Yep. Old news. I mentioned that at the beginning of my post.
But I am of the mind that the tapes still exist – just not the the original VHS cassette tapes. Jeffco is telling us they literally destroyed ‘the tapes’, well, yeah, they did. 😏
FBI likely has it all now in digital format. But again, I don’t really see the BTs coming to light ever. The post below was just my ‘wish list’ of supressed evidence that I would want to see.

It’s a given that JeffCo withheld or delayed quite a bit of rather relevant evidence. At this point, it’s possible that a lot of what I mention below is also potentially destroyed a few years back by Jeffco.

Here’s my ‘bucket list’ of just a few pieces of withheld evidence that I’d like to see though, of course, I’d really want it all. Why continue to settle for less? 😉 Keep in mind, this is a ‘wish list’ which means I doubt any of what I mention will ever come to light.

In no particular order..

Harris and Klebold depositions
Released, like, now, instead of 2027. Why are we waiting for for Sue, Tom, Kathy and Wayne to be dead or close to passing on, hmm? Get the honest story out now, parents. What are you trying to put off and conceal?

Full unedited/unredacted journals (if any pages were withheld)

Information recovered from off of Dylan’s computer (!!). If it was difficult to retrieve data back-in-the-day, it would certainly not be as hard within subsequent years given all the advanced data recovery technologies available.

Online chat logs of E and D recovered from off their computers. I honestly don’t care if they need to redact the names of E & D’s surviving friends that chatted with them online to protect their identity. It’s the dialog itself and the psychology of their online personas interacting with different friends while online that’s relevant.

Dylan’s websites if he had any up and published. I know he had a detailed Fantasy Baseball website and perhaps his own personal website actually made it live.

Dylan’s full autopsy report. I’m actually slightly confused about this in terms of what is ‘full’ because I’ve seen his report but am unclear as to what is not considered ‘complete’ about it. Anyone?

More of Dylan’s Diversion exercises such as his Van break-in apology letter.

All of E/D school records and writings, surely they wrote more essays than the ones we have. Especially more of Dylan’s homework assignments – though, he may have tossed them unlike Eric who seemed to save stuff.

Dylan’s counselor, ‘Brad Butts’, account was not included in the 11K (nor was Eric’s counselor). Teacher Judith M Kelly gave him a copy of Dylan’s violent essay to.

Notes from Erics therapy sessions with Kevin Albert

And, last but not least… *drum roll*

The Basement Tapes including Nixon Tape all unedited (masking out names of people they mention is ok by me if the full unedited version is not possible.)

See here for a really concise, detailed post of blatantly withheld relevant evidence.

He didn’t have one. Maybe in their script they had a name for him but if you look at the dialog in this transcript his code name is an unmentioned mystery. Figures. lol. I think he’ll always be straight-up VoDkA no matter. 😎

Hmm.. I’d say seeing a recent photo of Bryon’s little boy, Aidan as he’s smiling and holding his little 1 ½ year old sister, Everly, in a pool of water.  And you can just see in that little boy’s bunched-up sunshine smile with that little pointy chin that we’re seeing a mini Dylan Klebold all over again reflected in his brother’s little boy. Beneath the curved up smile of his lower lip, is a shadow of dimple which hints of inheriting Uncle Dyl’s under bite. When I look at that photo, I just smile and it brings tears to my eyes all at once. It’s reassuring to know that that pure spark of Dylan when he was a happy little boy is reflecting back in Bryon’s kids but it’s also a very sad reminder too, all the same – because Dylan will never get the pleasure in seeing his own children reflecting a piece of himself back at him within their joyous smiles.  But Byron, Sue and Tom – they do get that bitter-sweet pleasure all at once in witnessing it..

You should share a photo then?  I’d genuinely love to see it.  That would be interesting if it was a class ring. I don’t recall photos of anyone else wearing such a black ring like the one Dylan wore but you never know, huh?  Might solve a mystery of it’s origins.  It’d be wonderful if you’d share a photo for comparison sake. 🙂 

Mhm. I identify with, as I’m sure many of us do here (such as yourself?),  his pervasive shyness, esteem issues and hyper sensitivity that seemed to have stuck with him even as he grew older. It was a part of his personality makeup and as I mentioned in previous posts, I tend to feel he had Avoidant Personality Disorder or AvPD.  He also had chronic depression, which again, so many of us can relate to. Dylan (whether he likes it or not – ha! ) has become the poster boy for the introverted observers, the timid and highly sensitive who deeply resonate with these afflictions that frustrated him so . He’s a safe and familiar haven to me in this regard. ☺️ 

That’s Dylan’s personal onyx ring.  

Columbine class rings look like this:

Class rings would not be their style at all as such symbols are too much about the ‘school spirit’ which these two didn’t have an ounce of. They hated that school and all it represented including all the Columbine paraphernalia such as Columbine t-shirts, hats, etc.   Class rings were something that preps and white hat jocks flaunted. Class rings were for sheeple and these two were individualists marching to the beat of their own drum.

October ‘97

Well, not always. A wild Dyl in hot pursuit barely touches the ground. 

The two shot guns and the carbine were purchased at the Tanner gun show on November 22, 1998

Dylan made a partial payment purchase of the TEC 9 from Mark Manes on January 23, 1999.

This post will be deleted in a couple of days.

emergencyshotgun:

tbh im still speculating what if any disorders or mental illnesses dylan might have head, but obviously all i can do is speculate using what i know and even with the extensive information about dylan, its still barely anything compared to all that he was. however i can say that personally so far, i havent found any evidence for dylan being on the autism spectrum. ive found evidence that could maybe link to potential personality disorders, but like i said, im still working on organizing those thoughts. this isnt to say i wont find anything, but i dont have any evidence to confirm it at the moment and from how long i’ve been researching this and what i’ve seen so far, i don’t think it’s likely.

maybe the resident dylan expert everlasting-contrast might have some more detailed input on this?

‘Resident Dylan expert’, aye?   *profusely blushes*  I’m not sure I quite earn that title since only Dylan could be the true expert but thanks all the same?  😉

I did do a reply post to someone asking if I thought Dylan had

Asperger’s Syndrome. I weighed in on and considered various known spectrum criteria in relation to Dylan’s personality, and essentially concluded that he wasn’t an the Autistic Spectrum of an Aspie. Some people replied to that post and stated the reasons why they still thought Dylan might classify – especially since he had been known to have emotional outbursts at times.

Dylan was prone to tantrums but it seems he was more this way as a kid though could have an occasional angry, frustrated outburst as an adult.  In Brook Brown’s book, “No Easy Answers”, Brooks mentions an occasion where kid Dylan had a melt down because he slide in a patch of mud and people started laughing at him and yelled back at them ‘stop laughing at him!’  To me, his outburst did not just come out of nowhere which is a bit more prone to be the case with someone with AS.  His angry outburst is connected to an intense hyper awareness and reaction to being watched and judged: the sensation of people seeing him mess up and feeling scrutinized and ashamed as they laugh at him. I also read that Little League Dylan would cry while playing baseball super competitively. It was like, performance in front of others – not messing up or losing – was all too overwhelming for him. Again, the sense of feeling like a fuck-up or letting others down such as his baseball team.  I tend to think that his shyness and hyper sensitivity could have just as easily been a factor for emotional outbursts.  These symptoms tie in to what was thought as childhood shyness turning into Avoidant Personality Disorder.   In any case, after you take a look at my post, also check out some of the reblogged comments to it, which state the possible pros for Dylan potentially having AS/Aspergers.

Yes, there were cameras in the school library but Jeffco conveniently claims they were not on..for whatever reason.  There may be video of the library but the possibility of that evidence ever being seen publicly honestly isn’t even a slim possibility. 

In the book ‘Far from the Tree’ by author, Andrew Solomon, Sue mentioned that it took them three years to sloowly deal with Dylan’s bedroom – to sort through all his belongings and such. You can imagine how hard that must have been.  They then had it re decorated into their guest bedroom. The author, Andrew Solomon stayed in the guest bedroom while he was conducting interviews with the Klebolds.   I’ve also heard from someone that sent a group birthday card for Dylan last September that I was also lucky to have contributed to –  that Sue had mentioned that she keeps all the received cards, letters and art in Dyl’s old bedroom-now guestroom. Kind of nice to know that, huh?

Five planets in Venus ruled Libra bodes favorably for romantic, sensual style kissing. 😉 

I’m sure I sound rather redundant here when I say these little notes of appreciation people drop in my box are gratifying to hear but the fact of the matter is, it’s true. It means a lot – makes me feel as though this blog has been worthwhile even though there’s been times when I’ve questioned why I’ve felt compelled to keep on.  So, thanks for that!  I enjoy perusing your blog as well. 🙂

I’m glad it resonates well with you.  I, myself, do not have tattoos but I understand and can appreciate why they are an important form of self expression/validation for some people. 🙂