
I really hated that fucking bike.
“Sorry I told you to shut up, V.”
Well, that’s what should’ve happened..
Yes, the Ever-lasting contrast. Since existence has known, the 'fight' between good & evil has continued. Obviously, this fight can never end. Good things turn bad, bad things become good. My fav. contrasting symbol, because it is so true & means so much – the battle between good & bad never ends… Here we ponder on the tragedy of Dylan Klebold.

I really hated that fucking bike.
“Sorry I told you to shut up, V.”
Well, that’s what should’ve happened..

Sure do. So much so, I did a post on it a while back.
I’m afraid Eric just doesn’t possess the effortless, rangy leg-up
prowess of Dyl. 😉
No, I think that what people are seeing or interpreting is not spirit of the victims – but instead, they are “matrixing" shapes by way of the smoke and distortion of objects through the windows
That said, there is one clip that has always stood out as potentially.. interesting to me. In the video clip below, you can see some unusual white formation rapidly gliding by the exposed, completely broken open portion of a window. It is a clear shot inside of the darkness of the library with no smoke or distortion in sight. This formation travels from right-to-left of the lampshade in a fleeting manner. It appears small in height and looks almost translucent. This footage was filmed after the massacre was over and a couple of hours after the boys committed suicide. The ‘time stamp clue’ is the smeared blood stain on the side of the window which would place this being filmed sometime after 2:30 pm, when Patrick Ireland hurdled himself out of the window and his foot hit the glass leaving a smattering print of blood there [1.27].
The movement by the lamp is intriguing because of the fashion that the wispy bit seems to glide rapidly right by. It is conceivably, rationally possible that the SWAT team was already up there checking out the crime scene – on the other hand – the wispy thing does not appear to look or move much the way a solid human form would scouting out the area. Could it be smoke hours afterward? I tend to think not because of how concentrated and uniform this foggy blip is. Given the strange way that ‘it’ moves, seems to suggest that it could potentially be ethereal spirit energy. The victims? The Boys? Residual imprinted energies after a traumatic event? Possibly. It could be any number of things, really, but I do feel it’s..curious. Of course, if anyone thinks they know what this is, I would be interested to hear your take.. 😉

Everyone loves a hero. Stories about protagonists are a staple in our society. Whether they are real or fictional, every hero needs a villain. And every protagonist needs an antagonist. Rarely do we see stories where the antagonist is the main character in the literary sense. But often when the antagonist does become the focal point, their origin story will shed a light into what made them the villain they are. In the extremely tough to swallow The Erlkings, two of America’s greatest monsters, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold, are given a massive spotlight into the lead up before the infamous massacre at Columbine High School.
Using papers, essays, journals, and the like of the two notorious murderers, The Erlkings is a series of vignettes that lead up to the tragic April day in 1999. Written by Nathaniel Sam Shapiro, The Erlkings thrust Harris and Klebold front and center and attempt to reveal the truths to their actions. While The Erklings may seem like an original, it is not the first big budget Columbine inspired play. Shapiro used the same exact source material that also inspired the stronger columbinus, written by Stephen Karam and PJ Paparelli. With an already established piece, comparisons must be made, and unfortunately for Shapiro and The Erlkings team, Karem and Paparelli did a masterful job and did it better. Both scripts rely on similar source material and short scenes in a theatrical manner. Both scripts call upon props dropping from the sky that are integral to the world of the play. But both pieces though call upon a different set of emotions. columbinus tugs at your heart. The Erlkings may do nothing but make you angry. This is not the first time murderers have been given the theater treatment. In fact Stephen Sondheim wrote an entire musical about President killers. While Assassins was also a killer showcase, the approach was ridiculously different. Sondheim and book writer John Weidman theatricalize the individuals, with the great aid of music and character. Shapiro brings us the real deal. And layered in some uncomfortable laughs. Using any ounce of humor in an incredibly dark and harrowing time of our history was a poor decision. The moments felt forced and tasteless. Sure, heavy material should have moments of light but with this subject, it doesn’t exist. Comparisons aside, the way Shapiro established his script, rather than allowing the characters to act and speak naturally, he forced them to establish the source where the following monologue was derived from almost as if to allow the audience to know these horrifying passages were not his words.
Em Grosland and James Scully had an incredibly difficult task in giving life to Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold respectively. The emotional journeys both actors gave to their stage counterparts were present. Grosland and Scully tapped into their stage counterparts so well it was scary. Had they not been forced to establish every single monologue, you may have not been able to tell actor from character. The five person supporting company had very little to do but support and move furniture, but Matthew Bretschneider strayed from the pack and gave an incredible performance in his varied roles.
Director Saheem Ali employed extraordinary stagecraft into this production. The Brechtian nature of his staging, with props and costumes and actors all present throughout, was an incredible device. The lighting design by Katy Atwell was stunning. The costumes by Lux Haac were fitting. The set by Doss Freel was simple, despite the seemingly borrowed dropping device. Despite all this, where Ali failed was separating reality from theatricality. Because Grosland and Scully portrayed their roles so well, you knew the endgame and hated them, garnering no potential empathy as characters. Going in, the audience knows the material is going to be dramatic, but Ali’s pre-show of lunch room bullying was too heavy. To the point where the audience was terrified to go about their own pre-show business.
Shapiro in his author’s note makes it very clear that his intention is to inform and open our minds to understand Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold. Even in the piece, one of Eric’s notes says not to blame anyone but them, yet the question of the piece begs can we truly forgive them and every single person who did in fact miss the signs. Shapiro makes the case that their actions are in fact human. That may be true, regardless, our hearts may still feel otherwise. Fifteen years may still be too soon to humanize the duo. The Erlkings is nothing short of ambitious. Unfortunately, the approach is far too polarizing. Controversy may not always be the worst thing in the arts. It gets people talking. And every single audience member was talking when the house lights rose.
Eric and Dylan didn’t have a goal to kill everyone in their sights. That was supposed to be the bombs job. When Plan A failed, the boys improvised and played russian roulette with students who had the misfortune to be on the receiving end of their trigger. Some they randomly killed and others they psychologically terrorized with mocking comments, leaving the student behind to wonder if at any moment, they, too, would be next to die. Eric was embodying his own brand of “Natural Selection”, picking off only some while leaving others to survive as he did with the girls at those two tables. Think of it a bit like Eric being like a tornado weaving a path of destruction in it’s desultory wake or like the Black Plague wiping out some while ignoring others. The goal for the boys wasn’t quantity of body count but damage, destruction and leaving those that managed to survivor their wrath with permanent flashbacks for years to come. Ultimate power to have the say arbitrarily who would live or who would die on their whim. I don’t think that Eric wavered about the two girls because plenty of girls were terrorized and two were killed in that area and there were also girls in other areas that got wounded. Plus, Eric shot Cassie face-to-face which doesn’t really demonstrate a case for hesitation. So, it was completely random acts of unkindness.
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I doubt either of the two got any sleep the night before so if you factor that in along with the major roller coaster-like experience they just had, the two boys are majorly crashing and burning.
Dylan is very much done with his last day on earth. It was most probably he who shouted euphorically in the halls: “today is the day I die!” The mindset to ‘have fun!’ was executed; he fulfilled his part of the mission with his friend. Even though he nor Eric managed to get the bombs to go off, it was good enough for him that they raised hell and did a fair amount of damage. It was good enough. The mission was complete, the end was near. He was now “in wait of his reward” Dylan appears so utterly empty in every way possible – mentally, emotionally, physically, so much so, that his feet lumber dejectedly up the stairs one. last. time. He is nothingness at this point, empty of everything. He is practically having an out-of-body experience and his shotgun is heavily dragging downward from his hand like a meaningless hunk of metal and wood. Dylan makes a weighted point of glancing back over his shoulder for one. last. time. to survey the Commons in the complete ruination that they were responsible for. Then..one last time to trudge up these damnable steps, so arduous..but each step – worth it, because soon it will be..“Time to die, time to be free, time to love” Everything about Dylan says “I didn’t like life too much, so I’m gone. Goodbye.”
For Eric, there is a major amount of disappointment and failure. The bombs..why the fuck didn’t they go off? Eric is exhausted and nearly spent but he’s also pissed that things did not unfold as he planned. He is fighting back that feeling of absolute and utter failure. There is an unrest about him, that fighters spirit about his demeanor. Unlike Dylan, for Eric, the mission is not yet over and done with until he has the last say. The building is surrounded and yet even that battle with the cops he hoped for hadn’t gone as planned. They were sitting ducks at this point. They could be captured at any moment. Fuck no. Time was of the essence. Eric exudes just that bit more life left in him. You can see a slight bit of purpose as he climbs the stairs with one determined bounce in his step. His gun swings down beside him with his stride. Eric is going to make sure to end this mission and on his own terms..whatever the fuck that may be. He “is not going down without some kind of fight” – his rebel’s mantra which he lives and breaths within the last eight minutes on the earth. Eric is direction and momentum, even in their last bit of chaotic improvisation. If suicide not by cop but by his own hand, so. be. it. Game over when he says it is. After that, who knows where the fuck he’ll blast himself to. Who cares.

Described Dylan Klebold as a quiet, Chemical Brother’s fan, and a member of the sound crew for various school plays and other functions. Whereas Klebold had wanted to go to college and study computer science, Heckler did not think he was smart enough. He identified his girlfriend as Robyn Anderson, but described the relationship as more of a friendship. He stated Klebold had a problem with alcohol, and as a result had been given the nickname, “Vodka”. Zachary Heckler saw Dylan Klebold at the prom, but did not talk to him very much during this time. He saw Dylan and Robyn Anderson at the after prom, but again, did not spend much time with them. Zachary Heckler did a phone thing with Dylan Klebold, Sunday night, April 18, 1999. He would telephone Dylan later at night and play ”Quake” or just be on the speaker phones with him, during which time they really did not talk with each other. He recalled passing Dylan Klebold in the hallway on Monday, April 19, 1999, and then Monday night, he called Dylan at approximately 22:30. Dylan Klebold told him that he was not in the mood to talk and wanted to sleep. Zachary Heckler said this was kind of odd because Dylan normally did not get off the phone until 00:30-1:00 hours on most nights.
Described Eric Harris as, in addition to being a racist, feeling superior to other people, and being frustrated with problems he was having at home. He said he had been told that Harris’ parents were very strict and did not approve of many things he was doing. Heckler explained that during the past summer, Harris had changed his manner of dress and the type of music he listened to. Heckler identified the German group Rammstein as being Harris’ favorite. He also identified a video game, “Postal”, as being a game Harris often played, and noted it involved nothing but killing. He said Harris did not have a steady girlfriend, and had asked Sabrina Cooley to attend the senior prom with him, but she had refused. Eric Harris stop liking him (Zachary Heckler) without any reason, but Zach continued to be good friends with Dylan Klebold. Zachary Heckler stated that in February 1999, he attended a party at Robyn Anderson’s home and that Eric Harris was also at this party. Zach stated that the two of them had both been at each other’s throats for some time, but that at this party, Eric Harris approached him and asked him how he was doing. Zach continued to say that they then began talking about things and about future plans. This was the last time that Zach talked to Eric Harris, except for passing each other in the hallways at school. Zachary Heckler said the last time he saw Eric Harris was at the ”after prom” but they did not talk.

The Columbine Shooters, Downstage Center“On three,” one of the boys says. His voice reeks of determination. The bright blond spikes of his hair stand out against a long coat, pants, and heavy-duty boots, all of them black.
“I… I… Okay,” says his partner, distraught under his own black garb.
Above them, a constellation of illuminated backpacks dangles from the ceiling, hanging over cafeteria tables ensconced in shadows.
“Eric Harris’s ‘Guns in School’ essay,” the first reads, drifting away from the scene to recall an assignment, which along with journal entries and poems the two have returned to throughout the play, moving nimbly between reality and introspection. “More and more we hear of shooting sprees and rampages on the news,” he says. “Almost any school shooting can be prevented in some way or another, we just have to spend the necessary time and money to figure out how.”
“What’d you get on it?”
“A 92.”
Moments later the shooters begin counting. The room goes dark. The audience knows what happened next.
The Erlkings, a play written by Nathaniel Sam Shapiro, depicts onstage the infamous shooters, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold, who on April 20, 1999, killed 13 people and wounded more than 20 others at Columbine High School before committing suicide. Theirs was one of the deadliest shootings in U.S. history.
The off-Broadway play, directed by Saheem Ali, is based on an FBI report—a nearly 1,000-page compendium of the boys’ own writings and other evidence—as well as additional sources, like the many home videos Harris and Klebold made. It opens Sunday at the Beckett Theatre after a week of preview performances, with Em Grosland and James Scully in the leading roles.
In his playwright’s statement, Shapiro says he began researching Columbine after the December 2012 school shooting in Newtown, Connecticut, and calls Columbine a “watershed moment” for those, like him, who were students in American schools at the time.
“The way we talked about Adam [Lanza] took me back to Eric and Dylan: these were ‘monsters’ and ‘no one could understand how they could do something like this,’” Shapiro writes. He says he pursued the play because “we will never prevent another Columbine by distancing ourselves from those who would perpetrate such an act and by refusing, out of fear, to understand them.”
James Scully as Dylan Klebold and Em Grosland as Eric Harris, preparing pipe bombs in The Erlkings. Carol Rosegg
Criticism from Columbine families
When Coni Sanders first caught wind of the project from a segment on the radio, she says she was shocked.
“He’s granting the wishes of these two boys who murdered my family,” says Sanders, whose father, William “Dave” Sanders, was a business teacher and coach at the school, the only staff member killed in the shootings. “I truly feel that he should have omitted the killers’ names.” Sanders published a strongly-worded op-ed about the play in the New York Post in early November that grew out of a post she had written on Facebook.
One of Harris and Klebold’s objectives was to be remembered forever, she says, and shooters after them have followed suit in an attempt to gain fame and notoriety. So putting Harris and Klebold onstage as Shapiro has, Sanders says, is not only “giving them exactly what they wanted,” but could also glorify their actions and encourage others to do the same. In the case of the Virginia Tech shootings, she says, “the boy that killed their families idolized the boys that killed my family.”
After Columbine, Sanders became a forensic therapist, working with felons convicted of violent crimes and the mentally ill, “to better understand how Dylan and Eric got to where they are.” “I don’t see Eric and Dylan as monsters,” she says. “I see them as two boys who were broken.”
Shapiro insists that his play is meant to educate and prompt discussion rather than to glorify, and that the real-world scenario will help audiences connect to the issue.
“I don’t think Eric and Dylan would be so proud to see this play because it shows their humiliation, it shows their vulnerability,” he says, adding that the play highlights how Columbine is a more complex story than people would like to admit.
Peter Langman, a psychologist and scholar whose research focuses on school shooters, tells Newsweek: “My concern is that it might portray Harris and Klebold somehow as disaffected contemporary youth rather than portraying them as extreme psychological outliers.” While Klebold was slipping deep into a severe depression and exhibiting signs of schizotypal personality disorder, Langman says, Harris “was a very disturbed person, a psychopath.
“This is someone who admired Hitler and the Nazis. This is someone who had fantasies of raping girls he knew. This is someone who fantasized about mutilating human bodies and enjoying it. So he was not an ordinary kid, he was not just an innocent victim of the students who teased him.” Langman, who wrote the book Why Kids Kill: Inside the Minds of School Shooters, says “Eric Harris no more represents his generation than Charles Manson represented his.”
James Scully as Dylan Klebold (left) and Em Grosland as Eric Harris (right). Carol Rosegg
Based on Columbine
Shapiro is certainly not the first to draw on Columbine for art, or to attract criticism for doing so. Many others have based films, books, and even a video game on the event in Colorado, which while not the first school shooting, remains etched in the nation’s collective memory for the scale of destruction Harris and Klebold wrought.
The long list of previous films related to Columbine includes Michael Moore’s documentary, Bowling for Columbine; the play-turned-movie Bang Bang You’re Dead; the film Elephant; and a parody movie titled Duck! The Carbine High Massacre. A video game called Super Columbine Massacre RPG! sparked outrage after it was released on April 20, 2005, exactly six years after the shootings.
Another play, columbinus, written by P.J. Paparelli and Stephen Karam for The United States Theater Project, premiered in 2005. Unlike The Erlkings, columbinus—which is a mixture of fact and fiction—focuses on the victims as well. In the rampage scene in columbinus, Harris and Klebold are turned away from the audience. “We didn’t want it to be about them,” Paparelli told the Boston Globe last fall before a 10-show run opened in Boston.
In The Erklings, Shapiro consciously decided to leave out the actual shootings.
“That’s the part we know,” says Ali, the show’s director. “The part we don’t know is what happened the year before.”
Salli Garrigan was a junior at Columbine High School when Harris and Klebold opened fire. She was in the soundproof choir room when she and her classmates saw other students running outside through the windows. She managed to make it through the auditorium as the fire alarm rang and the sound of ricocheting bullets reached her ears from another part of the school. In the main hall, glass from the doors shattered in front of her before a teacher pointed her toward another route to safety.
Garrigan, who worked in theater in New York before recently moving to Washington, D.C., says on the fence about the idea of The Erlkings. She found out about the play when she saw an audition notice.
“It looks like the playwright was really touched by the Columbine shootings and wanted to write directly about it,” Garrigan tells Newsweek. “[But] since it’s from the eye of both Eric and Dylan, I feel like the play might enhance the problem even more.”
Her ambivalence, she says, is uncommon among those with a personal connection to Columbine. “There is a lot of uproar in the Columbine community,” Garrigan says, adding that “sometimes art can be therapy.”
Even Sanders concedes that theater is “a fantastic medium for people to understand and feel the emotions around [Columbine].” “I respect what [the playwright] is doing,” she says. “I just don’t respect how he’s going about it.”
James Scully as Dylan Klebold and Em Grosland as Eric Harris with Reynaldo Piniella (camera) and Matthew Bretschneider in The Erlkings. Carol Rosegg
The shootings problem
In the decade and a half since Columbine, the United States has seen an increase in active shooter incidents, and news of school violence is all too frequent. Just this year, there have been shootings at Reynolds High School in Oregon, at the University of California, Santa Barbara, at Marysville Pilchuck High School in Washington, and at several more colleges and universities as well as middle and high schools.
According to Langman, most adolescents who are en route to committing a middle- or high-school shooting leave warning signs, which he refers to as “leakage.” A prospective gunman might “leak” his intentions by making direct threats, telling a friend to stay away on a certain day, or with other hints.
“It’s a matter of the people who hear or see them knowing they’re warning signs and knowing what to do about them,” Langman tells Newsweek. Langman runs training sessions for professionals in education and law enforcement on recognizing and handling warning signs.
Ultimately, Shapiro says, that’s the goal of the play as well.
“What we would like an audience to come away with is that these are preventable,” he says. “And it’s so much more powerful because of who said it, especially as he was plotting it,” referring to Harris’s ‘Guns in School’ essay, which closes the play.
The Erlkings—named for German poem Die Erlkönige, whiich Harris once made a note to himself to memorize—eschews a linear chronology for a more fluid structure. Toward the end of the first act, after Harris and Klebold’s classmates have lobbed cafeteria food and squeezed ketchup all over them, Harris once again drifts outside of the action to recite the note he would one day leave for the police.
“Don’t blame my family. They didn’t know. It’s not their fault. They brought me up just fucking fine,” he reads, telling police not to blame the school or the stores that sold him ammunition. “Just because we went on a killing spree doesn’t mean everyone else will.”
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Given that the school shooting trend has become a common occurrence, this play is even more relevant than Columbinus. A bold move focusing on the shooters inner world which is of key importance in regards to the mental heal issues that are vaguely talked about each time a shooting occurs but then never seem to get addressed since we’re too busy vilifying the shooters and brushing, oopsy!, yet another one under the carpet.“He says he pursued the play because “we will never prevent another Columbine by distancing ourselves from those who would perpetrate such an act and by refusing, out of fear, to understand them.”
^This.
I’ve never understood the logic behind the “Never say their names, never show their picture, never talk about them, never study them, never try to understand them, never try to figure out why they did it, never see them as human beings.” crowd; they might as well be saying “I don’t want to understand them even if it would help prevent shootings and save lives.”
Imagine if we treated preventable medical conditions the way we did shootings; waiting until you had a heart attack before giving you medical attention, and then only with a defibrillator rather than examining/studying/discussing the underlying issues/causes of the problem.
Also, the argument that talking about shooters or showing their pictures or saying their names is what’s going to make somebody decide to throw away their entire life and future, assemble an arsenal of killing utensils, and murder, maim and destroy as many other people as humanly possible is beyond ridiculous, and to me, says a lot about how resistant people are to trying to understand shooters and their motives.
It’s always said that people who want to commit shootings are going to do whatever it takes, that they are motivated and determined, that no amount of gun laws can stop them, but at the same time, they’re apparently so gullible and easily influenced that their motivation to overcome all these monumental obstacles and sacrifice their lives and the lives of others is because they saw James Holmes’ mugshot on CNN and want 5 minutes of “”“fame”“”?
We treat shooters like mysterious boogeymen; we say “If only he hadn’t played [insert violent video game] and listened to [insert “dark”, “subversive” music group] this never would have happened!”, and view them as inhuman, un-relatable, alien, monsters whose motives are incomprehensible. The thing is, their motives CAN be understood, if their writings were analyzed and discussed, if people were actually invested in truly understanding why they did it, they could find out, or at least come close. But a lot of people don’t actually want to understand what motivates shooters, they’re invested in their ignorance and will fight to maintain the mysterious ‘boogeymen’ illusion, as it creates an information vacuum where any postulated BS is considered equally plausible. Notice how many people still say Eric and Dylan went around asking everyone if they believe in god before shooting them, that Cassie said “yes” and Rachel said “You know I do”, despite all the overwhelming evidence to the contrary. These people don’t want the truth, they don’t want themselves or anyone else to actually know E+D’s real motives, they get to affirm their confirmation bias, skew how the shooting was reported, manipulate and police the grieving process, wallow in self pity, and cast themselves as targeted, oppressed and righteous victims and wring out those lies tightly for years on end to get every last drop of precious BS false victimhood to spread propaganda and attract new recruits.
When the shooters are not discussed/analyzed and we don’t try to understand their motives, it makes it so anyone can put forth some pet BS explanation, and in this information vacuum, this BS is elevated in importance. People can suggest that the shooter did it because; “prayer isn’t taught in school”, “gay people can get married”, “vaccines”, “OBAMA!!11!” or any number of BS reasons that wouldn’t stick as well as they do if the truth was actually valued. (Note: if these BS postulations don’t stick and aren’t widely adopted, the next step is to throw ones hands up and flip the monopoly board over and cry “CONSPIRUHCY!!!” [It’s invariably attributed to communists or Jewish people.])
Anyway, back to my first point; *we need to recognize that shooters don’t just “snap” one day and go on a killing rampage for no reason, *that understanding shooters and their motives can help us prevent shootings, *that analyzing and discussing shooters/motives does not mean an endorsement of mass murder or glorification of murderers and that talking about shooters does not cause people to snap. Shootings can be prevented before they happen and that’s where we should focus our energy rather than just waiting until bullets start flying and trying to minimize the damage. Perhaps most important is that we need to recognize that the person who is most likely to, and most capable of preventing a shooting is the person contemplating one.
Well spoken additional commentary from c0atimundi tagged on to mine. Truth^^. So, reblogging this again..

The Columbine Shooters, Downstage Center
“On three,” one of the boys says. His voice reeks of determination. The bright blond spikes of his hair stand out against a long coat, pants, and heavy-duty boots, all of them black.
“I… I… Okay,” says his partner, distraught under his own black garb.
Above them, a constellation of illuminated backpacks dangles from the ceiling, hanging over cafeteria tables ensconced in shadows.
“Eric Harris’s ‘Guns in School’ essay,” the first reads, drifting away from the scene to recall an assignment, which along with journal entries and poems the two have returned to throughout the play, moving nimbly between reality and introspection. “More and more we hear of shooting sprees and rampages on the news,” he says. “Almost any school shooting can be prevented in some way or another, we just have to spend the necessary time and money to figure out how.”
“What’d you get on it?”
“A 92.”
Moments later the shooters begin counting. The room goes dark. The audience knows what happened next.
The Erlkings, a play written by Nathaniel Sam Shapiro, depicts onstage the infamous shooters, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold, who on April 20, 1999, killed 13 people and wounded more than 20 others at Columbine High School before committing suicide. Theirs was one of the deadliest shootings in U.S. history.
The off-Broadway play, directed by Saheem Ali, is based on an FBI report—a nearly 1,000-page compendium of the boys’ own writings and other evidence—as well as additional sources, like the many home videos Harris and Klebold made. It opens Sunday at the Beckett Theatre after a week of preview performances, with Em Grosland and James Scully in the leading roles.
In his playwright’s statement, Shapiro says he began researching Columbine after the December 2012 school shooting in Newtown, Connecticut, and calls Columbine a “watershed moment” for those, like him, who were students in American schools at the time.
“The way we talked about Adam [Lanza] took me back to Eric and Dylan: these were ‘monsters’ and ‘no one could understand how they could do something like this,’” Shapiro writes. He says he pursued the play because “we will never prevent another Columbine by distancing ourselves from those who would perpetrate such an act and by refusing, out of fear, to understand them.”
James Scully as Dylan Klebold and Em Grosland as Eric Harris, preparing pipe bombs in The Erlkings.
Carol Rosegg
Criticism from Columbine families
When Coni Sanders first caught wind of the project from a segment on the radio, she says she was shocked.
“He’s granting the wishes of these two boys who murdered my family,” says Sanders, whose father, William “Dave” Sanders, was a business teacher and coach at the school, the only staff member killed in the shootings. “I truly feel that he should have omitted the killers’ names.” Sanders published a strongly-worded op-ed about the play in the New York Post in early November that grew out of a post she had written on Facebook.
One of Harris and Klebold’s objectives was to be remembered forever, she says, and shooters after them have followed suit in an attempt to gain fame and notoriety. So putting Harris and Klebold onstage as Shapiro has, Sanders says, is not only “giving them exactly what they wanted,” but could also glorify their actions and encourage others to do the same. In the case of the Virginia Tech shootings, she says, “the boy that killed their families idolized the boys that killed my family.”
After Columbine, Sanders became a forensic therapist, working with felons convicted of violent crimes and the mentally ill, “to better understand how Dylan and Eric got to where they are.” “I don’t see Eric and Dylan as monsters,” she says. “I see them as two boys who were broken.”
Shapiro insists that his play is meant to educate and prompt discussion rather than to glorify, and that the real-world scenario will help audiences connect to the issue.
“I don’t think Eric and Dylan would be so proud to see this play because it shows their humiliation, it shows their vulnerability,” he says, adding that the play highlights how Columbine is a more complex story than people would like to admit.
Peter Langman, a psychologist and scholar whose research focuses on school shooters, tells Newsweek: “My concern is that it might portray Harris and Klebold somehow as disaffected contemporary youth rather than portraying them as extreme psychological outliers.” While Klebold was slipping deep into a severe depression and exhibiting signs of schizotypal personality disorder, Langman says, Harris “was a very disturbed person, a psychopath.
“This is someone who admired Hitler and the Nazis. This is someone who had fantasies of raping girls he knew. This is someone who fantasized about mutilating human bodies and enjoying it. So he was not an ordinary kid, he was not just an innocent victim of the students who teased him.” Langman, who wrote the book Why Kids Kill: Inside the Minds of School Shooters, says “Eric Harris no more represents his generation than Charles Manson represented his.”
James Scully as Dylan Klebold (left) and Em Grosland as Eric Harris (right).
Carol Rosegg
Based on Columbine
Shapiro is certainly not the first to draw on Columbine for art, or to attract criticism for doing so. Many others have based films, books, and even a video game on the event in Colorado, which while not the first school shooting, remains etched in the nation’s collective memory for the scale of destruction Harris and Klebold wrought.
The long list of previous films related to Columbine includes Michael Moore’s documentary, Bowling for Columbine; the play-turned-movie Bang Bang You’re Dead; the film Elephant; and a parody movie titled Duck! The Carbine High Massacre. A video game called Super Columbine Massacre RPG! sparked outrage after it was released on April 20, 2005, exactly six years after the shootings.
Another play, columbinus, written by P.J. Paparelli and Stephen Karam for The United States Theater Project, premiered in 2005. Unlike The Erlkings, columbinus—which is a mixture of fact and fiction—focuses on the victims as well. In the rampage scene in columbinus, Harris and Klebold are turned away from the audience. “We didn’t want it to be about them,” Paparelli told the Boston Globe last fall before a 10-show run opened in Boston.
In The Erklings, Shapiro consciously decided to leave out the actual shootings.
“That’s the part we know,” says Ali, the show’s director. “The part we don’t know is what happened the year before.”
Salli Garrigan was a junior at Columbine High School when Harris and Klebold opened fire. She was in the soundproof choir room when she and her classmates saw other students running outside through the windows. She managed to make it through the auditorium as the fire alarm rang and the sound of ricocheting bullets reached her ears from another part of the school. In the main hall, glass from the doors shattered in front of her before a teacher pointed her toward another route to safety.
Garrigan, who worked in theater in New York before recently moving to Washington, D.C., says on the fence about the idea of The Erlkings. She found out about the play when she saw an audition notice.
“It looks like the playwright was really touched by the Columbine shootings and wanted to write directly about it,” Garrigan tells Newsweek. “[But] since it’s from the eye of both Eric and Dylan, I feel like the play might enhance the problem even more.”
Her ambivalence, she says, is uncommon among those with a personal connection to Columbine. “There is a lot of uproar in the Columbine community,” Garrigan says, adding that “sometimes art can be therapy.”
Even Sanders concedes that theater is “a fantastic medium for people to understand and feel the emotions around [Columbine].” “I respect what [the playwright] is doing,” she says. “I just don’t respect how he’s going about it.”
James Scully as Dylan Klebold and Em Grosland as Eric Harris with
Reynaldo Piniella (camera) and Matthew Bretschneider in The Erlkings.
Carol Rosegg
The shootings problem
In the decade and a half since Columbine, the United States has seen an increase in active shooter incidents, and news of school violence is all too frequent. Just this year, there have been shootings at Reynolds High School in Oregon, at the University of California, Santa Barbara, at Marysville Pilchuck High School in Washington, and at several more colleges and universities as well as middle and high schools.
According to Langman, most adolescents who are en route to committing a middle- or high-school shooting leave warning signs, which he refers to as “leakage.” A prospective gunman might “leak” his intentions by making direct threats, telling a friend to stay away on a certain day, or with other hints.
“It’s a matter of the people who hear or see them knowing they’re warning signs and knowing what to do about them,” Langman tells Newsweek. Langman runs training sessions for professionals in education and law enforcement on recognizing and handling warning signs.
Ultimately, Shapiro says, that’s the goal of the play as well.
“What we would like an audience to come away with is that these are preventable,” he says. “And it’s so much more powerful because of who said it, especially as he was plotting it,” referring to Harris’s ‘Guns in School’ essay, which closes the play.
The Erlkings—named for German poem Die Erlkönige, whiich Harris once made a note to himself to memorize—eschews a linear chronology for a more fluid structure. Toward the end of the first act, after Harris and Klebold’s classmates have lobbed cafeteria food and squeezed ketchup all over them, Harris once again drifts outside of the action to recite the note he would one day leave for the police.
“Don’t blame my family. They didn’t know. It’s not their fault. They brought me up just fucking fine,” he reads, telling police not to blame the school or the stores that sold him ammunition. “Just because we went on a killing spree doesn’t mean everyone else will.”
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Given that the school shooting trend has become a common occurence, this play is even more relevant than Columbinus. A bold move focusing on the shooters inner world which is of key importance in regards to the mental heal issues that are vaguely talked about each time a shooting occurs but then never seem to get addressed since we’re too busy vilifying the shooters and brushing, oopsy!, yet another one under the carpet.
You can read my answer on Devon and Dylan here. Nope. Dylan wasn’t into Devon that way. However, Devon claimed Eric had a crush on her at one point. I don’t know if that was just her assumption or if Eric really did have a fleeting thing for her since he tended to have quite a few favorite flavors of the week. If he did, it was early on at CHS, and couldn’t have lasted very long since Zach and Devon got together in ‘97.
I would suggest reading the 11,000 pages (11K) document. Start here for the statements and the number references. Happy hunting. 🙂
Oh, the friendship between Dylan and Eric was good enough..in a bad sort of way. 😉 According to Dylan, he was ‘very good friends’ with Eric; Eric consider Dylan his ‘best friend’. Above and beyond that, you can think of it like the two were the best sort of business arrangement in a friendship because both of the two were committed to having revenge and getting even with the school. They talked about blowing up the school and they knew they both meant it unlike when they talked about it with other friends. They understood it was a one -way mission, ending with their deaths, whether that’d be suicide by cop or by their own hand, and they were vested in their secret plan. Zach joined in on the regular ‘hate school/hate the jocks’ jokes but he wasn’t genuinely dead serious in his hate anymore as he used to be with Dylan. Zach now had a girlfriend in his life and so life was looking at bit more optimistic than it had been. Dylan still resonated with Zach as a person and missed him very much – but he knew things had just..changed. they would never be on the same page anymore with their misery. Still, he shared personal, emotional stuff with Zach which was not his relationship style with Eric. Dylan felt stuck and frustrated and only Eric was there – consistently- to meet him at the same level and to provide a solution for that pain. As for Dylan’s ‘love’, she was an ideal he had held in his mind. He ultimately realized and resigned to the fact that the reality of ‘she’ would never come forward or reveal herself in this lifetime. The two would never confess/return feelings for one another – as he’d hoped and longed for in his imagination – it just wasn’t in the cards. His dream of going NBK with “The Girl” was just that, a dream. Yet, the thoughts of happiness about her carried him forward, propelled him to meet one last goal that meant a hell of a lot more than getting good grades or graduating on to college. He would realize the reality of Judgment and his death day with Eric, his very good friend who would be there with him in their suicide pact. Then beyond that, he and his love would be in wait of each other, their reward would be in finding one another on the other side. While Eric and Dylan may not have both equally considered one another ‘best friends’, they were ideal friends, in that perfect storm sort of way: right time, right conditions and with a common interest binding them together in one shared goal they both badly sought to accomplish.
I don’t think Dylan thought one way or the other about it. He came from a mixed faith family and was raised celebrating the significant traditional holidays of both religions such as Passover, Hanukkah, Christmas. When Eric became interested in Hitler and the Nazis philosophy, Dylan seemed to have ignored his partial jewish heritage; it was waaay on the back burner of his mind. He probably considered himself even less a christian because the overzealous turn-off the fundamentalist christian community was in Littleton. Overall, he was apathetic about religion in general so wasn’t fussed about any of it. Dylan went along with Eric’s nazi fascination and it doesn’t appear that he was nervous or needed to conceal his partial heritage. I think Dylan may have just wished it away by not entertaining that he was part jewish. Because of this, it was easy for him to join in with Eric’s Nazi fascination – which he, himself, also thought was cool in his symbolic representation of bad ass power. Dylan joining in with the ‘heil hitlers’ during each strike in bowling class was simply edgy fun for the two and a bonus if it got a rise out of their conservative classmates. Dylan was, apparently, so lax about concealing his partial jewish heritage to the point where he let slip that his family observed Passover in the Basement Tapes. Dylan then tried to minimize the percentage of jewish heritage he had on his mother’s side, to a very incredulous, confounded Eric. Apparently, this revelation did not change anything about their friendship – both were far too vested in NBK to let a little jewishness get in the way. 😉
Dylan’s favorite movie list and my hypothetical ranking:
#1 Fav: Lost Highway
#2 Natural Born Killers
#3 Reservoir Dogs
Pulp Fiction, Vampires, From Dusk Til Dawn,
He saw these as well and not sure if they’d rank on his top 10. We know he liked the soundtracks: The Doom Generation, Nowhere
Guilty pleasures: 😉 Beach Babes 2: Cavegirl Island,
Enemy Gold
AXE and Old Spice Cigarettes, gun powder, clove cigarettes, Dr. Pepper, Sweet Tarts and oh, yeah, ozone.. like that charged scent of the air after a thunderstorm. 😉
Didn’t look hygienic, huh? Eric seemed like he’d be a compulsive ‘once or twice a day’ persnickety sort. Dyl, an every other day, quick shower in the morning, let the hair air dry on the way to school.
kettlewhistle said: I’ll never know for sure, but I have a hunch Dyl-Pickle smelled funky. In a good way, though! In fact, many of his classmates would comment on his hygiene & greasy hair. That tall genius simply didn’t have the time for such things.
Yep, definitely true that a few of his classmates presumed his hygiene a was lacking and described him as having ‘greasy hair’. However, I don’t think he was negligent on hygiene just that it wasn’t a daily ritual like it is for some people whether they really need it or not. Foregoing a shower for a day or two doesn’t mean the dude stunk like Pig Pen – just that he had the natural, low-key body odor – ‘nice funk’ as you described. 🙂 I think classmates just tended to judge the long, unruly hair , his jeans haphazardly tucked into one boot and not the other – and ran wild with their assumptions and judgments. I suspect Dyl also didn’t bother with the daily shower for a legit reason which I, myself, can also appreciate dealing with the naturally curly hair thing. If he refrained from washing it and letting it dry and shrink/curl up like it is in the ‘Morning Ritual’ where you can see it partially wet/dry, he could then run his hands through it all day and let it naturally smooth out from the oil on his hands to the point where it would become that long, smooth-haired look by the next day around – ala Radioactive Clothing. In the Frankenstein Roast vid too, you can see him constantly working his hair, in part out of awkward fidgeting, but also just to tame his hair straight. The dude crashed around 1:30 am after playing Doom/Quake and then struggled to wake up at 4:30-5 am for bowling class. Can picture him constantly slamming the snooze button before rolling out of bed, shrugging at the shower and grabbing the AoL t-shirt and wearing it for the second (or third) day in a row before tossing it into the permanent dirty clothes pile. Pretty typical teenage boy stuff. Other than his signature uniform of trench and sunglasses, Dyl’s underneath look was pretty laid back-bohemian with the well worn t-shirt and jeans. Agreed that the “tall genius” did not focus on personal primping and had an aversion to any status symbols. I often refer to him as a ’90s hippy. 😉
If you mean are they are more at peace in comparison to the lives they led here in the 90s? then yes, in that regard, they are. It’s just that.. they have a whole new level of soul challenges on the other side some of which is dealing with residual unfinished business in regards to their personalities developed in their last incarnations. As energy forms, we constantly grow and change; we reach various states of peace through wisdom and enlightenment.
Here is my answer to whether we can ‘see them when we die’.
Mm..we can meet anyone we have intent to meet in the spirit world. If the boys are still relevant to you in some meaningful way by the time you pass on, you can resonate that connection. Friends with the victims and one big happy family, you think? Possibly for some but not all. Each soul that participated in Columbine is in varying states of enlightenment. I tend to think there is still unresolved work that needs to finish to complete the circle of forgiveness. It’s not exactly what you’d think would be obvious: the assumption that the victims have to find it in their hearts to forgive the shooters for stealing their lives. It’s more about the shooters fully coming to terms with their actions, owning full responsibility in seeing not only their own short sighted perspective but also including the victims pov and then the hardest part: forgiving themselves first, in totality, before they can find healing and absolution with their victims. 🙂 I’m not suggesting that that hasn’t happened – even if partially – only that it’s not as neat and tidy (for everyone) that crosses over to simply bury the hatchet with everyone and be reconnected. Depends on how much earthly ego/personality attachment is involved.
Yes they’re aware, happier and yes, regret.
Dylan and Eric are sometimes together in the spirit world but definitely not joined at the hip like the co-dependent best buds as they were on the earth in 1999. In some ways, the two recognize what each had intensely experienced together with one another as separate souls joining forces and so, in a way, that bond will never be broken. However, as spirit that are continually on a path of evolution and maturation so they are likely working separately, as individuals, to strive towards each of their own journeys of spiritual advancement.
Dylan had expressed in his journal many times how he believed that there were other existences.
Dylan describes it specifically like this: “Existence is a great hall, life is one of the rooms, death is passing thru the doors, & the ever-existent compulsion of everything is the curiosity to keep moving down the hall, thru the doors, exploring rooms, down this never-ending hall.” Dylan expresses how he longs to explore those potential possibilities. “Questions make answers, answers conceive questions, and at long last he is content.”
He intuitively knew that there was more to universe than the one lifetime and he was having a hell of a time staying grounded within the restrictions of the earth. Dylan also wrote with expressed intent as to what he believed his life would be like after death. He was constantly comparing his struggles in humanity versus how effortless, blissful and loving it should be here as it was There, which caused him great consternation. It was like he had a soul memory of how it was before he incarnated into the being of "Dylan Klebold.” So, he just already seemed to intuit the bigger picture, that there was more to it all. He simply knew it to be true. Dylan had one foot on the earth and the other firmly rooted in the previous memories of the spiritual realm of where he was conceived from. He was homesick..he longed to go back home. 😦
Eric, on the other hand, just wasn’t sure of what was in store for him after death. He hoped it’d be something akin to a ‘dream like state’ or entertained that maybe it could be like his Doom world. He just didn’t see/visualize precisely the way Dylan knew and conceived of it in his mind. I believe Eric struggled a bit more than Dylan with his self-inflicted re-entrance back within the spirit world, I think it’s likely that Dylan embraced and welcomed the spirit world almost immediately after death and with open arms.
“Just know I’m going to a better place. I didn’t like life too much, and I know I’ll be happy wherever the fuck I go. So I’m gone.”
As for Eric, I feel he has spent more time reconciling the “question mark” direction he blasted himself off into with that shot gun to his mouth. His vibrational levels that he engages in would likely be different from Dylan’s. In my opinion, Dylan and Eric may occasionally cross intersecting paths based on their previous incarnation bond – but I think for the most part, each is experiencing separate spiritual journeys in relation to what each of their soul’s need for growth, enlightenment and wisdom that would continue to raise them to higher vibrational planes. So, no, Dylan and Eric are not constantly together as they once were but this doesn’t mean that they are never together either. It’s simply that they no longer have the need to be that duo that they once were. They are multi-dimensional spirit now and no longer only the personalities of “Eric” and “Dylan” as they were in only one lifetime experience on the earth. That is only one personality, one facet, within the totality of their soul being.
Also, as spirit, Dylan and Eric can and do present at the ages of their former selves. They can also present at a younger age, as a child of five or thirteen, and they can also even project as older men beyond the ages of their death. Spiritual souls transcend the human limitations such as “age” and so they are not confined by the physical and can assume any form of age or state of being by way of thought.
“Thought is the most powerful thing that exists – anything conceivable can be produced, anything & everything is possible, even in your physical world.”