What do you think about upcoming Rachel Scott -movie? I know it uses ‘You know I do’-myth (and probably contains other inaccuracies too), but after watching the trailer… it doesn’t seem THAT bad to me. Not as bad as many Columbiners make it out to be

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NO. Just NO.  

Inaccuracies? Yes. Untruths in the form of Xtian deceitful propaganda wrapped up in a pristine teenage ABC Family bubble gum wrapper all with the intent to elevate Rachel as some angelic, pious christian saint and martyr while simultaneously reducing Dylan and Eric to simplistic, repugnant evil villains. You immediately catch the drift that she’s our ‘sunshine heroine’ and they are the pat ‘bad guys’. I get the sense she’s like every other cardboard cut out fresh faced teenage tv show heroine and sort of reminds me of Elena from Vampire Diaries.   Based on the new trailer, this movie stunningly seems to miss it’s own message (!): that Dylan and Eric are the beginning cycle of Rachel’s end and what can happen when people are not treated with kindness and compassion or made to feel included. A little bit of random acts of kindness could have gone a long way with even these two boys (in addition to that special ed. student they showcase in the film) and yet these boys can only be used as one-dimensional antagonists and nothing more for the plot device.  Rachel’s message should merely underscore in the wake of the tragedy, what must now begin to be done to remedy the situation after the tragedy has occurred by way of her death – at the start, the first domino – that went down and flicked down all twelve in her wake.   Instead the boys are portrayed committing acts they never did to Rachel all for the dramatic shock value with a sole agenda to reduce them to born-rotten fiends that seem to be exempt from the potentiality of benefiting from Rachel’s tenets of kindness and compassion. Eric and Dylan are the catalyst that made Rachel’s legacy what it became / is –  but we cannot forget that they are the very reason her message is being spread and yet, that’s happily what this movies seems to do all to propel it’s Xtian faith agenda. So, when you say ‘doesn’t seem THAT bad to me’ – I would say, compared to what?   Seems bad enough.  I mean, the way they’re rewriting it into a fictionalized account they may as well had made up characters and a different school and had it as teen series show that comes on after ‘Pretty Little Liars’. 
 
Incidentally…Devon Adams cut Rachel’s hair super short for ‘The Smoke in the Room’ play she did early April and so there would be no way for Eric to have grabbed her by her hair and yanked her head up by her long mane yet this movie melodramatically does just that so they can make sure to get in that most vile line “do you believe in God?’  In the name of religion and the fact that this scene is a flat out lie?  Now that, to me, is perverse.  

So, it’s obvious Dylan liked the smashing pumpkins. You think he ever crushed on D’arcy Wretzky? I’m not asking that cause “she’s the only girl in the band” but because she seemed kinda chill and down to earth. Idk if dyl ever paid attention to the band itself but it’s just a random question that popped up.

Nah, personally, I don’t really see him digging her type .He liked the music and the lyrics of the Smashing Pumpkins. I don’t think he really was all that interested in the band itself.  

Im pretty sure if Robyn went for a kiss or something Dylan wouldnt have said no 😏

No, probably not. He was starving for female affection.  However, it would’ve been awkward af for him with Robyn. Though I don’t think he’d put up much of a fight.  The thing is, she wouldn’t have risked taking the literal plunge and potentially ruining their friendship. Instead, Robyn was patiently waiting for a hint that Dyl might be just the slightest bit interested before she’d ever consider making a bold move.  

Dylan Klebold was a monster. That murderer piece of trash killed a relative of mine in cold blood, and laughed his butt off as if it was a game. It is disgusting how you make a Tumblr for him. Completely disgusting. I truly am ashamed of you people.

I must say, I’m having a reeally hard time believing this claim, so, how about this: why don’t you come off anon?  I’d wager you’re too cowardly to – so my advice would be to simply leave this blog and never come back. Simple as that.  
There are far too many trolls on Tumblr that play this tired old harassing, guilt-tripping, judgment-passing game on Columbine blogs.   If you cannot approach myself and this blog with respectful, open-minded curiosity than I’m pretty much done with this conversation.

Do you think Dylan ever mentioned the girls he liked to his parents or do you think he’d be embarrassed to do so? He seemed to have kept that stuff to himself, like he didn’t even tell Eric.

No, I think for the most part Dyl was intensely private about the girls he crushed on. I think he’d preferred friends not knowing too terribly much so as not to put him on the spot to tease and make him feel uncomfortable, self conscious every time his crush was at her locker or walking by. Can just see how flushed his face would get, the uncomfortable grins and left hand continuously running through his hair – all fidgety and awkward. Zach, and yeah, even Eric, were likely the only ones that would’ve known a bit by way of the usual guy talks about girls they thought were hot. Even then, Dyl likely didn’t pitch in a whole lot on those convos. Talking to Zach on the phone late night while a bit drunk yes, likely more information confessed when his guard was down. But in general, he would’ve been vague not divulging or elaborating too much. Keeping his intense feelings to himself. I don’t think he confided in his parents over girls he liked at all.

What If Dylan Klebold Went To College?

brxnte:

a pretty interesting article about the impact of columbine on the music industry and stigmatized, disassociated youth.

Good find!


“One wonders about Dylan Klebold though. Harris’ aloof and awkward sidekick begs the question: is the edge something you fall off of or something you hang on to? If you’re looking over a chasm, surely the edge demarcates the point of destruction. But if you’re learning to swim in a public pool, the edge is the thing you cling onto for safety. In a school setting where belonging and popularity were made to seem like everything, Klebold came to see himself as too ugly and too strange to belong. One pictures Klebold drowning in a sea of insecurity as others swam confidently around him.”

What If Dylan Klebold Went To College?

I love that your t-shirt isn’t “wrath” but “bliss”. Wrath was just to show off he wasn’t joking but bliss is more accurate because it’s what Dylan longed for 💖

It’s precisely that.☺️ BLISS is the contrasting compliment to WRATH. Bliss is the yin to his yang, the choice of a positive destination to his negative journey. A healing integration through blissful, halcyon transcendence. In wearing this shirt his wrong, his struggle – is made right and whole, as well as my own. It is an override, canceling out the darkness, fear and rage with positivity, love, peace and happiness. A state of being he truly, deeply longed for.. as do we all. 💔🙏❤️🌚🌓🌝⛅️☀️🌟💫

You’ve probably gotten this question before… but why do you think Dylan didn’t like Robyn more than a friend? She obviously liked him; she seemed smart and kind enough – also very pretty. Maybe all that time he was searching for his true love, she may have been right in front of him…

Dylan wasn’t attracted to Robyn physically; he didn’t feel that kind of natural ‘spark’. He’d felt it before with certain other girls so he already identified how that certain yowza! feeling made him intrinsically react. He liked Robyn, he felt comfortable with her and enjoyed her company but physically, he simply didn’t feel that kind of attractional chemistry. He knew she was sweet on him. I think he got that vibe off of her with that warm enthusiasm – but for him, it’ve been in his subconscious mind kind of along the lines of ‘for some strange reason she likes hanging out with me, hm, weird..’ type of a thing. He never gave off any signals that he liked her other than as friends becauses that’s genuinely how he felt about her. Chums. I also tend to think he had a slight preference for burnettes.
I go into a bit more detail here.

everlasting-contrast:

Well, well, back at it, yes (you say) 
whoever the fuck ‘you’ is, but yea.  My life is still
fucked, in case you care… maybe,..(not?)

–Dylan Klebold

Dylan doesn’t realize that he really would be addressing a receptive ‘you’ a decade into the future. 😉   His personal style of writing in which he is talking to an imaginary ‘us’  as if we are his only sounding board, makes his journal provocative, captivating and endearing.  

Classic Reblog.. 💕

fuckyeahdylanklebold:

sadistic-kimi:

The only people who definitively know why columbine happened are sitting in urns and that’s just heartbreaking o many different levels

They’re with the stars in the sky and the wind through the Colorado hills. They’re in the tears in the faces of heartbroken teens and the laughter shared over morbid jokes. They’re in the cheers of every teen who sees their favorite band in concert and the one-liner jokes exchanged by teens over Internet games. They’re in the drops of ink and scratchings of graphite on every note a lovelorn teen has written to someone they admire since 1999. They are not in urns. Their hearts live on. And one day, we will see them.

💖💫

columbine-and-assassins:

Is it weird to say that Dylan has helped me through depression? There have been times where I really wanted to die but then I read his journal and hearing about how he couldn’t see his infinite worth makes me think that the same thing might be happening to me. (Insert obligatory comment about ‘no I just relate to the depression part shooting up your school is a terrible thing to do’)

Beautiful..

So what did Dylan do on his last 2 birthdays in 97 and 98? in 97 on his bday his parents got him a trench coat. what about 98?

Mm..probably the usual low-key teenager’s family birthday celebration with minimal fuss – maybe out for a nice (big) dinner, or pizza delivery, ending with a few gifts. Plus, a little celebrating with Eric, Nate, Chris and Robyn for an affordable b-day dinner, followed by some Rock n Bowl as well as that ‘Q.T.’ with Zack and Devon.

For Dylan’s 17th birthday in ‘98, his family got him a mini fridge stocked with candy bars and Dr. Pepper.

this is going to be a somewhat odd request (but a dire one) ー would it be at all possible for you to link me to any pertinent information about dyl that i could use in a fanfiction i’m attempting to write? things like his attire, his class schedule, his room aesthetic, his daily routine, his hang-out spots? i miss him so much. i’m aiming to write myself into his life, into 1997-1998, before the tragedy. it’s the only way i know to cope with the loss of him. thank you so much. it’s a huge help.

My blog is pretty much everything you’re asking for and then some. So, if you’ve stumbled upon E-C, you’ve come to the right place! If you crave to know about every little detail about Dyl, I’d suggest checking out my archive and going through all my posts to absorb all you can about him. I’d also suggest checking out the 900 pages which is the official Jeffco documents containing Dylan and Eric’s journals, school planners, class schedules, work pay stubs, and the like.

Enjoy doing the research, soaking Him up like a sponge and good luck with the fanfiction. ☺️