Well, but the guy is in his late 30s now and rapidly approaching middle age so I don’t think it’s really all that implausible that he’s entertaining making room in his life for a kid (or two) as part and parcel of his new marriage. Many of he peers in his age group are doing just that. I mean, just look at Nate and Zack.  

Brooks has been doing therapy work of his own and mentioned he’s greatly benefited from it.  Four years ago, with the divorce of his wife and his destructive behaviors that came to a head on Tumblr, he appears to have decided to confront and address all the damage he’s incurred and avoided all these many years since C  o  lumbine.  He also mentions his new girl..wife.. has been a healing influence on him for too.  So, given all of that,  I don’t think Brooks wants to stay stuck as that perpetually single gaming dude that is now ‘over the hill’.   He’s kind of freaked out that he’s actually going to be a dad as it’s uncharted territory for the dude.  He probably fears raising a clone of himself..with this little boy and the thought of that unnerves him.  I think you’re right in that, even he didn’t think he was that type. but now here he is doing the father thing.  But, on the other hand, it’s could prove to be a positive new chapter to his life where he can begin to, at least hopefully,  start focusing responsibly on others other than just indulging himself. whenever and whereever 😉  Then again, he might not be up to the task and will fail miserably.  Time and experience will tell.  haha.  Hopefully, he won’t make a huge mistake and mess up miserably.  But honestly, I don’t think his wife is that old, certainly not past childbearing years, although they did suffer a miscarriage. But this baby boy Mini Brooks is now 20 weeks along. 🙂

“Hopefully he’s nothing like me”    lol  Well, at least he’s self aware about it. 😉 

I feel as though Dylan placed those puritanical high expectation on himself.  In his mind, he felt he needed to conduct himself in a way that demonstrated his devotion and faithfulness to his one and only.  For him, that meant abstaining from porn and also, ideally masturbation too,  IF his fantasies had to do with the porn he’d been engaging in and not about them together.  If he actually managed to date the girl he was head over heels for and found out that she was not a virgin, I don’t feel as though that would be a deal braking obstacle for him to reject her.  Because ultimately, if they were steady dating one another, he would judge her commitment and sexual devotion to him based on the faithfulness of their present relationship. If they actually got around to having sex, the sex would be pure and perfect as it was founded in their union of true love.  Dylan’s sexual hang-up tends to be an extreme Virgo tendency as they have an inclination to compulsively place their values on ‘all or nothing’ perfectionism and cleanliness.

I suppose it all depends on how you choose to look at it though because –

He will have a love, someone who is him in a way. someday … possibly thru
this life, maybe another, but it will happen . ..

something tells him he will, someday. Somewhere. As his love will find him, she’ll feel as he does right now, He can feel it, they will be inseparable. Her
& Him…

I believe it is possible given that the universe is actually a multiverse. It’s just that humans (in this period in time) haven’t realized that it is a possibility, so the technology has not been fully honed and made public as an ability as part of our conscious awareness yet.

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