In 26.4 hours ill be dead, & in happiness.
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You can’t understand what we feel, no matter how much you think you can.
One day in April I said, “You seem so quiet lately—are you okay?” He said he was “just tired.”

14 years separate this images. 4/20/1999 Columbine High School and 12/13/13 Arapahoe High School.
I’ve always had a thing for the past – how it reacts to the present & the future – or rather vice versa.
I know we’re going to followers because we’re so fucking godlike.
– Dylan Klebold

Balled fists and thigh straps.

15 Years Ago today
Dec 9 ‘98 – Dec 9 ’13

Surveying slouch
“Today is the end of the world, today is the day I’m gonna die!” yelled Dylan. They fired off a few bullets, but didn’t hit anyone; they didn’t look under any of the tables.
St. Philip Lutheran Church, the site of Dylan’s funeral
Only a handful of people came to say goodbye to Dylan Klebold. His long, skinny body fit awkwardly into the cardboard casket where it would lie until cremation. His hands were folded on his chest, and stuffed animals surrounded him.His family and few friends shared memories, the happy ones about Dylan the Boy Scout, Dylan the Little Leaguer, Dylan the wrestler. There was his mother Susan’s favorite story: One afternoon, Dylan, age 10, came running back from the creek with a pile of leeches. Normally unflappable, Klebold’s mother was disgusted by her son’s blood-sucking treasures; Dylan loved it, the fun of grossing out Mom. For those who attended the service, it was as if Dylan’s life had ended at age 12, not five years later in a murderous rampage that left 12 students, a teacher, and the two killers dead, and a nation grieving and groping for answers. That wasn’t the young man Susan Klebold raised. “This monster,” she told her hairdresser, Dee Grant, tears coming down her cheeks, “was not the son I knew.”

The ups & downs of fate are forever, good & bad, equal me.

Fact: People are so unaware…… well, Ignorance is bliss I guess…. That would explain my depression
-Dylan
I don’t fit in I’ve been thinking of suicide gives no hope, that I’ll be in my place wherever I go after this life … that I’ll finally not be at war with myself, the world, the universe – my mind, body, everywhere, everything at PEACE in me – my soul (existence). & the routine is still monotonous, go to school, be scared & nervous, hoping that people can accept me … that I can accept them … the NIN song Piggy is good for thought writing … The Lost Highway sounds like a movie about me … I’m gonna write later, bye «VoDkA»































