Tag: Love

Fuck me / Die me

The Many Goodbyes of Dylan Klebold (Part 2)

2 (poems) Fuck me / Die me

Soon I will be at peace I hope…

…wanna die and be free w/ my love…
if..she even exists.

If by fate’s choice, [redacted] didn’t love me, I’d slit my wrist and blow up atlanta strapped to my neck. It’s good, understanding a hard road since my realization, but it get’s easier. BUT IT DOESN’T! That’s part of existence. unpredictable. Existence is pure hell and pure heaven all the same time.

I will go away soon, but I just had to write this to you, the one I truly loved. Please, for my sake, don’t tell anybody, as it was only meant for you. Also, please don’t feel any guilt about my soon to be “absence” of this world. It is solely _my_ decision: nobody elses.

I want to go to a new existence you know what I mean (Suicide? _y_) I have nothing to live for and I won’t be able to survive in this world after this legal conviction. However, if it was true that you loved me as I do you,…I would find a way to survive. Anything to be with you.
I would enjoy life knowing that you loved me.

Well, I guess this is it — goodbye & I love(d) you.

This is probably my last entry. I love myself a close second to [redacted] my everlasting love. goodbye.

I hate this non-thinking stasis. I’m stuck in humanity. maybe Going NBK (gawd) w. eric is the way to break free.
i hate this. Love You.

(Part 1)

dylankleboldblog:

To My love:

As a man, a conqueror does his deeds of greatness. He thinks he is complete. Yet, the true great person achieves happiness only when he has met his soulmate. Alone unknown until the first time they lay eyes on eachother. A true love is hard to come by, yet the most fulfulling beautiful completing achievement any man can have. Some have wealthy, some have power, some have great intellect, yet i feel an infinite # of times greater than those as i have found my true love. -Dylan Klebold

“Love is more valuable than anything I know. To

love is to enter a completion of oneself.

I hate those who choose to destroy a love, who

take it for granted. love is greater than life even.

As I look for love, I feel i can’t find it. ever. but

something tells me i will someday. somewhere. As

my love will find me, She feels as i do right now,

i can feel it. we will be inseparable, Her & i.

Whether it is (___) or not, i think i’ll find it,

(my love). we will be free to explore the vast wonders

of the stars. To cascade down everlong waterfalls, &

thru the warmest seas of pure happiness…no limits…

no limits, nothing will stop us.”

— Dylan Klebold

Circa April 1999