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Just how bad of injuries did Eric inflict on himself? I heard he disfigured his face and literally blew the top of his open.

Shot gun wound through the mouth and angled up and pointing directly in the middle of his brain pan to exit the top of his skull would be extensive, irreparable shattering damage. Think of shooting a watermelon and the explosion of it’s hard shell. When they picked up Eric’s body to remove him from the library, a huge pool of his blood and brain matter spilled out of his fractured skull landing into the vacant carpet where Dylan’s body once laid, their blood mingled together as if they should not be separated.

Do you think Eric and Dylan ate breakfast and brushed their teeth on 4/20?

I’d say Eric brushed his teeth out of force of habit while Dylan didn’t bother nor did he bother washing his hair (which probably wasn’t washed since Prom night on the 17th, incidentally speaking. ). I don’t think these two were very hungry on the morning of 4/20. Evidence of remnants of ‘potato skins’ were the contents found upon Dylan’s autopsy which suggests it was either a variety of potato (baked potato or fries) he ate the night prior at the Outback Steakhouse with Eric – or – could possibly be french fries eaten the morning of. I tend to go with the former. I tend to see Dylan completely divorcing himself from his bodily needs the morning of. He probably got a soda for a shot of sugar and caffeine in the school cafeteria to amp up his adrenaline rush.. but that’s about it. Tend to doubt Eric ate and was the more on edge of the two.

But, hey, didn’t @Rebsmommy already quite adequately address this same exact Q for you? 😏

Hi there! I have a question, in Dylan’s and Eric’s schedule for school, it says “bowling” for one if his classes. Like what type of class is that?

Bowling can be an alternative Physical Education “Gym” class in some high schools here in America. Yes, I’m referring to the “sport” where you throw a ball down a bowling alley and knock over a set of bowling pins 🎳. ..only in the boys case, they chucked or slammed the ball down the alley to guarantee them a strike by mere brute force (not to mention attention getting) rather than subtle technique. Lol

strangeexistence:

“They call you heartless; but you have a heart and I love you for being ashamed to show it.”— Friedrich Nietzsche

“His heart was like a sensitive plant, that opens for a moment in the sunshine, but curls up and shrinks into itself at the slightest touch of the finger, or the lightest breath of wind.” -Anne Bronte 

True. ❤️

This isn’t a question, but I just wanted to say that you’re so intelligent. Thank you for being so open-minded, and for being civil despite some people being downright rude to you. I hope you’re having a really lovely day/ night. :)

Well, I at least strive my very best to maintain and preserve a vibe of non judgmental neutrality, positivity and unconditional love here simply because of Dylan, for him – and the end result of what became of him with respect to how a toxic cultural of unkindness resulted in creating the karma that is the Columbine tragedy. I hope that those that struggle as he had can find refuge here of sorts – to find strength to preserver , to feel the compassion and a sense of community with those who feel the same. I don’t always succeed perfectly on some days but I do try. So, I thank you for your appreciation of my blog and what I have attempted to set forth here. ☺️ And I wish you a blissful day and week for yourself. 💖 💫 Please know that your sentiment helps..and has made my day, my week, infinitely better. 🌤🌟

Unrequited Expectation

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“If you dont know who I am still then I apparently haven’t been noticeable enough.… please don’t take offense or worry about this note… if you do know who I am, or if you want to anyway, leave me a note please leave a note in my locker saying whatever you want whether that be telling me to fuck off or else you’ll call the cops, or if you want to say whatever, just please do me that favor…

if you tell me to leave you alone, I will. 
I like you. but I won’t force that ever.”       

                            – Dylan

  

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“I guess what I’m trying to say is, if you have time in your life to just sit down, relax, and talk with a guy who cares a lot about you, and if you want to , let me know.  Because I really want to get to know you, and who knows, maybe even go out.

If you don’t…. Just don’t say anything.
I’ll understand I’m used to it ” 

                                                  Love, Eric

If Dylan really called the girl, that means he knew her enough to have her phone number right ? But you’re right maybe he lied and never called her even though I don’t think he would lie about it…

Well, technically, it wouldn’t really be a lie as he only drafted up an idea for a note and never actually gave it to her.

I think based on how he starts off, he knows her but he’s not at all certain that she knows him really – even if he somehow got her phone number.

“If you dont know who I am still then I apparently haven’t been noticeable enough…. please dont take offense or worry about this note… if you do know who I am, or if you want to anyway, “

We could  conclude that he somehow poked around and got the phone number from the local white pages or internet or from some friend. Although, that might suggest that someone else might know/suspect of his secret infatuation. 

Do you think Eric and Dylan ever tried dip, snus, snuff or anything like that?

Hmm..possibly at a party among other dudes trying on the spitting tobacco for size or the various forms you mention.  However, my personal sense about it is that they didn’t dabble in alt tobacco usage.  I think they were straight forward and stuck to traditional cigars and cigarettes. Though, Dylan might’ve occasionally dabbled in clove cigarettes now and again just to be extra with that eccentric aesthetic. 

I’m stuck on mobile and search isn’t working so I’m sorry if you answered this already. In the survey found on Eric’s computer he says that one of his nicknames is Reverend, do you have any idea where that originated?

Well, I tend to think that some (Christian) classmates probably misunderstood his nick “REB” and probably said “wait, why do you call him Rev?” and Eric got his jollies out of that and henceforth, decided to also declare himself (the) Reverend for ‘Rev’, here to preach the gospel truth about what ignorant stupid fucks humanity was on this godforsaken Hell on Earth.  

But that would be just my speculation though.. 😉 

In the Rebel Missons, who were Excaluber, Jester and Imaginos ? I know KIBBz was Zach

 Reb, VoDkA and KiBBz were the only three.participating in the Rebel Missions.

Excalubur (probably correctly spelled Excalibur but butchered by Rebby 😉 ), Jester and Imaginos were persons credited under the “Rebel News” section for helping Eric with the construction of his website alongside Dylan (VoDka) and Zack (KiBBz).

“Special thanks to Excaluber, KiBBz, [picture], VoDkA, Jester, and Imaginos for helping make this page happen.”

Jester was Brandon Martine. A 17 yr old that went to Northglenn HS, Westminster, CO.  He met Harris 2 to 4 times to play video games, the last time at Red Rocks Community College in 1998 or 97 but often only had an internet and occasional phone relationship with Eric as opposed to actually meeting up in person. He referred to Eric playing in his ‘clan’ (Reb and VoDka sans Kibbz) against other teams.

    

According to Jester himself, 

Excalubur was someone that helped Eric with his website a lot but he didn’t go to CHS and he was into martial arts.  But another report suggests that Excalubur worked in the theater department and was friendly with Dylan. Apparently, according to Devon Adams, Excaluber was not thought highly of by E & D.  It’s possible these might be two different persons with the same nickname.

No details on Imaginos other than he helped Eric with his website construction and had a handle that appears to be named after a Blue Oyster Cult album..

Do you think either of them skated?

This has been asked before probably two times?  But I couldn’t locate my answers so…: )  Even though Clement Park has a really nice skateboard park, I don’t think either were skaters or into that scene. In fact, I don’t think they liked those ‘types’..well, at least not Eric.  He once wrote to Kristi Epling in his passing notes with her:

“Just some faggot punk ska skater shitface who always makes fun of my kleid (German for “clothes, dress”) so I told him to shut the fuck up about it….” [Source]