I don’t think Dylan fit into us very well.

“Two co-workers, Kim Carlin and Sara Arbogast, were in the same grade as Eric and Dylan.

Sara: “Eric was nice and talkative and funny and just a cool guy. He never expressed any hate toward anything, just the normal teen-age angst. A lot of people say they don’t like school. I said it all the time.”

Kim: “Dylan and me never got heart-to-heart like me and Eric would. I don’t think Dylan fit into us very well. He was too quiet. We would get into massive food fights or water fights. He wasn’t into playing with us. If you would ask him something embarrassing he’d turn red and give you this little grin.”

On slow nights, the crew would sit behind the building and set off firecrackers or homemade explosives.

“We used to make dry-ice balls behind the store,” Kim said.

“You put dry ice and hot water in a 2-liter bottle. It just shoots up. We stole a cone one time when they did road construction in the parking lot. We would see how high we could shoot the cone.”

One night Dylan brought a pipe bomb to work. The manager wrote him up and told him to never do that again.

Shortly afterward, Dylan quit Blackjack. Eric stayed.

One day in April I said “You seem so quiet lately- are you okay?” He said he was “just tired.” Another time I asked if he wanted to talk about going away to college. I told him that if he didn’t feel ready, he could stay home and go to a community college. He said “I definitely want to go away.” If that was a reference to anything more than leaving home for college, it never occurred to me.

Susan Klebold (via mrsklebold)

I know that I am different..

The framework of society stands above & below me.
The hardest thing to destroy, yet the
weakest thing that exists.  I know that i am different,
yet i am afraid to tell the society.  The possible
abandonment, persecution is not something I want to
face, yet it is so primitive to me.  I guess being
yourself means letting people know about inner thoughts
too, not just opinions & fashions.(heheh) I will
be free one day, in the land of purity & my happiness.
I will have a love, someone who is me in a way, Someday…
Possibly thru this life, maybe another, but it will happen….
-Dylan Klebold

Graduating to the 5th Dimension

“Stupid gay nigger humans think
i’m “crazy” or they think i’m childish. hahaha. because
i can’t solve Ssin52xSs3xdx.  That makes me dumb!
Because i can’t stay thinking in the 2nd dimension, i go
to the 5th! haha”

– Dylan Klebold
April 1999

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“Imagine your own best friend.  Someone you’ve known for almost your whole life. Someone who used to laugh and tell you jokes, and showed you his new Wolf badge from Club Scouts, and chased frogs with you around the creek behind your grade school on Friday afternoons. Someone who, just yesterday, you skipped school with. Someone you always thought you knew.

Now imagine that, in front of nowhere, that friend turns around and guns down over a dozen people.”

Brooks Brown, No Easy Answers.