught wind of the project from a segment on the radio, she says she was shocked.

“He’s granting the wishes of these two boys who murdered my family,” says Sanders, whose father, William “Dave” Sanders, was a business teacher and coach at the school, the only staff member killed in the shootings. “I truly feel that he should have omitted the killers’ names.” Sanders published a strongly-worded op-ed about the play in the New York Post in early November that grew out of a post she had written on Facebook.

One of Harris and Klebold’s objectives was to be remembered forever, she says, and shooters after them have followed suit in an attempt to gain fame and notoriety. So putting Harris and Klebold onstage as Shapiro has, Sanders says, is not only “giving them exactly what they wanted,” but could also glorify their actions and encourage others to do the same. In the case of the Virginia Tech shootings, she says, “the boy that killed their families idolized the boys that killed my family.”

After Columbine, Sanders became a forensic therapist, working with felons convicted of violent crimes and the mentally ill, “to better understand how Dylan and Eric got to where they are.” “I don’t see Eric and Dylan as monsters,” she says. “I see them as two boys who were broken.”

Shapiro insists that his play is meant to educate and prompt discussion rather than to glorify, and that the real-world scenario will help audiences connect to the issue. 

“I don’t think Eric and Dylan would be so proud to see this play because it shows their humiliation, it shows their vulnerability,” he says, adding that the play highlights how Columbine is a more complex story than people would like to admit.

Peter Langman, a psychologist and scholar whose research focuses on school shooters, tells Newsweek: “My concern is that it might portray Harris and Klebold somehow as disaffected contemporary youth rather than portraying them as extreme psychological outliers.” While Klebold was slipping deep into a severe depression and exhibiting signs of schizotypal personality disorder, Langman says, Harris “was a very disturbed person, a psychopath.

“This is someone who admired Hitler and the Nazis. This is someone who had fantasies of raping girls he knew. This is someone who fantasized about mutilating human bodies and enjoying it. So he was not an ordinary kid, he was not just an innocent victim of the students who teased him.” Langman, who wrote the book Why Kids Kill: Inside the Minds of School Shooters, says “Eric Harris no more represents his generation than Charles Manson represented his.”


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James Scully as Dylan Klebold (left) and Em Grosland as Eric Harris (right).
Carol Rosegg

Based on Columbine

Shapiro is certainly not the first to draw on Columbine for art, or to attract criticism for doing so. Many others have based films, books, and even a video game on the event in Colorado, which while not the first school shooting, remains etched in the nation’s collective memory for the scale of destruction Harris and Klebold wrought.

The long list of previous films related to Columbine includes Michael Moore’s documentary, Bowling for Columbine; the play-turned-movie Bang Bang You’re Dead; the film Elephant; and a parody movie titled Duck! The Carbine High Massacre. A video game called Super Columbine Massacre RPG! sparked outrage after it was released on April 20, 2005, exactly six years after the shootings.

Another play, columbinus, written by P.J. Paparelli and Stephen Karam for The United States Theater Project, premiered in 2005. Unlike The Erlkings, columbinus—which is a mixture of fact and fiction—focuses on the victims as well. In the rampage scene in columbinus, Harris and Klebold are turned away from the audience. “We didn’t want it to be about them,” Paparelli told the Boston Globe last fall before a 10-show run opened in Boston.

In The Erklings, Shapiro consciously decided to leave out the actual shootings.

“That’s the part we know,” says Ali, the show’s director. “The part we don’t know is what happened the year before.”

Salli Garrigan was a junior at Columbine High School when Harris and Klebold opened fire. She was in the soundproof choir room when she and her classmates saw other students running outside through the windows. She managed to make it through the auditorium as the fire alarm rang and the sound of ricocheting bullets reached her ears from another part of the school. In the main hall, glass from the doors shattered in front of her before a teacher pointed her toward another route to safety.

Garrigan, who worked in theater in New York before recently moving to Washington, D.C., says on the fence about the idea of The Erlkings. She found out about the play when she saw an audition notice.

“It looks like the playwright was really touched by the Columbine shootings and wanted to write directly about it,” Garrigan tells Newsweek. “[But] since it’s from the eye of both Eric and Dylan, I feel like the play might enhance the problem even more.”

Her ambivalence, she says, is uncommon among those with a personal connection to Columbine. “There is a lot of uproar in the Columbine community,” Garrigan says, adding that “sometimes art can be therapy.”

Even Sanders concedes that theater is “a fantastic medium for people to understand and feel the emotions around [Columbine].” “I respect what [the playwright] is doing,” she says. “I just don’t respect how he’s going about it.”


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James Scully as Dylan Klebold and Em Grosland as Eric Harris with
Reynaldo Piniella (camera) and Matthew Bretschneider in The Erlkings.
Carol Rosegg

The shootings problem

In the decade and a half since Columbine, the United States has seen an increase in active shooter incidents, and news of school violence is all too frequent. Just this year, there have been shootings at Reynolds High School in Oregon, at the University of California, Santa Barbara, at Marysville Pilchuck High School in Washington, and at several more colleges and universities as well as middle and high schools.

According to Langman, most adolescents who are en route to committing a middle- or high-school shooting leave warning signs, which he refers to as “leakage.” A prospective gunman might “leak” his intentions by making direct threats, telling a friend to stay away on a certain day, or with other hints.

“It’s a matter of the people who hear or see them knowing they’re warning signs and knowing what to do about them,” Langman tells Newsweek. Langman runs training sessions for professionals in education and law enforcement on recognizing and handling warning signs.

Ultimately, Shapiro says, that’s the goal of the play as well.

“What we would like an audience to come away with is that these are preventable,” he says. “And it’s so much more powerful because of who said it, especially as he was plotting it,” referring to Harris’s ‘Guns in School’ essay, which closes the play.

The Erlkings—named for German poem Die Erlkönige, whiich Harris once made a note to himself to memorize—eschews a linear chronology for a more fluid structure. Toward the end of the first act, after Harris and Klebold’s classmates have lobbed cafeteria food and squeezed ketchup all over them, Harris once again drifts outside of the action to recite the note he would one day leave for the police.

“Don’t blame my family. They didn’t know. It’s not their fault. They brought me up just fucking fine,” he reads, telling police not to blame the school or the stores that sold him ammunition. “Just because we went on a killing spree doesn’t mean everyone else will.”

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Given that the school shooting trend has become a common occurence, this play is even more relevant than Columbinus. A bold move focusing on the shooters inner world which is of key importance in regards to the mental heal issues that are vaguely talked about each time a shooting occurs but then never seem to get addressed since we’re too busy vilifying the shooters and brushing, oopsy!, yet another one under the carpet.

Hi :) First I love your blog. Here is my question : Dylan once wrote in his journal that he wouldn’t mind killing Devon (that meant he hated her at the time he wrote that) yet he invited her to his home, helped her when her car was broke, went to her birthday party and so on… Did he have a crush on her or something ?

You can read my answer on Devon and Dylan here. Nope. Dylan wasn’t into Devon that way. However, Devon claimed Eric had a crush on her at one point. I don’t know if that was just her assumption or if Eric really did have a fleeting thing for her since he tended to have quite a few favorite flavors of the week. If he did, it was early on at CHS, and couldn’t have lasted very long since Zach and Devon got together in ‘97.

So basically the friendship Eric and Dylan had wasn’t as “good” as people say it is? Dylan only did it with him because he was the only one who would actually do it right? Dylan wanted to either do it with his love or zach?

Oh, the friendship between Dylan and Eric was good enough..in a bad sort of way. 😉 According to Dylan, he was ‘very good friends’ with Eric; Eric consider Dylan his ‘best friend’. Above and beyond that, you can think of it like the two were the best sort of business arrangement in a friendship because both of the two were committed to having revenge and getting even with the school. They talked about blowing up the school and they knew they both meant it unlike when they talked about it with other friends. They understood it was a one -way mission, ending with their deaths, whether that’d be suicide by cop or by their own hand, and they were vested in their secret plan. Zach joined in on the regular ‘hate school/hate the jocks’ jokes but he wasn’t genuinely dead serious in his hate anymore as he used to be with Dylan. Zach now had a girlfriend in his life and so life was looking at bit more optimistic than it had been. Dylan still resonated with Zach as a person and missed him very much – but he knew things had just..changed. they would never be on the same page anymore with their misery. Still, he shared personal, emotional stuff with Zach which was not his relationship style with Eric. Dylan felt stuck and frustrated and only Eric was there – consistently- to meet him at the same level and to provide a solution for that pain. As for Dylan’s ‘love’, she was an ideal he had held in his mind. He ultimately realized and resigned to the fact that the reality of ‘she’ would never come forward or reveal herself in this lifetime. The two would never confess/return feelings for one another – as he’d hoped and longed for in his imagination – it just wasn’t in the cards. His dream of going NBK with “The Girl” was just that, a dream. Yet, the thoughts of happiness about her carried him forward, propelled him to meet one last goal that meant a hell of a lot more than getting good grades or graduating on to college. He would realize the reality of Judgment and his death day with Eric, his very good friend who would be there with him in their suicide pact. Then beyond that, he and his love would be in wait of each other, their reward would be in finding one another on the other side. While Eric and Dylan may not have both equally considered one another ‘best friends’, they were ideal friends, in that perfect storm sort of way: right time, right conditions and with a common interest binding them together in one shared goal they both badly sought to accomplish.

Did Dylan not like being Jewish? Did he celebrate hannukha?

I don’t think Dylan thought one way or the other about it. He came from a mixed faith family and was raised celebrating the significant traditional holidays of both religions such as Passover, Hanukkah, Christmas. When Eric became interested in Hitler and the Nazis philosophy, Dylan seemed to have ignored his partial jewish heritage; it was waaay on the back burner of his mind. He probably considered himself even less a christian because the overzealous turn-off the fundamentalist christian community was in Littleton. Overall, he was apathetic about religion in general so wasn’t fussed about any of it. Dylan went along with Eric’s nazi fascination and it doesn’t appear that he was nervous or needed to conceal his partial heritage. I think Dylan may have just wished it away by not entertaining that he was part jewish. Because of this, it was easy for him to join in with Eric’s Nazi fascination – which he, himself, also thought was cool in his symbolic representation of bad ass power. Dylan joining in with the ‘heil hitlers’ during each strike in bowling class was simply edgy fun for the two and a bonus if it got a rise out of their conservative classmates. Dylan was, apparently, so lax about concealing his partial jewish heritage to the point where he let slip that his family observed Passover in the Basement Tapes. Dylan then tried to minimize the percentage of jewish heritage he had on his mother’s side, to a very incredulous, confounded Eric. Apparently, this revelation did not change anything about their friendship – both were far too vested in NBK to let a little jewishness get in the way. 😉

What were Eric and Dylan’s favorite movies? I’m sorry I know you get that a lot ;(

Dylan’s favorite movie list and my hypothetical ranking:

#1 Fav: Lost Highway
#2 Natural Born Killers
#3 Reservoir Dogs
Pulp Fiction, Vampires, From Dusk Til Dawn,

 He saw these as well and not sure if they’d rank on his top 10.  We know he liked the soundtracks: The Doom Generation, Nowhere

Guilty pleasures: 😉 Beach Babes 2: Cavegirl Island,
Enemy Gold

Eric and Dylan’s movie list

I know you believe in the spirit world and stuff. Does this mean Eric and Dylan are in complete peace now and when we die we will see them there?

If you mean are they are more at peace in comparison to the lives they led here in the 90s? then yes, in that regard, they are.  It’s just that.. they have a whole new level of soul challenges on the other side some of which is dealing with residual unfinished business in regards to their personalities developed in their last incarnations. As energy forms, we constantly grow and change; we reach various states of peace through wisdom and enlightenment.

Here is my answer to whether we can ‘see them when we die’.

Will we all be able to meet Eric and Dylan when we die? I like to think that Eric and Dylan are now friends with all the victims they killed.

Mm..we can meet anyone we have intent to meet in the spirit world. If the boys are still relevant to you in some meaningful way by the time you pass on, you can resonate that connection. Friends with the victims and one big happy family, you think? Possibly for some but not all. Each soul that participated in Columbine is in varying states of enlightenment. I tend to think there is still unresolved work that needs to finish to complete the circle of forgiveness. It’s not exactly what you’d think would be obvious: the assumption that the victims have to find it in their hearts to forgive the shooters for stealing their lives. It’s more about the shooters fully coming to terms with their actions, owning full responsibility in seeing not only their own short sighted perspective but also including the victims pov and then the hardest part: forgiving themselves first, in totality, before they can find healing and absolution with their victims. 🙂 I’m not suggesting that that hasn’t happened – even if partially – only that it’s not as neat and tidy (for everyone) that crosses over to simply bury the hatchet with everyone and be reconnected. Depends on how much earthly ego/personality attachment is involved.

I know that Dylan and Eric are in the spirit world but are they there together? Still good buds? Btw will Eric be 18 and Dylan will be 17 forever?

Dylan and Eric are sometimes together in the spirit world but definitely not joined at the hip like the co-dependent best buds as they were on the earth in 1999.  In some ways, the two recognize what each had intensely experienced together with one another as separate souls joining forces and so, in a way, that bond will never be broken. However, as spirit that are continually on a path of evolution and maturation so they are likely working separately, as individuals, to strive towards each of their own journeys of spiritual advancement.

Dylan had expressed in his journal many times how he believed that there were other existences.

Dylan describes it specifically like this: “Existence is a great hall, life is one of the rooms, death is passing thru the doors, & the ever-existent compulsion of everything is the curiosity to keep moving down the hall, thru the doors, exploring rooms, down this never-ending hall.” Dylan expresses how he longs to explore those potential possibilities. “Questions make answers, answers conceive questions, and at long last he is content.” 

He intuitively knew that there was more to universe than the one lifetime and he was having a hell of a time staying grounded within the restrictions of the earth.   Dylan also wrote with expressed intent as to what he believed his life would be like after death.  He was constantly comparing his struggles in humanity versus how effortless, blissful and loving it should be here as it was There, which caused him great consternation.  It was like he had a soul memory of how it was before he incarnated into the being of "Dylan Klebold.” So, he just already seemed to intuit the bigger picture, that there was more to it all.  He simply knew it to be true.  Dylan had one foot on the earth and the other firmly rooted in the previous memories of the spiritual realm of where he was conceived from.  He was homesick..he longed to go back home. 😦

Eric, on the other hand, just wasn’t sure of what was in store for him after death.  He hoped it’d be something akin to a ‘dream like state’ or entertained that maybe it could be like his Doom world.  He just didn’t see/visualize precisely the way Dylan knew and conceived of it in his mind.  I believe Eric struggled a bit more than Dylan with his self-inflicted re-entrance back within the spirit world, I think it’s likely that Dylan embraced and welcomed the spirit world almost immediately after death and with open arms.  

“Just know I’m going to a better place. I didn’t like life too much, and I know I’ll be happy wherever the fuck I go. So I’m gone.”

As for Eric, I feel he has spent more time reconciling the “question mark” direction he blasted himself off into with that shot gun to his mouth. His vibrational levels that he engages in would likely be different from Dylan’s.   In my opinion, Dylan and Eric may occasionally cross intersecting paths based on their previous incarnation bond –  but I think for the most part, each is experiencing separate spiritual journeys in relation to what each of their soul’s need for growth, enlightenment and wisdom that would continue to raise them to higher vibrational planes.  So, no, Dylan and Eric are not constantly together as they once were but this doesn’t mean that they are never together either. It’s simply that they no longer have the need to be that duo that they once were. They are multi-dimensional spirit now and no longer only the personalities of “Eric” and “Dylan” as they were in only one lifetime experience on the earth.  That is only one personality, one facet, within the totality of their soul being.

Also, as spirit, Dylan and Eric can and do present at the ages of their former selves. They can also present at a younger age, as a child of five or thirteen, and they can also even project as older men beyond the ages of their death.  Spiritual souls transcend the human limitations such as “age” and so they are not confined by the physical and can assume any form of age or state of being by way of thought. 

“Thought is the most powerful thing that exists – anything conceivable can be produced, anything & everything is possible, even in your physical world.”

Why did eric and dylan call themselves indigo and green?

In a multiplayer game, the other players appear as marines in differently colored uniforms and armor. In the Doom games the colors are green, indigo (gray), brown, and red, although various source ports permit more choices of color, and sometimes more than four players in a game. 

Personally, I think Dylan chose ‘Green’ because he liked the color. The t-shirt design ideas that he doodled in his journal/notebook tended to specify “dk. green shirt”  and his ‘AoL" shirt was a dark olive green. I think most guys pick basic black t-shirts.  So, Dylan’s signature Doom player color was ‘Green’.  Eric chose indigo (essentially gray) maybe because red was too flashy and brown was so blah and also his Prelude was gray (maybe?).  I don’t know. That’s a guess. lol   At any rate, these are the player colors they habitually used in late night multi-player ‘Deathmatches’ to the point that they secret code dubbed themselves “Green” and “Indigo”.

did Dylan really want to pull the NBK with his lover? how did he want this to go? i know that he didn’t really want to do it with eric but he knew that it was his only option because obviously his love wouldn’t do that with him.

I think Dylan initially thought of going NBK with best friend, Zach. They were very close, often commiserated in their shared dissatisfaction with life; they talked about intensely private stuff on the phone and even cried together. So, given that, it seemed the Zach was likely Dylan’s obvious choice when he had begun to entertain ‘NBK’ or ‘my killing spree’ in his journal. At some point, Dylan fell for a girl, or two (lol), and having watched ‘Natural Born Killers’ enough times, it seems equally plausible that his fantasies may have solidified on the ‘Bonnie and Clyde’ Us-against-The-World romantic scenario. How did he want this to go? If you look to the movie “Natural Born Killers” as a reference it pretty much gives you the gist of his potential suicidal foreplay with a guy/girl partner in crime duo. (I also think it’s pretty obvious that Dylan tried to emulate Mickey Knox with the same type of sun glasses and ponytail.)

After ‘“Fate” did not put Her in need of him and decide when they should be together,’ as he’d hoped, and since Zach was now happily distracted with a steady girlfriend, Dylan realized at some point, that his preferential options were running out to end his damnable ‘stasis’. His only remaining choice was to actually go through with doing NBK with Eric. “Maybe going “NBK” (gawd) with Eric is the way to break free.” He ends his concluded solution with a muttered resignation “I hate this.” It’s interesting because Dylan seems essentially preparing for two different NBKs simultaneously: in reality, he and Eric have been physically planning and preparing for NBK creating weapons, procuring guns and such for quite some time, yet, in Dylan’s fantasy world, he probably had envisioned His Love and himself together against humanity before fulfilling their suicide pact. “I’m STILL alone, still in pain, so is she.” After he embraces NBK with Eric, Dylan seems to be satisfied that his true love will never reveal herself on the earth because it just wasn’t supposed to happen in this lifetime – because “Fate” decided he would unite with Her on the other side or in the next life. So, no need to worry about it. NBK with Eric as his partner, would provide the necessary vehicle to his exit from this world so that he could find his way to His Love and be free.

“So I wait 5 more days. 5 more days. 5 eternities, & I know her & I are all conceived from ourselves & each other, every night of the self-awareness journey. The zombies were a test, to see if our love was genuine. We are in wait of our reward, each other. The zombies will never cause us pain anymore. The humanity was a test. I love you, love. Time to die, time to be free, time to love.”

Did Dylan like rammsrein and kmfdm as well? Eric seemed lke he was more into it tho.

Yes, Dylan liked KMFDM and Rammstein but he acquired tastes for the same music as his best bud, Eric. (Dylan had five planets in Libra which provided him with a flexible, harmonious nature – loyally embracing friend’s musical taste as his own.) However, his personal music preferences were far different from Eric’s two favorite bands: the funky electro house beat of the Chemical Brothers, the gloomy, romantic lyrics of Smashing Pumpkins and the dark, nihilistic-industrial flavor of NIN were more his core signature tastes. It’s apparent to me (imo), that Eric didn’t embrace Dylan’s musical tastes at all. Dylan deferred to Eric’s top favs when they worked at Blackjack pizza. The manager recounts that Rammstein was played ad nauseum during their shifts. Both referred to Marilyn Manson as ‘that fag’ but Dylan was a bit of a closet fan as he had a MM poster on the wall in his bedroom.

Do you think Eric and Dylan cried over the shit that was happening to them a lot? I also saw on a few accounts that they self harmed with knifes

Yes, they cried.  I mean, who doesn’t?  I don’t even know if quantifying the act of crying ‘a lot’ versus ‘a little’ ? is even of consequence.  Like most boys, they resist the tears, act strong and silent, and then wait until they’re alone in their bedrooms where no one can witness the vulnerability they work so hard to conceal.

Sarah Slater said this:  “They just talked. Sometimes these conversations got emotional. “Dylan’d be on the phone with Zack or on the Internet,” says Sarah Slater, “and Zack would tell me they were crying about stuff.” 

Dylan’s mom gave an account of Dylan coming home from middle school crying and falling asleep under a pile of his stuffed animals.  So, here we have an actual account that not only did Dylan cry alone, he also commiserated in his misery with Zach, his true best friend.  I think given the self-loathing, frustrated scrawl within his journal, it’s pretty easy to envision Dylan regularly purging his emotions, ending up in tears late into the night when he should long be asleep and not incessantly ruminating while half-buzzed on a screwdriver. 

We know that Eric has cried. It seems a given that he cried quite a bit (by himself)  when his dog Sparky suffered seizures because I think for him, animals were likely an instant ‘in’ to his emotional vulnerability. And, of course, it was witnessed in a Basement Tape snippet that he shed silent tears down his cheek while filming, simultaneously venting and lamenting, before shutting off the video camera. 

Dylan: “I was Mr. Cutter tonight – I have 11 depressioners on my right hand now, & my favorite contrasting symbol, because it is so true & means so much.”​

Dylan unquestionably self harmed. His autopsy report and wound findings seem to indicate as such.   I’m not so sure about Eric self harming though I know people are convinced of this in their interpretation of his autopsy report.  To me, Eric just didn’t seem like that would be the type of stress relieving outlet he’d resort to.  Overall, it seemed Eric externalized his anger and pain instead of inflicting it upon his own self – i.e. punching holes in walls or blowing off steam by relishing and honing the hate within his journal.   To me, it’s clear that Dylan internalized the pain and rage into personalized sadness and Eric directed it outward, the pain and sadness became anger, directed at others and the world.  

Thank you very much, now I understand (unfortunately, I’ve never played Doom).

burnandraveatcloseofday:

Yeah, Doom is a really big part of Columbine.  Not in the way it was usually taken, that “Doom made them do it!” but as a huge influence on their lives and thoughts.  Even knowing a little bit about the game and its storyline can be a big help in understanding Eric and Dylan’s references in their journals and things like that.  You don’t have to become a fanatic to get the references, you just need to know a little about the game.  (There was actually both Doom and Doom II: Hell on Earth that were released before 1999, but the games are very similar.)  

Then there’s the Doom series of novels, which heavily influenced Eric and Dylan (Eric named his shotgun after Arlene Sanders, one of the man characters in the series).  In order, there’s Doom: Knee Deep in the Dead, Doom: Hell on Earth, Doom: Infernal Sky, and Doom: Endgame.  You may note that those just happen to correspond to the section headers Dylan left in Eric’s 1998 yearbook!

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Mischief Managed.

“Kalinowski said that the juvenile males she saw a year ago made a lasting impression on her. I asked her why and she said that she felt sorry for the male she suspects was Dylan Klebold because the second male seemed to get very angry with him when he started to answer her questions. She said that was the reason she tried to see the second males face more closely. She said that the second male appeared to be in charge and the first male seemed to be aware that he had made a mistake in talking to her”