You never know, she just might show up in your area.  Sue seems to be travelling to many different states and randomly in order to gain exposure and relay her story and message.  So, don’t give up just yet!  Think of it this way, you have plenty of time to mull over and prepare a question to ask her. 🙂  She is such a compassionate, wise, strong and resilient woman. Dylan and Bryon are lucky to have been blessed with such a momma, and her grand kids couldn’t have been gifted a better Grandma.  Sue has become like a universal Mother to us all.  We love our Sue dearly.  She is an inspiration to us all. ❤  

Assuming he made it that far along with a steady girlfriend and not just several casual dates. He’d ruin things for himself by testing her and pushing her buttons.  He’d just say and do weird, annoying, scary-implied things that would turn her off and make her think twice as to why she was dating him. He could be kinda of obsessive compulsive about stuff and be super critical of where she was, who she was with. Then it’d be over in no time flat. But yeah, I don’t really see him above cheating if he was bored and frustrated with a status quo, better than nothing relationship. To either spice things up or make his girlfriend suspicious and jealous.  I tend to think Eric would ruin and undo a potentially good thing because ultimately he’d feel like he wasn’t deserving of it..of having love and feeling worthy of belonging and being important to someone. Cheating is just the more extreme end of the self destructive patterns he could engage in to sabotage relationships.

I’ve posted her two future speaking engagements.  If you want to have a look yourself, I’d highly recommend Google. 😉

Eventually when the time is right for me to stop for having said all that needs to be said. Why do you ask? Would you like me to stop talking about it? 😉

Eric and Dylan were the perpetrators on 4/20 but to a larger extent, they were victims of themselves and long before the massacre. As Brooks once said “Eric and Dylan created this tragedy, but Columbine created them.” On the day, they that had come to the school to get revenge and take back their power by displacing their sense of victimization and setting out to attack their entire school full of classmates – to make victims of others. And in their last final act, everyone’s life was forfeit, even themselves as they leveled the playing field and became victims too by shooting themselves and stealing their own lives away for ever. All who lay dead in the library that day ended up as victims of this tragedy: two victims of the before and 13 of the after.

Correct.  So basically, even with Jeffco knowing the exact location, it’s still a dead end for us. 😉 

Oh, no, of course he mourns over Eric and Dylan. He’s got a lot of fucked up feelings over those two and it’s a real mixed confused bag. But as I said before, the bulk of those feelings surely are about Dylan. I think as much as he’s tried to run away from C  o lumbine and forge a new life by shedding his past, he is still haunted by it..and his childhood friend that he thought he knew. Yet, gentle, laid back Dylan slipped through his fingers and somehow morphed into this monster and right under his nose. So, there’s all this unresolved stuff he wrestles with and thankfully he’s finally doing therapy after all these many years of shouldering it alone and coping poorly.  But aside from his dysfunctional, damaged self, his personality is arrogant and egotistical and tends to cater to his own wants/needs. He knows all of this about himself.   So, I question his level of maturity to be able to take on/share in the responsibilities that will be required for raising a child along side his wife.  To be fully present and not checked out on his video games, or chatting up strangers, or whatever else he wants to do spur of the moment that let’s him escape and makes him feel like lord and master of his universe.  I question the emotional maturity in regards to modeling good fatherly behavior for his kid.  I think he fears he’ll be raising himself a mini-me. (I feel like a girl might’ve been easier for him to as there wouldn’t be such a mirroring thing as with a boy.) I am hoping that he is ready for this when the reality hits him and he’s waking up early and all hours of the night to feed the baby, change the diapers and everything else that dictates that he put his offspring’s wants and needs before his own or that last video game he paused and put on hold.  He does not seem ready himself and seems worried as to whether he is up for the task of being a father to the vulnerable life form he’s contributed in creating – whether that was voluntarily or accidentally.

Yes.  After pulling away from her and cooling down and having time to think, he’d want to make up and to apologize. He’d miss her and would feel devastated like he fucked the two of them up.  He’d have the tendency to internalize everything – how he acted in their argument together – and would tend to take full responsibility and sometimes to the point of owning it too much as all his fault. Dylan would not be one of those guys that was too proud or haughty to apologize or admit to mistakes.

I think it’s safe to say that Eric was more or less guided by his physical attraction of girls much more so than Dylan, who was observing other attractional ‘features’  too him like her ‘innocent laugh’ and smile or ‘her wit and cunning’. The thing about Eric though was, once he was dating a girl, he could easily get bored with a girl after a while if they didn’t begin to show signs of any sort of depth or challenge to him as a  creatively thinking out-of-the-box sort of person. This is evident in his AOL chat discussions with Jen when he asks her what does she think when she looks up at the stars and she responds with a very unoriginal, cookie-cutter, simplistic response of “I think wow, they’re pretty”.  It’s evident he’s disappointed in his test of her ability to have conversational depth when he says “….I hope that’s not all…”  In taking Eric’s cue, she starts to ponder about the possibility of other life forms elsewhere to which he likes..and says:  “go on.” So, while Eric might’ve thought he’d be happy dating someone conventionally pretty like a bottle blonde Brandi with a curvy figure, he’d eventually get frustrated by the lack of depth which would cause him to sabotage the relationship and she’d want to end it. Then he could complain in retrospect the various ways she sucked and he took pity on her by dating him.  Of course, as teenage boys, physical attraction to girls was of fairly significant importance for both boys but I would say this was a much bigger motivator for Eric. He would focus in on a girl he thought was hot looking and she was then on his radar until he achieved his goal.  Problem is, his way of pursuing wasn’t productive at all and often turned off the girl because he came on strong (aka desperate/needy/obsessive lol)..