“They wanted revenge on the cops for arresting them in January ’98 because that ruined them on so many personal levels. Dylan was absolutely embarrassed, hardcore, he was ashamed of his arrest to a degree that just made him snap. His life was over with that arrest. He felt he could never get a job or be trusted by his family again. The arrest had a deep saddening effect on his life.”
– dylankleboldcom (now defunct)
Regarding the Van break in:
Dylan was so ashamed he didn’t even tell Nate Dykeman, who found out about it third-hand.
“I said, ‘Is this the reason you can’t go out?’
and he got all red and told me he didn’t want to talk about it.”
– Nate Dykeman
The Everlasting Contrast 