Yes, the Ever-lasting contrast. Since existence has known, the 'fight' between good & evil has continued. Obviously, this fight can never end. Good things turn bad, bad things become good. My fav. contrasting symbol, because it is so true & means so much – the battle between good & bad never ends… Here we ponder on the tragedy of Dylan Klebold.
Tag: Vodka
Pwnage!
The gaming prowess of Dylan Klebold.
“Jester” aka Brandon Martine – Part 1 of 2
On 04/29/99, Northglenn Police Department was contacted regarding lead DN1796. Detective Steve Hipp provided a transcript of the interview with Brandon Martine (bd:12/31/81) of Northglenn High School that lives in Westminster, CO. Martine claimed to know Eric Harris from the Internet. The interview details communications between them and the use of computer games involving school simulations. The interview does not indicate any knowledge on Martine’s part that Eric Harris or his friends were planning to commit crimes or possessed weapons or explosives.
Martine nervously stutters a whole heck of a lot in his awkward q/a conversation with the investigators. The detectives often pressed him and tried to elicit their desired response but Martine never admits to anything out of the ordinary, dangerous or sketchy, in his mostly, online gaming friendship with Eric (well, other than the Duke Nukem school level replication). There are a few interesting tidbits about Eric and Dylan’s friendship as witnessed from Martine’s casual friendship subjective perspective. His vantage point also indicates that Dylan could be quietly elusive to those he was unfamiliar with. The excerpt highlights below have been cleaned-up and edited and sometimes paraphrased to make for easier reading. Part 2 of this interview to follow..
BRANDON MARTINE:“I talked to him (Eric Harris) about uh, his philosophy class, he was in a philosophy class. He said he really liked it and was getting along in it and stuff and uh, I told him I was going to do a philosophy class next year and he really, we went off a little bit about our philosophies and they were similar. He was talking to me about how uh, he liked Aristotle’s stuff and, and how he, he just liked the, the concept of, of talking to each other .”
“Doom II, um, Duke Nukem 3D, uh, Quake and I tried talking about Quake II with him but he said he didn’t get into that ‘cause it was, his computer wasn’t fast enough and stuff. There was one particular one though, it was a Duke Nukem 3D that uh, I remember, he said he replicated it in his school. He created a level personalized to his school and it was the first time that, that he ever personally like gave me a file to play like that and uh, we played against each other, privately, modem to modem, just me and him on it and uh, we played the level. I played him on it.”
“He told me that he liked women a lot, uh, he had problems with girls sometimes and stuff and I had problems with them as well and we always talked it through each other. Uh, one night, I came back from a place called Rock Island and uh, I told him I wasn’t feeling very good and we just were talking and he said, you know, he got dumped down by a girl too and uh, and I did as well and, and, I was talking to him and he said that um, he was helping me through it. He was telling me all this stuff like saying, you know, it’s okay, and stuff and um, I tried tell’, saying the same back to him and told him that I wanted to get together with him, you know, to talk things out and work things with him. I wanted him to come down and uh, he said that he couldn’t, all the times that I talked to him, he always said that he couldn’t ’cause he had, he was really busy and stuff because he worked and he went to school and, and we live pretty far apart from each other.”
“We did talk about jocks though and uh, he, I remember us, getting a little bit mad about it but we didn’t um, he said he played baseball one time and, and I told him I played baseball my freshman year and uh, he, he related something to that but he wasn’t, he never told me that he was like really mad at ’em. He had the same opinion as me, like when uh, you like join a team or something, it’s all favoritism, you know, you get on it and they don’t care about uh, if you get to play or not, it’s all about winning and stuff and we talked about that but that was all.”
“Uh, he did wear pants that had a lot of pockets on ’em, never, I’ve never seen him in a trench coat, um, He always, no, he never wore, I never saw him as a Gothic person, he, he wore a hat always though, I remember him always wearing a hat. The other kid though that hung out with him, um, he seemed a little bit Gothic to me, uh, for some reason. He wasn’t very talkative, he, they, they sounded like they were best friends though and um, he just didn’t seem like the, that’s why I don’t know him as well and didn’t like talking to him because I just didn’t feel that he was a comfortable person.”
“Um, on his website it was black and it had like red stripes and stuff on it. It was mostly related to the game Quake, which was a new, and Doom II, he had uh, stuff on there that you can download. Um, he put my name down on the bottom with some other people that we knew that would put like special things to these people, you know, for creating the page and stuff and he had a private page to it in the back room and you had to enter a password on the bottom and it was something like 4tequila something. I can’t remember exactly because I had it written down and, and he took the site down a while ago, and I never got to see, uh, I never went to it as much ’cause it didn’t have anything that really interests me.”
“On the private section he had Mama jokes I guess you would consider ’em, they we-, uh they were just jokes. He had a big long uh, text tiling on there but I wasn’t interested on reading it a lot of it, he had files you could download. He mentioned something about clan and clans related on the internet are different from like gangs and cliques or whatever. Clans on the internet are a group of people that play the game are teams, and they play a team versus a team, and he wanted me to, actually, we’re on a clan together and uh, we, we had our friends on it as well and we’d play this game and against other people and uh, he then said that the clan would he said that the clan broke down and it went away and he said that now it was just his personal clan with him and Vodka, which was his friend, uh, that he hung out with. I really can’t remember. I just remember before it was like RB [RC – Rebel Clan] or something like that. “*
*this was after Eric ousted Zack Heckler/Kibbz from their threesome clan, Reb-VoDkA-Kibbz
“His friend Vodka,was this tall guy that I think was the picture of his of uh, gunman. Eric was the only person that I knew that hung out with, you know – had a real good best friend or something and that would be considered him. Uh, he came to the net parties with us once in a while, he never, he never really talked a lot to us about like him playing. I never saw him (VoDkA) online a lot, he just hung out with him a lot is what I remember. “
“I never really got to talk to him (Eric) about. I never knew his parents, I called his house and his parents would answer the phone but I asked if he was there and they would just get him for me. I remember him talking about his brother, he said he had an older brother but he really didn’t talk about his family life that much.”
The VoDkA molecule
In discovering this, I’m left to ponder whether Dylan stumbled upon what the chemical formula molecule was for his favorite alcoholic beverage from, perhaps, a chemistry class at CHS. That he was already quite fond of the beverage but then learned the formula symbol while in class and it became sort of a springboard foundational shape for his original two-barred cross symbol (and not the Cross of Lorraine as has been speculated). From there, the symbol then evolved into a three-barred cross as Dylan himself became the divisional slash down the middle of it. We’ll never know for sure but it certainly is interesting that the Vodka formula chemistry symbol dovetails his initial double cross. Btw, the formula symbol is a big deal sold as jewelry such as necklaces and earring including the flask above with the molecule on it. That would’ve made a fantastic gift for Mr. V! 😉
The synchronous similarity certainly makes one go hmm…
I noticed something bobbing up and down on the dash of Dylan’s car as he drove along with Nate over those annoying neighborhood speed bumps in the Morning Ritual vid. Upon closer inspection, it turns out Dylan had a “tumbling” KMFDM logo black/white oval sticker placed on his dashboard. 🙂 Typically, these days, you’ll see the oval sticker with a bright red background with the black and white ‘tumbling’ letters. The close-up shot clearly shows a white trimmed oval around the ‘M’ letter and you can partially see the skewed ‘D’ too just like the red sticker has. I’m concluding that the KMFDM merch site back in the day had the black background version of these stickers and not just the red background. Etsy still sells the ‘vintage’ nineties (lol) red sticker for $44.99 as oppose to the KMFDM merch site that has the red oval minus black square for $3. I have yet to come across the black background oval sticker to prove a match.
And well, there you have it! Just another little nifty tidbit about VoDkA’s BMW decor. 😉
Anyway, life has been kinda crazy for me these days which is why I’ve not been on so much. So, this is me saying ‘hi’ and..
Happy Friday, y’all.
“I wonder how/when I got so fucked up w/ my mind, existence, problem — when Dylan Benet Klebold got covered up by this entity containing Dylan’s body … “
By offering / feeding his girl some Chips Ahoy! chocolate chip cookies (the chewy kind) from his secret stash while chilling in the backseat of his Beamer. 😉
angry marker speed sketch. I always exaggerate his chin… and “w” got lost in there somehow. Obv no stabbing on 4/20, added because I felt like it. I hate remembering this day. I hate that this day ever happened.
Fuck sake! That’s one hell of a wicked <<-VoDkA->> with a grandiose chin that won’t quit ( ❤ the exaggeration, btw)
Cognitive dissonance muchly on this one, depressioners 😳😁😏😕😖
God of Sadness
“People eventually find happiness, i never will. Does that make me a non-human? YES. the god of sadness….” – Dylan Klebold
Dylan got his drivers license October 16, 1997 but according to this documentation below, Dylan’s BMW 320i was recorded as purchased on December 26, 1998.
On January 30, 1998, Dylan was a passenger in Eric’s Honda Prelude the night they got caught for the van theft. According to Dylan’s account in his Diversion Report on March 25, 1998, he had two traffic tickets: one for speeding and one for running a red light.
It would appear according to these records that he got these traffic tickets long before his BMW was purchased. How can this be the case?!
This means that Dylan only had his BMW 320i approximately a total of 4 months of his entire life – from the last week of December – likely a Christmas present from his parents – and then from January up until April of 1999.
The Klebold’s owned at least 7 cars , including 4 BMW’s that date from the 1980′s.
If Dylan got 2 traffic tickets earlier on before he had his own BMW, it would mean he was driving one of his parents vehicles or a spare BMW his dad had on hand. He may have gotten the traffic tickets anywhere between Jan – March ‘98 which might explain why Eric was driving them the night of the van theft.
The evidence of insurance at the bottom covers his driving and started 9/3/98 with coverage ending 4/4/99 and mentions the BMW 320i. This would mean that the insurance coverage would’ve been updated with the new type of vehicle he was driving and put in his glove box. The initial coverage in 9/3/98 might have been insurance cover under another one of his dad’s cars.
p.s. If the actual purchase date is truly Dec ‘98 (wow), this alters the timeline of when the Morning Ritual video was filmed by about a month later. Seems likely he and Nate would’ve video taped it perhaps the first day back to school from winter holiday break just when Dylan got his ‘new’ car.
I will have to check the carfax report as well as other accounts which involve his car to verify all of this. Stay tuned.
Update: Carfax report shows Dylan’s BMW was previously owned in Lafayette, CO an hours drive away from Littleton under another title number and then sold to the Klebold’s on December 26, 1998 per the certificate (below) and received a new title number issued date of 1/19/99. His car failed it’s first emissions test on 1/21/99 and the test was retake on 1/29/99, finally passing the test. Looks as though it was returned to the Klebolds, who kept the car and by 10/9/2001 it ended up at an Inspection Station. There was an attempt to sell the BMW on ebay in 2006.
Incidental Update: 1.11.2018: Nate Dykeman provided the approximated date that the Morning Ritual was filmed. On the VHS tape which he provided to Jeffco his video with the title on the spine is “Dylan Klebold and Nate Dykeman, Approx. date Nov, Dec ‘98″ which also places my guestimate correctly in this post for “Winter ‘98″ based on Dylan’s hair length progression.
Hide and Go Seek
Stefanie Haney started earlier in the school year (’98), Eric Harris, Dylan Klebold, and Brooks Brown had their differences.
She knew this after having observed in several verbal altercations in the smokers pit. However, after the Christmas vacation, (Jan ‘99), it appeared as if Brown, Klebold and Harris had settled their difference, and were then friends.
Stefanie said that she talked to Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris while they were all in the “smoker’s pit”.
Stefanie told me that she had smoked marijuana with Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris while they were in the “smoker’s pit”. She said this was 1998, and said she has heard Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris talk about how they hated their parents. Stafanie recalled that either Dylan Klebold or Eric Harris (unknown which one) had been overheard saying at one time, that their parents had taken his car away from him for getting into trouble and either Dylan Klebold or Eric Harris made a comment something to the effect of, “The will get theirs”.
She said that for a time, she knew Dylan Klebold, Eric Harris, and Brooks Brown did not get along with each other, however, she did not know why.
She said she had seen them hide when they saw each approaching their location while at Columbine High School, because they did not want to see each other.
She said she believes they had have since worked out their differences.
I especially like this length on him best. Though I also like it when his hair is smooth and long as when he’s dragging on the cigarette in Radioactive Clothing and oh yeah, the pony. 😉 His face works better with longer hair given the oblong length of his face as it frames and softens his features a bit more. While super short looks refreshingly different on him (as in his drivers licence photo) it tends to makes his ears stick out and his chin more pronounced. I’m feelin’ him for wanting to grow out his hair against his parents better judgement and his habitual penchant for smoothing out his nature curl for a more smooth, straighter look – which I can relate to myself. I think Dyl had his own individualistic look he was gravitating towards and mom and dad hounding him to get his hair cut was just.. futile. lol Dyl was kind of a nineties hippy – one part romantic, flowing curls and the rest, a scraggly, disheveled mess. But, hey, it’s 110% genuine him – a diamond in the rough.He wasn’t about to give in and assimilate into yet another Columbine clone prep.
Zack Heckler stated Kleboid had a problem with alcohol, and as a result had been given the nickname, “Vodka”.
Dyl was a budding alcoholic in the making. It would’ve made him more relaxed, to feel less anxious in social situations but also would’ve numbed his pain or even allowed his feelings to flow while in private. The lure was strong, to prefer life while sipping from his flask or sneaking a bottle in a paper bag while ditching class with a couple of friends or indulging freely at parties, getting wasted, because that’s the acceptable, expected past time at those scenes. Any excuse to escape reality. VoDkA. I’d say he personally coveted the nick given him. It was cooler than himself, conjuring up all sorts of wild, brazen images. Both party animal and bad ass.
It’s a myth that Dylan spelled it VoDKa. All of his writings in which he is referencing his nick, Dylan always spells it VoDkA. You can clearly see in his writing the ‘o’ and the ‘k’ are a squished lower case compared to his ‘V’, ‘D’ and ‘K’.
This stylized ‘font’ of sorts is the standard ‘80/90s ~cool~ hacker parody of alternating caps with lower case letters with everything. Dylan pokes fun of this overused affectation with the AoLeet hAx0rs t-shirt he created. While it may or may not have occurred to him that his own initials were in the middle of his favorite alcoholic beverage, he never did bother to spell it that way. Seems a few people on the net noticed the ‘DK’ together and connected the dots simply assuming that Dylan spelled his nickname that way. I think even a Columbine author..can’t recall which one at the moment, incorrectly perpetuated that myth. But I’ll concede that I think it’s far more MORE kool if he’d actually took advantage of the fact that both his initials were side-by-side in his favorite beverage nick and capitalized both the ‘DK’ to make it even more uniquely his own nick.
Lastly, notice how Brooks specifically spelledVoDkA in his book, “No Easy Answers”.
From fervent hypersensitivity to apathetic indifference
“Klebold had been in Little League in Littleton. He had continued playing baseball until junior high school. He was forever throwing fits if the team lost or if he was asked to sit out for an inning. He had finally stopped playing.”
Klebold, 17, also left a sporting legacy that puzzled those who knew him as a younger child. “He was a pitcher and he threw harder than everybody on the team,” said Rich Hoover, a Columbine sophomore who played baseball with Klebold in elementary and middle school. “He’s the kind of kid that, when he played, he had to win. Whenever he got pulled from a game, he’d come off and he’d actually cry. He used to be pretty good. It was kind of weird when he quit, though. It was just, boom, Dylan’s not playing any more.
“Dylan was incredible talented at sound design, at computer work, and at baseball". According to Devon, Dylan’s talents didn’t get the value it deserved, which depressed him. “He didn’t make the Columbine baseball team because he didn’t have a ‘name’ for himself, so he just gave up. He became apathetic, which is so dangerous.” – Devon Adams
“He played Little League baseball. No matter what he did, he was driven to win—and was very hard on himself when he lost.” – Susan Klebold
“Klebold had attended the prom and at one point had used his flash camera to get into a sort of firefight with another student. The other student’s flash had captured a photo of a smiling Klebold in a tux and blue bow tie.”
Rotisserie (or fantasy) baseball is a game in which individuals “draft” real ballplayers into imaginary teams, keep track of statistics on the players’ performance, and win or lose depending on how well these statistics add up at season’s end. (It usually contains a gambling component.)
From the few references to fantasy baseball in the Littleton coverage, we know the following: Dylan Klebold, a Red Sox fan, played in Columbine High’s Rotisserie baseball league. He took part recently in a Rotisserie baseball draft party.
Apparently he was quite a skillful player. On the day he shot up his high school, Klebold’s team, the Border Hoppers, was leading its division.
“He was awesome,” classmate Chris Hooker told USA Today. “He was so awesome we thought he ought to manage a team in real life.”
Not even Bud Selig, who has presided over some bizarre situations on his watch, can match the crisis facing Chad Laughlin, commissioner of his fantasy baseball league.
The Columbine Fantasy Baseball League.
You know what happened in Columbine. You might not know that Dylan Klebold, one of the accused shooters in the high school massacre, was the owner of the Border Hoppers team in the Columbine Fantasy Baseball League, which consists of teams owned by Klebold’s fellow students.
Klebold and Laughlin had been friends since third grade. They used to play baseball at the park and trade baseball cards. When Klebold heard three years ago that Laughlin was running a fantasy league, Klebold joined up.
Nobody can ask Klebold what fantasy baseball meant to him, but Laughlin has an idea.
“Maybe it’s too much of a stretch to conclude that Kastle is alive today because he played fantasy baseball with Klebold, but that’s what Laughlin thinks.
Laughlin also decided the Columbine Fantasy Baseball League would carry on after the tragedy.
“We are continuing it on the basis that it keeps the owners’ minds off of all of this,” he said. “It is a good way to get away and forget about everything else. All the owners agreed on that.
“Klebold, said Laughlin, knew his baseball.
"He was first in his division, most points in the league,” Laughlin said. “I never really hung out with Dylan outside of school during high school, but every day during video class I’d talk with him about baseball for 30 minutes or so. He was an active owner.
"If it’s hard to picture this fantasy team owner as a mass murderer, well, it’s even harder for Laughlin to comprehend.
"I never felt threatened by him, I was never afraid,” he said. “I just looked at him as a friend. Not a great friend, but more than an acquaintance. No one knew anything about this tragedy coming – no signs, no warnings, no one to point fingers at. I know that Dylan’s parents didn’t know or they would have done something. I used to spend the night at his house a lot, so I know them fairly well.
"Like everyone else in Littleton, Laughlin is tired of the investigators and media vans and the steady stream of people who pass the school memorial.
"It’s sadly almost a tourist attraction,” he said. “Maybe by the end of the month, things will be almost normal again.
"Whatever normal is, to a community that has gone through the unthinkable. For Laughlin, normal includes fantasy baseball.
"I really want to keep the league going, not because it’s famous or anything, but it’s become a tradition. For years to come. Owners will go off to college, but by it being online they can still be in it. And I want to make the site better, but it takes a lot of time. I haven’t had much of that lately. In fact, right now I’ve got to get to school.”